Chapter 78 In my head

“Just a little pain makes you feel alive but too much of it makes you feel dead inside..”

Natalie shut her eyes tightly but it did nothing. Rather the darkness showed her much more. She had dealt with so much to forget it on her own. She didn’t why she had to hide it. Maybe she was afraid that they would blame her too because a part of her blamed herself for it.

She stood up and grabbed a glass of water, and took big gulps. But that just made her feel hollow from the inside. She didn’t even realize how but she had the phone back in her hand. Her finger roaming over that video again...

She didn’t even need to play it to be remembered again. It was already going over in her head. Her eyes were lost as all that was playing in front of them was that day.

How it is when you still try to get up from one thing you get beaten down by many more, a lot worse that you actually have to think over for a moment about how much you have lost.

So many people, so many relationships destroyed which we