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2024-10-29 19:42:56The biggest nightmare of mine has come to exist.
I just kept looking at those scattered papers with my teary eyes. "Everything was such a big lie" I whispered in my crooked voice. As the realisation came down on me. My throat was clogged with a big lump. I was not even able to swallow it or throw it out. It felt like it was stuck making breathing hard for me.
Each passing second was making breathing harder as the air I breathed felt like it was not meant for me to breathe. Black spots started to form in front of my vision, making me lose my consciousness. I took hold of the corner of the chair in a tight grip stopping myself from falling on the cold floor. The place I was standing was not mine in the first place. Everything felt so distant. Nothing was mine but a big fat lie in the disguise of new hope and a new beginning f
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