"And what if he really is my assistant, Sarah?"
Gut wrenched, two of the heads cork towards the owner of the speaker— Ethan Smith himself is shoving an ID card to the receptionist, that reads,Name: Ryan MillerAge: 19 yrsDOB: 01/01/20xxSex: maleGender: malePosition: Personal AssistantAddress:Contact info: 9176xxxxA chaos brewing in Ryan's heart reaches its tempest tossed crescendo. Doubt and panic titillate his every fibre, rendering him immobile— how the hell did Ethan show up? Ryan is stuck in an agonising limbo. Web of assumptions entangle Ryan's thoughts. Could it be that Taylor, his supposed confidante, betrayed him, snitched on him? Or worse yet, had Ethan, his employer, caught onto the intricate net of deceit he had spun? Followed Ryan because the ravenette doesn't trust his assistant an inch? And if Sarah was playing any treacherous game, the receptionist with secrets concealed beneath her deceptively pretty, innocent face? The infinite possibilities stretch out; possibilities are endless, justifications are none.Ryan's nails dig painfully into the tender flesh between his teeth, without guidance. He stifles the desperate crave to scream, fear cradles the brunette in its arms. How could he possibly prepare a coherent explanation now? The strength to articulate his truth escapes him.In a symphony of fate, in the least, the truth about Ryan's existence hangs like a noose above their heads. Ethan, the orchestrator of their lives, holds up the damning evidence: an ID card bearing Ryan's identity, a direct contradiction to the whispers of doubt that had threatened to dismantle his existence within LOVESICK for a moment.Sarah's face falls. Her remorse etched into the very crevices of her being, "I was only trying to ensure safety, Sir," she confesses, disappointed for her own misjudgement. "I beg your forgiveness, Sir, Mr. Miller. Please, sign here and you may proceed then."In this single revelation, their reception is transformed. Guilt and shame pervade the air, suffocating Ryan in its pervasive embrace. Apologies sound hollow, it does so little to ease the emotional turmoil storming inside him.Sprinkling disdain in Ethan's blue eyes, the employer mentions Sarah and her shortcomings. "Performing so-called 'duties' without being primed with necessary information is nothing but imposition. Remember that," he chides, his laid out authority permitting to be disapproving."I'm sorry, Sir.""Mr. Miller, here is your ID card," in a manner of offering, Ryan's superior extends the card. "You sure have your shares of confusion with directions. Because this is definitely not what our restroom looks like."Tentatively, Ryan reaches out, his dampening hands gingerly accepting his evidence of legitimacy. Why he had to be accepted under these circumstances? Right now, it holds a weight heavier than any metal, thrusting him further into the abyss of his self-doubt."Sir…" Ryan stumbles, unable to come in direct contact with a vision of Ethan's blue eyes, "I…I have some business to attend to, but you… who are you? What brings you here, I mean—""You've come here to investigate, haven't you?" A testament to Ethan's astute observation skills honed by his position as the owner. "That's why you're here. Correct me if I'm wrong."His supervisor already knows the truth, Ryan could no longer deny it. With a marinating apprehension to his resignation, he meekly acquiesces to the unavoidable confrontation, "Yes," he gives his true intentions away. "But please understand, I harbour no ill intention. You must trust me."Ethan's gaze intensifies, searching for an explanation that would solve Ryan's silence until now. "Why didn't you tell me earlier? Why keep this from me?"Nervous frequent swipe of his tongue moistens the parched lips of Ryan, attempting to buy himself a moment of clarity. "I… I believed it was inadvisable. False alarms seldom result in favourable outcomes."Ryan's response holds significance, a tacit acknowledgement of the potential consequences of premature disclosure."Do you truly believe that the malfunction of the elevator wasn't just a random occurrence?" A view from Ethan's eyes narrow."I don't just not believe it," Ryan lights up with certainty, "I'm absolutely sure. There was something distinctly unnatural about the whole thing."Ethan sighe, submitting his permission begrudgingly, "Fine. I'll like to trust you this one time and see where it takes us. But remember, I will be sticking close by. . .ensuring no one can hinder your objective…"Sarah's attention climbs from her desk, her emerald eyes blazing with intensity, "That was for me, wasn't it? I was only trying to protect everyone, if you recall.""Mr. Miller," Ethan says coolly. Ryan is assuming the role of custodian, the former is following suit. "Could you kindly inform my esteemed receptionist that I didn't mention any names?" A hint of smirk