“That is not the point. You are working on your masterpiece. It was such an achievement too. Who in the world that does not want to sign with the ZHOU Publisher? And you are the lucky one. You got that because of a great author you are. That is why they chose you. If it were me, I definitely will not got that big publisher to sign me up.” I tried to put some sense into her. She is really a good author , and really working on her dream too. “You are just saying that to make me feel better about my shitty achievement.” She denied it.I shook my head, “there is no way in hell I would do that to you. I am also so proud of you. That is why I am here , surprising you with this. I am so proud of you. Let’s celebrate you tonight!” I exclaimed happily.But she just shook her head , that is when I decided to hold her hand and lead us to sat down on the sofa in her living room.“Maddy .. what is actually happening to you?” I asked her carefully.She just shook her head , “nothing is going right
I knitted my brow , “What do you mean?” I asked him.He shrugged his shoulder again , “Man , you do know that I respect you a lot, and I know you fucked up too many times in your relationship , but after witnessing what you went through even on your drunken self , I do not know, I just kind of lost my respect to Madalynne. And yes I am gonna voice it out now to you. Because you are my best friend and I do not want you to regret it later.” He said.“You talk too much in such an early morning , I am going home now.” I said as I tried to not respond to his opinion.“I can see that you are trying to ignore what I had just spoke, but as a best friend to you , I suggested you to think it through again, is this what you really wanted? I do not want you to regret it like how I do. Even until now.” He said . I sighed after , “Yeah you better go now,” he said then I walked out of his door and go home.**I swirled the pen on my hand , as what Kyle had just told me earlier still disturbing my t
Reading what he just sent me made me knitted my eyebrow. What does he mean? Is he like suggesting a break up with me? But I shook my head , I know Joseph better than anyone. He would not break up wit me over this, will him?But I just shook my head as I replied to him OK.I saw the message is being read, so I waited for his reply again , but he did not even sent me one. I sighed, as I think that the worst is yet to come now.I shook my head and still try on put on that small benefit of the doubt that he will not ask for a break up.I put down my phone and started to back on my work again. But I can not concentrate on it now. I took my phone again and send Laura a message.I think Joseph wanted to break up with me. I send the message to her and still go and look for Joseph’s number that is saved on my phone , thinking should I call up to him and ask him right away?No way he is going to do that. Laura replied to me.**When the time finally tick to 4.30 , I packed up my things and get
Right after he finished talking , I asked him , “Are you done already?” I asked him.He shook his head no , “No , I still wanted to be friend with you , you never answer that for me.” He said.I nodded my head , “yeah sure , of course we could still be friend. But it might be hard at the start. I mean we just broke off an engagement.” I started.He hissed , “not this again Madalynne. Do not turn it back to me again. I respect you a lot, and that is why I suggest us to just broke it off this way. A better way. And do not make it like I was the one who broke it off. You did by the time you gave me back the ring. Ignored me evenm when I am not even wrong. It should have been you that contacted me first and asked for a meet up to talk about us , since it is not like I was the one in the wrong side,” he said. And he nodded my head , he stood up and walked right beside me , he kneeled down beside me, tapped my shoulder a bit, “You will always hold a special place, in my heart, Madalynne.”
And I do not wait for her replies again as I only saw her nodded her head , then I stood up and walked right beside her and kneeled down, I tapped her shoulder a bit, “You will always hold a special place, in my heart, Madalynne.” I said as I also kissed her forehead and did not pull away for a few seconds because I know this might be the last time I saw her and she might never want to talk to me ever again . “I am going first.” I said as I walked away from her , from our relationship and from all of our dreams together ...**Right after I drive away, I can feel the tears that I had been holding since I saw her finally fell down. I am really breaking up with her. Will I regret this? Nonetheless, she deserves to be with some one who is better than me, who will not give up on her easily like what I did.I shook my head , “it is for myself too.” I mumbled,As I feel my phone ding, and I looked that my booking was success. I nodded my head as I wiped away the tears and focusing on d
“Madalynne!” the driver shouted.I stopped as I was confused why was the driver know my name , as I was about to turn around, I can feel someone hold my hand, and I saw Myles right beside me. “Hey , are you OK?” Why are you walking alone in the rain?” he said.I only shook my head as I do not know what to say, cause I will definitely break down if I did anything right at this moment.“Hey are you ok? Come get in to my car , I will drive you home , OK?” he asked.“I-I I do not want to go home.” I said as I can clearly hear my voice trembling.He took my chin up and made me face him , he looked at me with so much concern in his eyes. “Then, let’s just go to my place ok? At least you need to find somewhere that is warmer. Ok?” he said.I nodded my head agreeing with him as he hold my hand and led me to his car, carefully. And then the also ran to the driver seat and drive away.As he started to drive , I turned my head and looked outside the window. I can clearly feel that he is looking
“Hey are you ok? Come get in to my car , I will drive you home , OK?” I asked her.“I-I I do not want to go home.” She answered me and I can clearly hear her trembled her voice was.I touched her chin and made her look at me , I looked at her with so much concern in my eyes and I looked straight to her eyes, just for her to know that I will be by her side. “Then, let’s just go to my place ok? At least you need to find somewhere that is warmer. Ok?” I asked her.I waited for her answer , and she looks like she is contemplating my suggestion at first before she finally nodded her head and agreeing with me. Once I am sure that she agreed , I hold her hand and led her to my car, carefully. Opened up the door to the passenger seat for her , before I ran to the driver’s seat and drive away.As I drive away I could see that she had turned her head and looked out side of the window. It actually bothers me a lot seeing her like this, becuase the Madalynne I know was always cheerful and not
“Joseph and I broke up.” She blurt out of nowhere. And I am pretty sure that my face expression actually showed it all.She saw how I reacted and she smiled, “Must be something you are surprised about?” she asked.I shook my head, “Yeah. I just did not expect you both to break up.” I said trying to voice it out with so much shock in me. Just so she would not suspect anything.She smiled again, “it was a long story , and I do not comfortable to talk about it still.” She started, and she sighed , “One of the reason why I did not want to go home is because , my bestfriend is there , she is visiting me , and I do not want to bother her yet with my problem. And I am just not ready to talk about it still. It- it still hurts so much. We were engaged, I was his fiancee and now we are just ... we are just about to turn as a stranger again.. and it hurts. Because I know how much I love him and how much it still hurts me , but most importantly is that I know... it might be so hard to forget ab