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Chapter 38: A Battle of Willpower

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Grayson sat in his office, his fingers steepled together as he stared at the untouched glass of whiskey in front of him. His mind was a storm—one he had been trying to contain for days.

It wasn’t working.

Sienna’s words still echoed in his head, haunting him like a melody he couldn’t shake.

"Only if you keep pretending it doesn’t exist."

He clenched his jaw, gripping the glass and taking a slow sip, as if the burn of alcohol could drown out the fire she had ignited in him. It didn’t.

She had gotten under his skin in a way no one ever had.

And that was the problem.

Grayson Pierce didn’t lose control. He didn’t allow himself to want things he couldn’t have.

Yet, here he was, craving her like an addiction.

The way her eyes flashed with defiance when she challenged him.

The softness in her voice when she spoke to Lily.

The way she looked at him, like she saw through all his walls and wasn’t afraid.

He exhaled sharply, setting his glass down with more force than necessary.

This needed to
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