pulling, "But if the shoe fits…"Sarah's guilt gnaws at her. She casts quick glances towards the elevator, the epicentre of the turmoil— wheeling past the workers, the mechanics, Ryan has reached the elevator, his boss loitering nearby. Ethan's assistant examines the photographed control panel with a touch of delicate brilliance, nothing detective-like."Look here," Ryan points, his voice vibrating with intrigue, "these wires are frayed. Doesn't that mean someone intentionally tampered with them?""You mean like foul play?" Located miles away, Ethan's mouth widens, left agape."At least it seems so," Ryan nods gravely, "Looks very deliberate…"Two men's minds align— is this the work of a rival company seeking to sabotage their success? Or is there something more sinister at play?"Are there any surveillance cameras present in this location?" Ryan's hopes are alive with the anticipation of discovering a clue that could efficiently guide them towards their lead."No. Not at the moment," thoughtfully, Ethan chooses the words, studying thoughtfully the control panel, "The labourers advised against installing any cameras that required electricity at this moment. Considering the external sources of the elevators, they were concerned that the ongoing construction activities may lead to a potential short-circuit, all those machinery, paints and cements and waters. So, it was decided not to take the risk.""Hmm…" Ryan ponders, then shifts his focus, "What about other types of cameras? Laptops, PCs, mobile phones even? Battery cameras? Anything?"The CEO understands Ryan's frustration, but there's really nothing he can do to lift his assistant's mood. He lets out a desolate sigh. "You yourself witnessed the absence of any personnel here yesterday, so it's highly unlikely that someone would have had access to operate a camera out of thin air. As soon as we arrived, Taylor went off for his lunch break. There is simply no chance that anything was captured on any device. No clues, Mr. Miller. I apologise for letting you down."Undeterred, Ryan refuses to give up after gaining access this far— "Then, propose an alternative plan.""I suggest we engage with the security staff and interview the emergency team," Ethan suggests confidently; the assistant is relieved that his worries about getting caught can now be put to rest."That sounds great!" Twittering with enthusiasm, Ryan claps, and corresponds, "Let's proceed with that. I'm not sure if it would work because we still will be depending on 'living beings' who are in the power to twist and turn events, and despite this, this is the best option we have as of now."And so, their quests for answers continue, "I wouldn't say that the thought didn't cross my mind…the engaging with their alibis, but, well, I kind of dreaded your reaction, Sir."Dark tendrils of anxiety embark on its arduous journey along Ryan's neckline, for he knows that the answers he seeks may lurk within the dimly lit room— they approach the security office, a sense of unease washes, symbolic to a tempestuous wave crashing against a weathered shore. There, the CEO and his assistant perceive two emergency workers, engrossed in a game of cards at a modest desk. The room itself exudes secrecy, or maybe that's what Ryan has been constantly thinking about, in turn seemingly manifesting it…that's not the reality. A solitary pale light bulb suspends from the ceiling."Pardon us," clicking the tongue against his roof, Ethan stops their nefarious card game. He begins, a fragility of what is known as the 'fear-of-unknown', "We need to ask you a few questions regarding yesterday's incident."One worker, an imposing figure adorned with a dense moustache, wearily raises and emits a grumble, but will he let that get to his countenance? No way, "Yes Sir. What do you want to know?" Sugar-coating words that we don't mean isn't an art, it has just been evolved from generation to generation, naturally.An embodiment of resolve, Ryan enquiries, "Were you on duty yesterday?"The worker nods, taking a drag from his cigarette, "Yeah, me and Dave were here. I know, by the way, why you both are here. It's about the elevator incident that took place. Sorry to disappoint you, but no, we didn't see or hear anything unusual. Though, during lunch break none of us were here, except…er…you two.""How can you be so sure? Did you check the entire site?"Exhaling a cloud of smoke, the guard quenches, not without derision. "Look, kid, we've been doing this job for years. We know when something is off and when it's not. Yesterday was just a normal day for us, nothing out of the ordinary."Disappointed with the guard's vague, uninterested replies, Ryan moves to "If you were on duty yesterday, where were you during lunch breaks. If I'm not mistaken, your lunch breaks aren't similar to the rest. Let's just say it is, according to the usual