"Hey guys" Robyn greets us with enthusiasm before taking a seat by my left.
"I love your jumpsuit!" Cassie compliments her and we join in with smiles.
Robyn always looks good, that's for sure. I'm not surprised she opted not to wear a dress like ninety nine percent of the ladies here, she always liked to stand out.
Damon collects two glasses of champagne from a passing waiter and takes his seat. He knocks one back with a single gulp and takes another sip from the second. He looks to be in a bad mood.
"What's up with you?" I ask him. These past few weeks since I've been with Roman, Damon and I have gotten closer as well and I have come to care about the annoying boy.
He opens his mouth to speak then reconsiders with a shake of his head before proceeding to toss back the second glass and signal another waiter for a third.
I furrow my brow at his actions, does he intend to get completely drunk before his cousin’s birthday even starts?
I get lost trying to find my way around and back to the hall where Roman's birthday party is being held. I blame the tears streaming down my face out of the lose tear ducts in my eyes for blocking my vision. I blame Nicole, her father and Roman's evil father for saying I'm not good enough to be with Roman while Nicole is the perfect match. I blame myself for eavesdropping, I even blame Roman for being so incredible and charming that I let my guard down and fell for him. It's everyone's fault, me, Roman, Nicole, the entire world in fact. I'm loosing it, my emotions are all over the place as I cross hallways after hallways to find my way back to the hall, or at least a bathroom to wash my face, I'm sure my makeup is a mess. I pause over a staircase that I believe should lead me to the hall and run my fingertips over my eyes and face to wipe away any tear marks. Just then a huge shadow befalls me I nearly jump out of my skin with fright. The fear of the shadow a
I walk out of Romans house with tears streaming down my cheeks. I get a sense of Déjà vu, feeling like I have lived this exact moment before.I should’ve broken up with Roman officially the first time he made me cry, now look at me.I decide to walk out to the main entrance and order an Uber from there. On my way to the outside gate where so many armed security guards are placed I hear my name being called. My entire body freezes with anticipation as I pause, he came after me. Roman came after me. I don’t turn because I don’t want him to see the relief on my face.I hear footsteps behind me and a male voice calls my name again, sounding closer this time.There is a few more heavy footsteps until a body comes around and stands in front of me.I look up at him and my relief withers. Oh… it’s not Roman.“Lindsey, why are you leaving on your own?” Collins asks me. Collins. Not Roman. Not my boyfriend, because he didn’t care. I’m stupid for thinking he would leave his extravagant party an
Roman’s POVI feel betrayed.I blink multiple times hoping that the sullied sight in front of me is some horrific imagination but it is not. From when I stand, they could be kissing with the way the guy is bent over her.How could Lindsey do such a thing?She is in a deep intimate embrace with… who the fuck is that guy? Wait, I know that stupid blond hair. Collins.That fucker… he has a death wish most certainly, and I will make it come through.If I stay here even a second longer, I’ll throw up my guts. As much as I would like to interrupt them in a blaze of fury, I hold back. My heart is… hurting. My head feels like it’s about to implode and I’m not just jealous, I’m hurt. I don’t want them, most especially Collins to see me like this. The idiot will definitely get a satisfaction from it and I won’t have that.I take a step back, rustling the leaves of some dried flowers beside me. They both hear the sound and I watch Collins pull Lindsey even closer when she tries to pull away. I w
On Monday the next week, I’m seating in English class with Cassie beside me. We are waiting for Mr Daniels our English teacher to come in.On the drive to school in Cassie’s car, she had given me the rundown of what happened during Roman’s birthday party last Friday after I had left.“Rich people are crazy, Lin. Like really crazy” Cassie had exclaimed to me. “What do you mean?” I had asked her, Cassie is prone to exaggerations. “After you left Roman’s birthday party, they did some sort of gift giving to your boyfriend” Cassie starts. I act interested but deep down I’m focused on her use of the word ‘boyfriend’, after our fight that night, I know for a fact Roman and I have hit a speed bump in our relationship that won’t be going away very easily. I don’t try to correct her however, I simply nod for her to continue on with her story telling. She does. “It was insane, like millions of dollars worth of gifts were given to Roman, it was like we had magically entered into an auction fo
Everyone in class is bewildered about what just occurred. Cassie looks at me like I have the answer, which I do. Roman is jealous from seeing me and Collins together.It pisses me off. How dare he insinuate I belong to him after what happened just this past weekend? I left his house in tears during his birthday party and he didn’t even come after me.I’m suddenly angry as well and I grab my things and walk out the door. Like hell if I’m going to just let him react like he owns me. I belong to no one but myself.Mr Daniel’s doesn’t even try to stop me as I leave, I notice whenever a matter concerns Roman, neither he nor the other staff put in much effort, it’s futile anyway.I follow Roman’s back as he walks the hallway in long strides. He keeps going until we are both outside and he walks the parking lot likely going to where he parked his car. He walks so fast I might miss him if he reaches his car. So I call out,“Roman!”Immediately he stops. He waits with his back to me, his shoul
