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Last Updated : 2023-05-28Hated By The Ruthless Alpha Paralyzed.
Leila's POV.The door creaked open, waking me up immediately, I wasn't happy to hear the footsteps coming closer to where I slept.The cold floor sent a sharp pain to my back and made my body ache with every breath that came out of my mouth.My eyes opened slowly, blinking away tears at first before adjusting to the light that came from the door being wide open.The realization that the door was open and I could see what was outside for the first time since I was kidnapped here had me standing up immediately.I forced myself to sit up, the pain made me wince slightly as I finally sat up.I swallowed nervously when I realized it was the witch.She was the most scary one to me here, I knew she could somehow discover I am pregnant easily and I didn't want that.The way she stared at me, made me feel like crawling inside a hole and never coming out.I tried looking out the door, but she moved to it and closed it immediately, her eyes narrowing."I've prepared everything for the ritual so
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Darren's POV.The sadness I'm experiencing is too deep for this world, it whispers to me and takes hold of my mind and body.I can't even move from the bed, since I killed Alpha Rick I thought I would feel better and I thought I would find Leila that day.But it didn't happen, I searched and searched and even found my way back to the Alpha Rick's pack.But I didn't see her, I couldn't smell her, the fact that she was nowhere to be found made my head spin.I was overwhelmed with the sadness I felt, it made me feel weak in the knees.I woke up very early today, trying to prepare for my search, but I couldn't stand up.The sadness that made me numb to everything, I felt it inside and out. It hurt my heart and mind.It hurts me so badly, my heart aches with sorrow.I just want to make this pain go away,but it wasn't leaving without Leila being here with me.The sadness took control over me. It consumed me until there was nothing else to feel anymore. All I felt was the constant gloominess
Last Updated : 2023-05-30Hated By The Ruthless Alpha Seduction.
Shantel's POV.I sneaked back to the pack as fast as I could, Dean was there to make my hiding better.I couldn't wait to meet the Alpha, I had everything perfectly planned in my heart and I was sure it would work perfectly.I smiled as I stared at myself in the mirror, my reflection was too beautiful to behold.My mission was simple and I knew I could achieve it easily.All I needed to do was seduce the Alpha, the outfits I wore were mind-blowing.There was no way he would see me and not try touching me, even for a second.The only problem was seeing him in his room. Dean told me he had locked himself up in the training room since morning. He has been trashing the whole place and no one can open it.I knew he did all that because of that stupid Leila, I groaned immediately I thought of her.She seemed to leave a bitter taste anytime I thought of her, ever since she had come into our lives. I hate her so much.I'm happy I killed her, it was very essential that she dies, and I was ha
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Shantel's POV.If I thought I was upset with Leila before, it wasn't compared to how I felt right now.If I could break down the whole walls of the pack I would right now.I was vibrating with the anger in me, I could feel my legs and knees shaking because I was trying to balance and walk to my room.The embarrassment I felt would be in my mind for life, I couldn't wait to make Leila pay for what her mate did to me.The humiliation felt like it was only befitting for her to pay for it.I could feel my heart gladden, with the immense punishment I thought of given to her immediately I reached where she was.I couldn't wait to make her feel the undiluted rage in me right now, I feel like blasting down everything around me.Seeing if anything could make me less angry than I am right now,I cleaned the makeup immediately wiping it away with anger.It was so unbelievable that after all the preparations, he still sent me out of his room.I I started and destroyed every object I could find try
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Last Updated : 2023-05-30Hated By The Ruthless Alpha Questioning.
Darren's POV.I kicked Dean immediately Aidan dragged him to the torture room.I'm so livid, the truth was right under my nose and I didn't know it."Alpha please." He begged.I slammed his head against the wall, his eyes rolled back in his head as he fell on the ground.Doing that to him didn't help my rage or anything,it made me want to hit him more.And I knew it was just the beginning, but right now I needed the anger to go away."So it's you and Shantel, and I've been trying to find out who did it all this while." I said I was still shocked.He stared at me like I was saying rubbish, "Alpha I don't know what you're saying." He said."So you won't tell me the truth about all the plans?" I asked.He refused to say something, it felt like he was being purely defiant.I smiled, I dragged him by his hair, yanking him up with a jerk, "You think you're tough?" "Let's see how tough you can be." I dragged the chains out, letting them snap around one of the poles. He started to freak o
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Darren's POV."What's the message saying?" I asked."Well it says here that they've been planning and fooling us for a long time." Aidan said.I nodded with a barely restrained growl, "I know that." I sighed."Just sum up everything you've read." I said, I could still feel the rage pumping with the beat of my heart.It was pulsating against my ribcage almost like a heartbeat.My fury was hot and thick, like smoke in the air, and it was all consuming. It swelled inside of me until the only thing left to do was release.I felt so full of rage that my eyes were beginning to water, though from lack of moisture or tears,or because I was more worried and terrified for Leila now I knew there was witch involved, it made me tremble every minute.My rage was burning fiercely, like gasoline under pressure, and it was all coming out at once.The anger, confusion and fear coursing through me. Like being on fire. I wasn't even sure which feelings came first anymore. Everything blurred together. T
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Leila's POV.Opening my eyes, staring at the healer as she cleaned off my bruises, applying ointment on it as the memories of Shantel's wickedness dawned on me.I felt so proud of myself for surviving all the pains and all the torture I received in the hands of that monster Shantel.I remembered how the Alpha carried immediately when he saw me there.She made my life a living hell, my child was my hope and my strength so I had to survive.I would have been devastated if I had lost my child to Shantel's torture, even at the expense that she doesn't know that I'm pregnant her torture was enough to kill a mother and her child."Whoever did this to you must be hell bent on having you dead" The healer said as she slowly rubbed the ointment on my legs."Oh she's definitely hell bent on killing me and Alpha Darren, she's a monster. You should have seen what she did to me. This is just because the wounds were healing." I uttered hastily, trying hard to shade off the thoughts of Shantel becau
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Leila's POV.A scream rips from through my throat as ice cold water cascades down my body."Get up" Shantel hisses at me in a harsh tone, I can see her silhouetted figure in the room, my mind is in a haze and I try to focus, to regain my bearings. Her voice pierces my ears but all I see are blurry spots, "Get up" she repeats with more emphasis, I can't move, my limbs are shaking violently, "Stand up at one and do not waste my time, the ritual is happening elsewhere. " She snaps at me, it takes my brain a few seconds to process this, the ritual she speaks of means death. They are going to kill me and take my powers, I try to stand, and immediately I am hit with another wave of dizziness.Fear shoots through my spine in a hot wave, gripping me, my mouth goes dry, my throat clogs up and my eyes water. I feel my knees give out, they give way beneath me, and I collapse on the floor once again, a sob tears from me as I curl up into myself, wrapping my arms around my shivering body.
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Shantel's POV.I shivered, fear filled my body, and I could barely breath for a second. It wasn't because of the cold due to the rain. No, this was more than fear and pain.I couldn't believe what I heard from Dean, the Alpha was suspicious of me and I didn't know what to do.I was so terrified and Dean wasn't picking up his calls, or even texting me like he usually would. He's not picking up his calls, I wonder if the Alpha caught him already.I paced the corridor, trying to figure out what to do.I called his line again, and it was switched off.I bit my fingernails, my whole body shook, but my eyes stayed glued on my phone as I waited for another text message or a call.The witch came back already and she was doing her final preparations as she told me.I really didn't care about that, all that mattered to me was seeing a reply from Dean.I kept looking at my phone, waiting for anything, any kind of notification. My hands were shaking as I tried to text him again, my mind raced