policy, aren't you supposed to sit tight until whoever is to take over the next shift arrives?"The rescuers exchange glances, sharing a silent premade conversation. Finally, Dave speaks up, "Excuse us for his behaviour. But, we were just as shocked as you two are now to be informed that we should be off work immediately. No one gave us any explanation.""Off work? What do you mean?" Ryan feels puzzled, "Who gave you such a stupid command?""That's what our team leader said. He said we were in some kind of danger, our CEO, Ethan Smith himself mailed, warning our leader about whatever the danger was…or still is," Dave, his eyes locked with the senior Mike lock glances in silent discourse, share a subtle agony.Ryan steps forward, "I would like to take a look at that mail.""No can do," Mike leans back in his chair, stumping the cigarette butt in an ashtray, "Sorry, kid. Our boss is the only one who can access the inbox. We don't have permission to touch it."Ryan's persistence kicks into high gear, "Alright then, where can I find your boss? I need to speak with him."The workers hesitate, until Dave chooses to point to an office at the end of the hallway, "He should be in there. But good luck getting anything out of him, he's a tough nut."Ryan nods, his boss copies, "Thanks, we'll give it a shot."Ryan knows he has to try— if the boss is anything like his employees described, getting answers might be a challenge, but the brunette knows he has to try, it MAYBE worth a try.They reach the office door, and Ryan takes a deep breath— prelude to knocking. "Come in," a gruff voice from inside tells them to enter, into a cramped space filled with shelves of Ethan's dusty files, they step in.Sitting behind a cluttered desk, one encounters a man in his budding twenties. "Welcome," a formidable contender to rival the likes of Ethan Smith, had he achieved the same level of popularity. Clad with a discerning expression, he gracefully adorns his visage with an ever-present smile, one that warmly beckons others into his presence. This perpetual grin, despite, conceals striking depths, an enigmatic essence that eludes definition and description— he looks welcoming, but he is actually alluring.Ryan locks eyes with dark grey orbs of the man, "We're trying to get to the bottom of the incident yesterday, and we're hoping to get to look at the mail or mails you received," a spark of unparalleled hope flickers."Hello to you too. Myself Cameron Rodriguez. You can call me Cameron, Ryan," Cameron says with an unsettling smile, "I was waiting for you, Ryan."Ah, the intriguing enigma that is Ryan. Our tale begins with the cryptic utterance of those words, "I was waiting for you, Ryan."Oh, how now the brunette must be wrestling with Cameron's existential riddle that lies within! What heads or tails is meant by dear Cameron by a proclamation similar to that? How does one usually respond when someone says something like this?With a smirk that could rival the prettiest of art pieces, mocking Ryan's confusion, "Just… you're quite an interesting personality," words drip with honeyed garnishing— the tantalising bait which dangles before our protagonist. And how does Ethan, ever the guardian of propriety, react? With a touch of rudeness of course, barging into their conversation, with what to him seems like righteous indignation, "May I have the pleasure to know why exactly would someone like you be waiting for someone you haven't even known? For MY assistant?" He wants, practically oozing with scepticism up until. Cameron, ever the master of
"I asked him to come a little late today, I don't want him to find out. You told me you will take care of it, did you?" Ethan steadily paces back and forth, clearly riddled with distraught, his mind a tornado of anxiety accompanying frustration. Heavy scent of mahogany permeates in the air, mingling with a rich aroma of caffeine wafting from the untouched cup on his desk, drowning only by a melodious cacophony of faintly chirping birds coming from outside— lines of worry etch themselves deep into Ethan's forehead. "How did Cameron become privy to our visit to the beanery?" An undercurrent of fear rushes through the CEO. Only one explanation remains— the dreaded realisation that Cameron had stumbled upon the publicly shared social media posts when those were yet to be expunged. It was an act of carelessness, a mistake of folly on Ethan's part, and now they are here paying the price. "I'm well aware that it was you who posted the threat on your profile," his voice hushed, Ethan finds h
