Rick
It’s only my first week on the job, and they put me on security detail on one of their most prized pieces. I don’t know what it is yet. But I hear it’s a big fish. We are low on staff. Two guys retired, and one got hurt on the job, so they pulled me over. I am top of my class and graduated with honors. Even still, they never move newbies over to the black building. Too top secret. But I know not to ask questions. do…as…you’re …told… I am given my badge number, 2541. That’s now my name here. 2541. We do not use words in the black building. We can’t have any criminals knowing who we are. I do not have much of a back story. I am, in essence, no one. Like many, I feel like I have no real purpose. So I’ve made my job my purpose in life, and I guess I am alright with that. I don’t have much choice. I'm not good at much else. Some people are unique, and I’m not one of them.
On my first day on the job, I am to change the bedsheets In one of the black rooms. That’s my job. Easy enough. I don’t get to see who they have stayed here. I am just the maid for now until they trust me. But I am sure it is a female. The body odor doesn't smell like a male, making me wonder what she did to end up here.
It doesn't matter in the end, whatever she did. It must have been harmful to end up in the black building. I've heard stories of the criminals that end up here. You never hear about them on the news. Top secret cases the government doesn't want the people to hear about. People with unique abilities, people who say they have been abducted by aliens and show signs of actually having been taken, people who the government can't have out in the general population. I've never seen one before, though. Not sure if the stories are even true. It seems more likely that it would be hulks like madmen or those who have good ass secrets that the FBI and CIA can't have getting out but also can't risk losing the person either. So they keep them around for information. I get paid. It's honest work. That's all that matters. All a man can do in life is simple work.
I look over the schedule for today, and again, I am changing sheets. Now I never look past my schedule. Ever. I'm not supposed to. I can't tell you why I got it in me to look past my schedule. But I did. I saw on the schedule medication dosage injection on patient "H." The name of the medication was: Apomorphine. Noted as given daily in the back of the neck, this note was in all caps and bold letters. This person has to be crazy and kept under high security. Her entire profile has a strict schedule. I don't have much more time to look at it before the next guard comes in to take a look at his plan, and I hand it off.
I grab my gear and head off. The last thing I saw was that she was, in fact, a female. Guess I was right about that, but what struck me as odd wasn't that she is on medication is that she is tiny as all get out. They have her listed as 5'5 and 126 pounds, and under threat, it said: EXTREME! I don't understand these government people sometimes. They can be so over the top. Hurry up, and then wait—very much over-planning for a one-person party. Working for the government pays well enough. It's about the benefits and job security at the end of the day, not about work satisfaction and happiness. Most you ask won't tell you they are happy. I am just honest. Government work is about the mission, not about the quality of life and being happy. We all put on our faces and keep it pushing until we reach the age where we get to retire and be old and miserable. Life indeed is wasted on the young. But you'll never understand that when you're young. One of the many flaws of life we as a species have yet to figure out, I guess. Maybe we haven't meant to. Hey, you know, perhaps this girl figured it out, and they locked her up so she can't tell anyone. Maybe that would be something.
I work my shift, and today the change is different than the rest. The sheets smell like piss. Which makes me think she either put up a fight, or they gave her too much of that medication. They have a doctor here, so I don't think it's the second. But I don't see how she could put up a fight either. Maybe she just decided to give us a big "FU" and take a pisser on the bed. Hahaha. Well, funny girl. I am the one cleaning it up. But I good you felt good about it. We haven't allowed using any other color other than black. Guess they want everything to look as bleak and dark as possible. We also have to use unscented detergent. This place is worse than prison. No tv, no music, just a room, a door, a toilet, and a sink all together in a soundproof room. What you don't notice is the room is thermal. It has heat recognition and can tell even the slightest change in body temperature
The mirror is two-way except for the one next to the bed. That one is mounted next to the bed and is exceptional. Not sure what it is for exactly. There are five hidden cameras in the room and a light above the door, which an operator controls. There is always an operator on shift who stalks the occupant. If I worked here longer, I would know everyone well enough to get in and find out more information. But I don't, and even so, everyone here is so severe. I don't talk to anyone. Just keep my head down and do what I am told.
Today I've decided I'll break a minor rule and add fabric softer to the sheets to help get the pee smell out. It's nothing big, but in life, sometimes, the little things can uplift even the lowest person, and I hope she notices.