During lunch, Cassie keeps disturbing me to tell her about whatever it is that happened between Roman and I. “I don’t really want to talk about it right now, Cas” I complain.Cassie rolls her eyes in exasperation, “I think you should talk about it. Maybe if you tell me and I tell you what I think you about the whole situation, you just might realize whatever Roman did to offend you isn’t really that bad after all” Cassie argues. “So, what did he do? And I’m guessing it must have been during his party when you left. I’m also guessing your sudden illness that night was all a lie?” Cassie asks the question but it’s more like a statement. I avoid her gaze and let out a weary exhale. She is not going to give up on this so I might as well tell her and get it over with. “We had an argument about something and I left because I was heartbroken and angry” I summarize. Cassie shoots me a blank stare, “you’re kidding right? What the hell type of vague explanation is that?” “Let’s just s
The next day, I prepare for school with a mission. Operation forget Roman Masters is on the go.I inform Cassie of my plan to disensitize myself about all matters concerning Roman by implementing a strict avoidance of all conversations about him, no looking at him, I even deleted his contact number from my phone, childish yeah but I’m desperate here. “I don’t think your plan will work” Cassie announces on our way to our history classroom. I glare at her, “I need you in my side here, Cas” I tell her. She snorts. “I am on your side but I wouldn’t be a very good friend if I didn’t tell you the truth” I release an annoyed breath. “Then don’t tell me the truth. Lie” I mutter under my breath as we take our seats. Cassie laughs at me, “Lie? Okay, the plan is certainly not going to work. You’re not even being honest. Honesty is the best policy, Lin.” I look around, wishing I sat away from her today, thankfully Roman isn’t in class yet so I don’t have to be afraid of seeing his handso
Robyn, Cassie and I are in Cassie’s house discussing random things. Usually we would be at my house, but Leo has a bunch of his annoying friends over so we won’t have our desired quiet girls time- or at Robyn’s house but I’ve been avoiding all things Roman Masters and his place of habitation is at the top of the list, seconded only by his beautiful blue eyes etched on his perfect face which I have warned myself not to even glance at in school or anywhere else we might run into each other, not accidentally or intentionally. I’ve not succeeded that well so far because he is just too infuriatingly captivating but going to his home? That I can avoid. While Robyn is on a call arguing with her personal shopper about the size of Louis Vuitton purse she wants, Cassie and I are going through our social media, actually correction, I am flipping through my TikTok while Cassie is stalking the profiles of every girl that liked and commented on Case’s last post on instagram. “You are beginning
Roman’s POVI have decided to have the talk with my father today. No more postponing, no more hesitating. I’m damn tired of not being able to bring my girl over to my house because she is afraid of my father.I walk over to my father’s office and knock once, then twice. I’ll knock a million times until he lets me in, I know he is inside.“Come in, son” I hear him call out.I chuckle as I twist the handle and step in. He knows it was me just because no one else would ever interrupt him in his office. No one but me.My father sits behind his expensive mahogany desk in his huge as hell office. I hardly come here unless when absolutely necessary, like today. It reminds me of my future, that one day I will likely become a workaholic like him, spending nearly every hour, alone and working.“Father” I say in greeting. I always call him father, never dad for many years and we’re both used to it now.He points at the chair in front of his desk for me to take a seat and I do.I don’t waste a mom
Roman’s POVI search for Lindsey all around and everywhere on school grounds but I can’t find her. I ask our friends and her brother but none has seen her since classes before lunch and because I don’t want anyone being privy to our private business and I know how private Lindsey is, I don’t tell them what’s happened.I want to go straight to her house and console her and fix this problem but there is still one last thing for me to settle.It is time for Rixon High athletes to train so I know where he must be at, being captain of the basketball team. I walk straight to the basketball court and when I open the double doors and enter inside, I see him. Going about his life like he didn’t just play a major role in a pathetic plan to ruin my relationship. Like hell if I’ll let him get away with it.I walk over to Collins who doesn’t see me but is focused bouncing a basketball on the courts smooth floor while going over plays with our teammates.I ignore our coach calling my name.“Roman,
CHAPTERRoman’s POVI’m on my way to the cafeteria after class to meet up with Lindsey when one of the janitors walks up to me and tells me that my girlfriend instructed him to find me and tell me to come help her out in the library because she is not feeling well.I give him a look of suspicion but consider his words, although I texted Lindsey to meet me at the cafeteria after her test she never responded. While I had concluded it was because she was in class it could be something else.Maybe something went wrong and she went to the library instead.I’m filled with worry that I don’t interrogate the janitor further but instead take a different turn to lead me to the library.When I get to the library, I realize I don’t even know exactly where Lindsey is at because the library is so huge. I consider calling her to ask but decide to check the literature section first, she is likely to be there because it is her favorite section in the library.I get there and in fact there is a girl th