"Are you, by any chance, single, Ryan?" Jack Bennett asks, "I'm Jack Bennett by the way, you can call me Jack."With bated breath, Ryan had primed himself for what he had thought to be a mundane conversation centred around work, resolving doubts, defending mechanisms. Never did he expect a seemingly innocent inquiry would penetrate the brittle walls of his personal life. Ryan's heartbeats quicken, a forced smile dancing on the dais of Ryan's shivering lips. This unimaginative snooping into Ryan's boundaries had caught him off guard, unsure of how to answer to that. Nervously, his fingers scratch at the transparent top, a futile attempt to ease the dryness that plague his throat. The jug of water sits untouched, a spotlight on Ryan's discomfort— he is self-conscious even when it comes to the simplest jobs like drinking water, if it's to be done in front of everyone."Jack!!" Ethan's voice slices through like a blade. LOVESICK'S strict policy of safeguarding their employees' confidential
"You're speaking from your life, aren't you?"It flares bright right now, memories, revived by an adrenaline that comes with defiance of Ethan's orders. Heartbreak often drives humans to brave acts; Ryan is one of them, right now at least."Sir," cigarette fumes from an ashtray steals into the assistant's nostrils. "Can we… revisit the site? Site for your showroom?""What?""The site. For LOVESICK's new showroom, can we revisit it?" Shouldn't he be fumbling for words? Trying to piece so that his boss doesn't get offended— why, then, is he finding himself through a mosaic of ferocity?His assistant's words aren't making much sense, or even if they are, Ethan is very sure he can't understand a word of it. "Mr. Miller, what exactly are you trying to convey?""I just… just want to go to the location. That's what I'm trying to convey," what is so hard about it for his boss to understand? Ryan doesn't know, does everyone always have to decode the hidden meaning first and then only follow ins
The prison gate locks from outside. 'O'. The letter 'O' can embody exactly what Ryan is feeling right now— its roundness metamorphosing into an entire spectrum of emotions, ranging from shock, ending at panic.Ryan's heart leaps into his throat, sending a pool of fear coursing through his veins, "What. . . the hell?" His words incongruously tumbling out.Compromising confusion registers a gravitational fear, but its parent Ryan struggles to understand whatever is happening. "Oh fuck! I was just talking about this," mind trying to make sense of their predicament, Ethan shares dissatisfaction— in the pit of Ethan's stomach, a warning issue.Who dares even to bat an eye, not Ryan in this case, "Sir…"It's bare escape for one rusty sink, and an old wooden table. The looming silence only adds. It feels more like a real prison, that Ryan is actually trapped inside."You want to know how do we get out of here, I know," words flowing like a twisted stream of consciousness, Ethan gives a cyni
Sleeping day in the duvet of a twilight, delivering an aroma of violin stroking Lyra's nose, Mrs. Lyra Miller, sits hunched, trekking a stack of t-shirts. Her husband, with one distant expression, stands by Lyra's side, their hands automatically matching folding rhythms— neatly folding mound of laundered fabrics. Lyra hears, is hearing the gentle strains of Ryan's violin being played, "We made Ryan nearly sacrifice his love, didn't we, honey?" "Lyra, we were thinking about Ryan's future," Mr. David Miller, is a soft rumble. Lyra's attention returns to the half folded jeans in her hands, "We bought this pair of jeans when Ryan used to be sixteen. You remember it, David? It was larger in size when we bought it, but Ryan thought it was so pretty…we thought he could wear it when he grows up." David nods knowingly, "Of course, I remember," understanding the complexities webbing in Lyra's experience, "Ryan has barely ever worn it, Lyra." "He has never worn it, David. . .he does not even
Grand foyer pedicures Ethan's assistant's advent, high esteem speaking into Ryan. Corporation only fitting, whipping the brunette's face with a newfound slap. Ryan summons will, whooping every ounce of attention he is getting— in line "Good morning, Sir!" How soon is too soon exactly? How is it four days already? How many days make four days? Ryan hasn't gotten used to being paid juggling respects left and right far— he had just adjusted to always acting in the role of one who pays, gets nothing in return. . . Resounding click-clacks focus on a pair of Chelsea boots, hallowed ground departing to the opposite direction of Ethan's grand glass doors. "May I co–" a bumming noddle is gawking at Ryan, leering…enough reason for Ryan to tread substantial emotional distress. "What's that in your hand, Mr. Miller?" "Huh?" Ryan reacts absurdly, drawing back in distaste, "S- sorry. I think I saw something there," lacking in evidence, Ryan will not breathe a word to his boss— that could have bee