Rowan Watching the skyline as the sun rises. It's a beautiful color of oranges, reds, and a few purples. Looking up at such a beautiful thing makes everything in life seem so simple, so worth living. Like the bad things are just that, a bad thing one that can be overcome. Harper and I can overcome this, and when we do, we will be stronger in the end. They won't kill her. They need her. She is the eldest. I do not know when she was born precisely; she hates to talk about her past. She says it doesn't matter, and I never forced it. Because she is correct, the past doesn't matter. The only thing that truly matters is the present because the future doesn't exist either. I won't fail her. I can't forget her. I am scared, but I won't let that fear stop me. When I was younger, I always go by the saying that F.E.A.R. had two meanings: F.ace E.verything A.nd R.un Or F.ace E.verything A.nd R.ise  
Harper In shock at the mass growing in front of her, It is beginning to grow bigger. Her name must be Amelia Harper Edison, and that is comforting to know. Seeing this coagulated mass formation grow from a small one centimeter to one inch to one foot in seconds, the more she focuses on it is fantastic and the little worry some at the same time. But she has no fear. It is as if she is familiar with the mass. As if she has seen it before but does not remember... she reaches her hand out and places on arm into it, and it goes inside. But not out the other end. She removes her arm. It is still just an average arm. She then decides to make the mass bigger and grabs it at its' side,s and focuses, and begins to stretch it, imagining it as being putty-like. Now the group is about five feet wide and four feet tall. She stares through it. Staring through it, images start to surface. Are they memories playing on a private television reel just for me? I see myself with
Agent Coulter I've read 2541 portfolios backward and forwards. I know every detail about her and have been tracking her for over forty years, and now I have her. I have her right here in one of my black rooms. So far, everything is going well; she is taking to the treatments to plan, and amnesia is taking over faster than I expected, which is even better. I need her to forget it all. Forget me, forget that red-headed devil, forget her group of jumpers, forget who she is, and especially what she can do at full potential. I need her to trust me. Need her to be on our side. Think of the possibilities if we had her as a weapon. She could jump over into people and gain top-secret information. Play the part for a time, even make deals on our behalf. The possibilities are endless. The red-head was too weak. I am sure Harper knew she wouldn't have lasted long here. But my Amelia, you are the one. The big catch, and you're all mine. I wonder if you'll
Amelia Harper Edison - 1890, Playing piano in the home courtyard was my escape from the mundane, the tedious things required of a woman during this century. I've always had a yearning for something more, something beyond my physical senses; felt but not seen. At the age of just twenty, I was past marrying age, but no suitors ever to my likening, and I came from a wealthy enough family to reject offers. So I run my fingers through these keys and call out for something, someone to hear my desires and dreams. Rêverie by Claude Debussy is one of my favorites. I can be in any mood, and this song speaks to me. His music is dreamlike and makes me feel like I am back in my dreams when I play. From a young age, I have been told I am in my head so much that I will become trapped there. I always remember thinking, would that be such a bad thing? My dreams have, in a sense, become my reality. My most recent dream I flew. Can you imagine flying—what a wonder. In
Rick I did a bad thing. Breaking training is just not me. If you knew me and everything it has taken me to get to this point, you would know I do not break protocol. I was raised in a strict household—eldest of five brothers. Always the one in trouble. I always had the toughest of rules, and I grew used to it all, which was why military life and later the black build of the government field worked for me. Rules. Do as you're told. Hurry up, and then wait. Face forward and do not look around, up or down. Never ask questions. The senior leadership is always right. So why did I do this evil thing? Moreover, why did I continue?! I couldn't tell you. Intuition. Something beyond me guiding me to do so if you believe in that sort of crap. Inmate 2541, I just had to keep looking at her profile sheets for daily information. I don't even know how she looks, not that it matters; I mean, pictures are not provided in our schedule information sheets. My page is brief. It's a
Harper There is a knock at the door, and a slender man in a black suit enters. My body tenses, and I grip the sink hard rectangular top. Why does my body's memory do this? Do I know this man? I stare at him through the mirror. I do not turn around; I cannot. My grip is firm upon the sink. My eyes focus hard upon him, trying to figure out how I know him. Somewhere deep down, in the pits of my soul, I know him! My brain's electrical circuits are firing at rapid rates. He looks at something and then speaks, and I space out for what feels like hours. All of a sudden, the room goes black, and all I see around me is darkness. I try to focus on something, anything. But there is nothing. I know I am still in the black room because I feel my grip on the sink counter. Focus Harper, I tell myself. I internalize that I have my eyes closed, that there is no noise, that I am weightless, that I am for a moment, safe. Then I see it. Soft gray matter begins to materialize
Cecilia Harper and I met when I was just twelve years old. I had lost my parents to the disease, and I had run away from an orphanage and lived on the streets. Not to drag out a sad story, but she became a mother to me, and later, as I grew older and wiser, I became a teacher to others, so I became her friend, her most trusted. She taught me many things in life, and one of the most important lessons she ever taught me was the "Recipe of Life," and it is this: - 1/2 cup of warmth and kind words - 1/2 cup of joy and good memories - 1 spoon of empathy - 1 pinch of humor Then you stir everything together softly, enjoy, and you'll feel how positive energies are renewed. There has always been something special about Harper that has brought us all together and kept us together as a family. With her gone, more fights have begun about the proper use of the Vortex and the ethics behind it.