Lindsey’s POVI am walking to the cafeteria alone after writing one of the most difficult tests I’ve ever written when Collins approaches me.“Hey pretty” He greets with his signature boyish smile.I smile back but my smile is a bit restrained. I know how Roman feels about Collins and I together, even though I don’t know why as I consider Collins a good friend, but I don’t want to do anything that’ll annoy Roman so I keep my distance.“Hey Collins” I respond and he comes and stands in front of me.“I need your help with something” He tells me.I’m confused as I don’t know what I could possibly help him with but I nod, urging him to go ahead and ask.He does, “I’ve been searching for an important textbook in the library for a while now and I’ve not been able to find it, can you come and help me check?”What? I give him a look of confusion. Is he joking? He must be. I laugh a bit just in case then reply, “There are librarians in the library, Collins” I mention the obvious.He grins but
On Monday after Christmas break, I drive my new new car to school. For the first time in months, I’m alone in a car. I’m driving myself rather than getting driven around like an invalid and it’s all thanks to Roman.Just like he had told me, he spoke to my mom and yesterday she even took me to shop for car accessories for my new car. Since I no longer have to worry about her feeling some type of way about Roman buying me a car, I enjoy the feeling of driving the sleekest car I have ever been in, except for Roman’s cars.When I get to school, I park my car and from the tinted glass of the windshield and windows, I can already see the students of Rixon High surrounding me, wondering who is in the car. Nearly everyone knows what everyone drives and so, a brand new expensive car such as this is bound to draw some attention.I should’ve made Roman come with me for the first day but I’m a big girl and I thought I could handle all the looks and whispers on my own.When I open my door and exi
My hand holding my phone shakes as I find Roman’s contact to call him. As my finger rests about an inch away from dialing Roman, I hesitate.I don’t know how to do it, not call him but tell him I’m refusing his gift. Even though I told mom that I’m not rejecting the gift because of her, I think I was lying. A brand new Mercedes Benz car that looks like that must cost a lot, too much. But, the thought of finally owning my own car after always having to beg Leo and ask Cassie for rides all the time feels so good. Sadly I can’t keep it. I harden my mind and call Roman. He answers on the first ring as if he has been waiting for me to call. “Do you like your car?” Is the first thing he says to me. He sounds so anxious like he can’t wait for my answer and hopes I say yes. “I… I do” I answer after a moment of hesitation. I hear Roman breath out with relief. “Thank God. I was getting worried that you didn’t like it, babe” My throat hurts as I force out the words I know he wouldn’t li
Lindsey’s POVOn the morning of my birthday, I wake up feeling all sorts of special. The night before, I had gotten both Christmas and birthday gifts from my mom, Leo and my friends. Leo had gotten his as well but I’m already used to sharing my birthdays with him. I gave him his gift as well. Last night, after I had unwrapped all my gifts, Roman had taken me out to dinner and while he didn’t say specifically that he was taking me out because of my birthday, I assume it was my birthday present. I loved it because the food was awesome and the company, his presence, was even better. I rise from my bed and do a little twirling on the floor, I’m just so happy. My mom yells my name from downstairs and when I quickly rush down, I see mine and Leo’s birthday cake ready with candles on the dinning table.I smile at the sight. It has always been a tradition for as long as I can remember. Mom always bakes a blue and a pink cake for Leo and I for our birthdays, the pink one for me and the blu
I turn to my cousin with a frustrated and doubt filled look. Damon raises an eyebrow at my facial expression. “Do you want my help or not?” I grunt, “Yeah I do. What type of car do you think I should get for her?” I ask him hopelessly. Damon shrugs, “A lambo or something” He replies. My jaw drops in shock, “A Lamborghini? Are you insane!?” My cousin snorts, “Don’t tell me you think it’s too expensive, she is your girlfriend whom I know you love so don’t tell me you’re deciding to be stingy with her gift” I ignore him saying I’m in love with Lindsey, I am but I’ve never told him or anyone, I haven’t even said the word to Lindsey and I should, I plan to tell her on her birthday, but that is not the point of my conversation with Damon right now. A lambo? I’m groan out, “Please where is Cassie and Robyn? I need them back.” I shake my head in exhaustion. Damon gives me a glare for doubting the reasonability of his idea which is an absolutely ridiculous idea. “Call Cassie and ask h
Roman’s POVIt is a few days to Christmas and even fewer to Lindsey’s eighteenth birthday. I have been in a bind all week contemplating a birthday gift for her. I have even brought in Damon, Robyn and Cassie to help me out with ideas and while they have tried by presenting me with numerous options, I’m not satisfied. I’m not very good at gift giving. Having so much money usually means I buy the most expensive things for my friends and family as gifts, but with Lindsey I can not exercise the same level of indifference or carefree attitude. I want to get her a birthday gift that… has meaning. Being with Lindsey Jordan has changed me. She has shown me that money isn’t everything, I mean I always knew that but now I have lived it. The picnic date she had organized for me the night before my birthday as my birthday gift sure didn’t cost anything close to a thousand dollars if I were to wager a guess, but I wasn’t lying when I told her it was the best birthday gift I’ve ever gotten. The