Hollowed, in this Illuminated space of academia, dreams merge with pragmatism. An advisor, a figure of immense stature and reputation, appraises Lillian that seems to communicate a lifetime of wisdom and sagacity, honed by counting years of guiding those daring enough to grasp the elusive filament of success. "Dear Lilian," deliberately, the advisor leans back in his opulent seat, soft creaking resounding to Lilian's captivating whirlwind of thoughts and emotions, vying for attention from a propitious bloke's aspirations. "I find myself enchanted by the profound depth and meticulous attention you possess," his gentle authority demands the utmost respect; his lips, laced with unspoken commendation, gracefully parted to utter words that would define Lilian's future. A pause, pregnant with pensive admiration— both time and walls itself hold their breaths. "You have, quite remarkably, completed the task. I had not hoped so much." Where dreams coalesce with reality, Lilian suits in ear
In the quiet suburbs where the sleepy sun begins to perform its morning stretch across well manicured lawns, a growing sense of unease pervades the pomanaded upbringing of the Miller residence. Mr. & Mrs. Miller, faces drooped with worry, scour every corner of their spacious residence, calling for their youngest son Lilian. “Lilian!” Lyra's voice quivers, breaking the morning's stillness. She glances at her husband, whose usually composed demeanour is now taut with anxiety. “Lilian… should have been back by now. He said he was going out to meet his friends at the park, but that was hours ago.” “I have tried calling him, Lyra… but it goes straight to voicemail. I've texted him too, but no response.” Lyra's mind is contaminated with all possible worst-case scenarios. “Wh- what if he's in trouble? This neighbourhood is safe, is it not?” "Did you check his room again?" Mr. Miller asks, his brow furrowed, hands clenching and unclenching by his sides. He had already searched the nei
“Yes, Elizabeth, outside the damn box,” Ethan repeats, growing with ripping adamantation, “We're not getting anywhere with these conventional ideas.”Benjamin, the team's resident strategist scratches his chin thoughtfully, “But where else can we look? We've exhausted all the obvious avenues.”“That's precisely the problem!” Ethan exclaims, hands clammy, clasped together, “We're tethering to the same old patterns, expecting different results. We need to challenge our assumptions, break free from the constraints of our preconceptions.”“But what does that even mean? ‘Thinking outside the box'?” Elizabeth must have garnished enough courage to remark such, “Isn't it just a cliché?”“It is anything but a cliché, Elizabeth,” Ethan retorts, “It is a mindset. It is about refusing to accept the status quo and constantly pushing the boundaries of creativity and innovation,” Ethan drags his ombre ravenette waves from his face for an opaque view that ends at nothing. The team members exchange d
The interior decorators, a collective of talented creatives eagerly gather in the region, summoned straight from downtown Manhattan, circle a lot deasil, put together to bring Ethan Smith's visions to life. The CEO's absorption fits between the ornamentalists, his brow screwing up ever so slightly a fleeting moment before he seamlessly engages with the group, “So, without further ado,” Ethan clears his throat, “Thank you all for being here today. We have found ourselves yet another unique opportunity, as you may already be acquainted with, to live up to LOVESICK's fame. LOVESICK has always prided itself on turning ordinary pieces into masterpieces. Keep in mind, our upcoming showroom inauguration must embody this ethos to perfection.”Ethan's eyes, through and through, dart around the room, not lingering on any one person for more than a split second before moving on to the next. His hands fidget with a pen in his pocket, tapping it against his thigh in an erratic pattern. “Furthermor
The grandeur, the opulence do very little to calm his nerves. Ryan has no idea what to expect, nothing one-up than humiliation. But the tumultuous events of the past stints had left the brunette on his edge. Mustering up the last bit of courage he has, Ryan enters the grand living room. It is filled with a bustling crowd, coming off apparitions that seem to dwarf the assistant in size. Ryan's anxiety shows no sign of dissipating anytime soon, a sense of foreboding washes over him. Each step taken, Ryan's trepidation dilutes. The phantom crowd seem to part a narrow aisle for solely him to pave, as if they are all well aware of the impending encounter between him and his overseer Ethan. He feels like a reluctant protagonist willingly walking towards his uncertain, maybe all altering fate."Is it what I am thinking it is. . ." Sound of a distant, feeble violin strings playing an all absorbing melody echoing through air, intensifying each corner in Ryan's mind, lighting his forsaken hopes
