Chapter 89

So I won't let them down this time. 

We spent some time at my sister's grave where I was the only one who was talking to her most of the time. Jack just stood beside me like my firm support. I had so much to tell her. I have always restrained myself from coming here because I miss her so much. She has always been a large part of my life. When she was alive it was my everyday routine to tell her what happens to me throughout the day. She would always listen and then advise me to do right if I did something wrong. She always guided me in the proper direction. 

When she was gone I missed our long talks. I missed how she used to comfort me but now she was gone and I had nothing left with me. Sometimes I felt like I should also die but every time that thought came to my mind dad's smiling face held me back. Mom and Amelia di