Rowan As I lay in a cot in the safe house, all I can do is think of Harper. Headphones on my head, music playing on loud. I have a small journal in my backpack; I never go anywhere without it. It's none of Harper's journals. I re-read one of my favorite poems she wrote. It will always be my favorite one. It is titled: "A Freckled Universe of You": I use to feel purposeless without direction. I found myself days and days of just being in bed, not eating, not showering, just laying - just avoiding the world. I mean, what's the point of being in a world and living in it when the way others live it doesn't make sense to you. So you feel wrong, broken, and lost. What's the p
Harper If I can't figure out how to use this "thing" inside of me, and figure it out quickly. I will be stuck here forever. I know I don't have long. That much is a sure thing. That creepy man who calls himself Mr. Coulter, actually Nicolas, is just a tall, slender creep. I'm not too fond of the way he looks at me. He has the look of a desperate man, and that makes me think he is growing impatient. He wants something from me, and I can't provide it. Because I honestly cannot, but even if I could, I am sure I wouldn't give him a god damn thing. So what now? Even if I try and practice, if I try to meditate, to focus my mind, they will just stop me. I have this fear of closing my eyes of trying to focus. It is instinct now, muscle memory. My body is restraining itself from concentrating, so I know they have been stopping me. I just don't know-how. There is nothing in this room to help me. Although I feel hopeful to remember more, that hope is quickly falling away as I sea
Rick I met someone. It is still early, but she is beautiful, and her name is Leah. I met her at a grocery store, and we met talking about meat of all things. Funny how the world delivers precisely what you need at the moment you most need it. I've only known Leah two days, but in those couple of days, I feel like she has come to know me better than anyone else, even my family. I feel connected to her like I can tell her anything. She doesn't make me feel any pressure, just comfort. I have never been the kind of man to open up to people, but with her, it is as if the words fall off my tongue. I could tell her anything. So far, we have held hands and a few kisses here and there, but I am a patient man, and this is all enough for now. She says she likes to take things slow. She doesn't want to talk about her past, says it is too hard to talk about and that someday when she is ready, she will reach that point. Last night we went out for dinner; I took her to a roma
Harper I am doing much better now. I think I am starting to remember more, to retain more. I am having flashbacks as I sit here on the edge of this bed. My situation no longer feels somber, bleak. There is hope in knowing I at least know who I am. I play with my hair and twist it in circles around my fingers. I've got to look busy for the big screen. I know they are watching. The problem: I have no idea how to control this "thing" inside me—this feeling of force. Something is there, something deep down, a muscle that has been used so many times that yearns to be used again. Yet, I do not remember how. I keep having these flashes where my head rings. I close my eyes for a moment, and I have to put my hands to my head, and I yell out in pain for a moment, and I see all-white for a few moments, but in those minutes, a memory will come through. I've learned a lot already, but none are a completed trail—just bread crumbs. If I can get out of here, I can use those crumbs to find t
Agent Coulter I am a simple man. I used to want nothing more to life than a wife, family, and a lovely cottage near a lake. But once you find out there is more to life than trivial things, it is hard to go back to wanting peasantry. In another life, my name was Nicolas Sarkozy, and I was born in the heart of New York City, but that is the past, and that man is long dead. She killed him long ago, Amelia Harper Edison. I will admit I loved her once when I was a young man filled with life, eagerness, hope, and more. But that man is dead; she made sure he would cease to exist that day she said "no" to him. When I think back on it all now, a much older and prayer man, a wiser man, I believe how cruel of a woman deep down she truly is to have given out the universe and then taken it away so quickly. When I met Amelia, who now calls herself Harper, she was elegant, beautiful, pristine, everything you imagine a woman should be, the pict