RYAN; The crowd cramming disperse, I am left behind, a solitary wanderer with an assignment that doesn't suit me, an outlandish piece of paper, and also not forgoing bearing the weight of an indecisiveness hurled upon me by my Mr. Haughty. I find myself standing, clutching onto the rather bizarre envelope that had been entrusted by a person whom I have never met in Sir's office. It is most plausible that he had always been there, I'm not too vigilant, nor do I bother much to look anywhere other than where I myself need to be, so that kind of explains. My mind right now is whirling with questions, whose answers seemingly lie nowhere I would be able to reach, my mind burning like a flickering flame of candle in a hailstorm— who was that person who was looking at me so cryptically? Why was he looking especially at me and not Sir? What did he want to convey through this envelope? Why did he not trust Sir enough instead of me? And… why did the person look so scared? What the hell is going
"Alright folks, right this way," Ethan rises from his opulent seat, flapping at his clients, Michael and his esteemed wife Allina to take their respective cues. The showroom kicking about, still on the stocks, leaks a vim cooperating with prospects of one's expectancy. Conceptual sketches of the app LOVESICK's quirks, alongside sleek and architectural designs, have been built on to prettify the sterile walls pottered in red-pink. "Allina, Michael, you both have chosen the perfect time to visit. We're just putting our best final touches before the event. So, I heartily welcome you to the future of love here, right under this roof," Ethan begins, pointing a finger towards the feisty sketches all across the wall, "Here, we attempt to redefine the way people connect, to bridge the gap between the digital and the tangible, the virtual and the real," this man here, Ethan Smith, means business, for the gentleman has set his heart on coming to a yielding compromise at the feet his brusque woo
Hollowed, in this Illuminated space of academia, dreams merge with pragmatism. An advisor, a figure of immense stature and reputation, appraises Lillian that seems to communicate a lifetime of wisdom and sagacity, honed by counting years of guiding those daring enough to grasp the elusive filament of success. "Dear Lilian," deliberately, the advisor leans back in his opulent seat, soft creaking resounding to Lilian's captivating whirlwind of thoughts and emotions, vying for attention from a propitious bloke's aspirations. "I find myself enchanted by the profound depth and meticulous attention you possess," his gentle authority demands the utmost respect; his lips, laced with unspoken commendation, gracefully parted to utter words that would define Lilian's future. A pause, pregnant with pensive admiration— both time and walls itself hold their breaths. "You have, quite remarkably, completed the task. I had not hoped so much." Where dreams coalesce with reality, Lilian suits in ear
Grand foyer pedicures Ethan's assistant's advent, high esteem speaking into Ryan. Corporation only fitting, whipping the brunette's face with a newfound slap. Ryan summons will, whooping every ounce of attention he is getting— in line "Good morning, Sir!" How soon is too soon exactly? How is it four days already? How many days make four days? Ryan hasn't gotten used to being paid juggling respects left and right far— he had just adjusted to always acting in the role of one who pays, gets nothing in return. . . Resounding click-clacks focus on a pair of Chelsea boots, hallowed ground departing to the opposite direction of Ethan's grand glass doors. "May I co–" a bumming noddle is gawking at Ryan, leering…enough reason for Ryan to tread substantial emotional distress. "What's that in your hand, Mr. Miller?" "Huh?" Ryan reacts absurdly, drawing back in distaste, "S- sorry. I think I saw something there," lacking in evidence, Ryan will not breathe a word to his boss— that could have bee
Sleeping day in the duvet of a twilight, delivering an aroma of violin stroking Lyra's nose, Mrs. Lyra Miller, sits hunched, trekking a stack of t-shirts. Her husband, with one distant expression, stands by Lyra's side, their hands automatically matching folding rhythms— neatly folding mound of laundered fabrics. Lyra hears, is hearing the gentle strains of Ryan's violin being played, "We made Ryan nearly sacrifice his love, didn't we, honey?" "Lyra, we were thinking about Ryan's future," Mr. David Miller, is a soft rumble. Lyra's attention returns to the half folded jeans in her hands, "We bought this pair of jeans when Ryan used to be sixteen. You remember it, David? It was larger in size when we bought it, but Ryan thought it was so pretty…we thought he could wear it when he grows up." David nods knowingly, "Of course, I remember," understanding the complexities webbing in Lyra's experience, "Ryan has barely ever worn it, Lyra." "He has never worn it, David. . .he does not even