Rowan As I lay in a cot in the safe house, all I can do is think of Harper. Headphones on my head, music playing on loud. I have a small journal in my backpack; I never go anywhere without it. It's none of Harper's journals. I re-read one of my favorite poems she wrote. It will always be my favorite one. It is titled: "A Freckled Universe of You": I use to feel purposeless without direction. I found myself days and days of just being in bed, not eating, not showering, just laying - just avoiding the world. I mean, what's the point of being in a world and living in it when the way others live it doesn't make sense to you. So you feel wrong, broken, and lost. What's the p
Cecilia Harper and I met when I was just twelve years old. I had lost my parents to the disease, and I had run away from an orphanage and lived on the streets. Not to drag out a sad story, but she became a mother to me, and later, as I grew older and wiser, I became a teacher to others, so I became her friend, her most trusted. She taught me many things in life, and one of the most important lessons she ever taught me was the "Recipe of Life," and it is this: - 1/2 cup of warmth and kind words - 1/2 cup of joy and good memories - 1 spoon of empathy - 1 pinch of humor Then you stir everything together softly, enjoy, and you'll feel how positive energies are renewed. There has always been something special about Harper that has brought us all together and kept us together as a family. With her gone, more fights have begun about the proper use of the Vortex and the ethics behind it.
Harper There is a knock at the door, and a slender man in a black suit enters. My body tenses, and I grip the sink hard rectangular top. Why does my body's memory do this? Do I know this man? I stare at him through the mirror. I do not turn around; I cannot. My grip is firm upon the sink. My eyes focus hard upon him, trying to figure out how I know him. Somewhere deep down, in the pits of my soul, I know him! My brain's electrical circuits are firing at rapid rates. He looks at something and then speaks, and I space out for what feels like hours. All of a sudden, the room goes black, and all I see around me is darkness. I try to focus on something, anything. But there is nothing. I know I am still in the black room because I feel my grip on the sink counter. Focus Harper, I tell myself. I internalize that I have my eyes closed, that there is no noise, that I am weightless, that I am for a moment, safe. Then I see it. Soft gray matter begins to materialize
Rick I did a bad thing. Breaking training is just not me. If you knew me and everything it has taken me to get to this point, you would know I do not break protocol. I was raised in a strict household—eldest of five brothers. Always the one in trouble. I always had the toughest of rules, and I grew used to it all, which was why military life and later the black build of the government field worked for me. Rules. Do as you're told. Hurry up, and then wait. Face forward and do not look around, up or down. Never ask questions. The senior leadership is always right. So why did I do this evil thing? Moreover, why did I continue?! I couldn't tell you. Intuition. Something beyond me guiding me to do so if you believe in that sort of crap. Inmate 2541, I just had to keep looking at her profile sheets for daily information. I don't even know how she looks, not that it matters; I mean, pictures are not provided in our schedule information sheets. My page is brief. It's a
Amelia Harper Edison - 1890, Playing piano in the home courtyard was my escape from the mundane, the tedious things required of a woman during this century. I've always had a yearning for something more, something beyond my physical senses; felt but not seen. At the age of just twenty, I was past marrying age, but no suitors ever to my likening, and I came from a wealthy enough family to reject offers. So I run my fingers through these keys and call out for something, someone to hear my desires and dreams. Rêverie by Claude Debussy is one of my favorites. I can be in any mood, and this song speaks to me. His music is dreamlike and makes me feel like I am back in my dreams when I play. From a young age, I have been told I am in my head so much that I will become trapped there. I always remember thinking, would that be such a bad thing? My dreams have, in a sense, become my reality. My most recent dream I flew. Can you imagine flying—what a wonder. In