I shook my head , I really did not need people to tell me that I made a wrong decision. Because I know that I did not make any wrong decision. The moment where she gave me back the engagement ring already showed me how serious she was with the relationship. She can nnot always use that to warn me. Because as what happened now.. it is all happened because of lots of problem we tried to be over with when it is not.And I am done pretending to be ok , and to be the one who takes all the blame. It is just for this one time I am taking my own self. My side. And despite people around me approve it or not. I am ok with their decision too. and seeing her with her new boyfriend, made me happy too. As long as that is what she wanted. I will always support her and her decision. After all we were best friend before we were boyfriend and girlfriend , and eventhough we are slowly returning back as a stranger again , I will always looked at her and be so proud of who she will become in the future. I
“hey , are you ok? Well I maybe suspect it a bit at the start , but deep down , I also feel like I know who you are and I just do not believe about the rumour.” She said.I nodded my head , “it just have been a bit tough for me lately.. Emily.. May I know how Joseph is? How did he take the break up? Did he also try to look or just want to know about how am I?” i asked her.I can hear she sighed, the teared that has been welled up in eyes are slowly but surely fell down to my cheeks , “Maddy.. I think you did not know about this yet.. actually Joseph is not at the London anymore. He left right the day after you both broke up. He took the morning flight abroad. To where , I still can not tell you where he is. Cause he asked me to just not tell you at all. But after knowing how miserable the break up are on your side too, I think I should let you know.. he left soon after. I do not know how he take in, but I am sure he is still in his mourning state.” She said.Hearing what she had just
“hey, Madalynne , are you OK? Do you want me to come over to your place?” she asked me.“n-no.. no need Emily. I just need to calm myself down a bit. I will call you again when I am a bit calmer. Talk to you later, Emily.” I said as I did not wait for her to answer me and just cut off the call right away.Right after the line is being cut off, I threw my phone away and slide down , hugged my knees and cried. I can not hold it back anymore.. If only I did not make him grew his misunderstanding more. If only I acted a bit more like an adult and did not gave him back the ring, we maybe still together by now..**EmilyRight after Madalynne cut off her call I decided to call Joseph.“Emily why did you call me in such an early morning? It is only 4 AM here.” He answered.“Maddy called me just now.” I said.I can hear him sighed , “not this again, Emily.. I am really done this time with her. Can I really not hear her name anymore? Can we move on from it?” he asked.I shook my head , “Josep
**JosephAfter Emily cut off the call I fell back asleep and just woke up 5 hours later. I sat on my bed as I took my phone from the bedside table and checking on it. I just actually do not understand why all people are trying to meddling in with my business. Not to say my personal relationship. I do not think that any of them have a say in who I should date and why I should not break up.I shook my head. Thinking how eager and how her face looked like when she gave me back the ring. Yeah it still bothers me that much, the thought that she was easily gave it back. And for that thing , I can not forgive her, I know that I love her still and I might run back to her anytime. But now I can not lie as a man , and as a Joseph Fransisco , My ego is actually hurt by the way she was treating me. I have become a whole lot softer to her than with anybody. But that does not mean she could do just as how she wants to me.I let her choose which publisher she wanted to sign with. And she even decli
“hey, Madalynne , are you OK? Do you want me to come over to your place?” she asked me.“n-no.. no need Emily. I just need to calm myself down a bit. I will call you again when I am a bit calmer. Talk to you later, Emily.” I said as I did not wait for her to answer me and just cut off the call right away.Right after the line is being cut off, I threw my phone away and slide down , hugged my knees and cried. I can not hold it back anymore.. If only I did not make him grew his misunderstanding more. If only I acted a bit more like an adult and did not gave him back the ring, we maybe still together by now..**EmilyRight after Madalynne cut off her call I decided to call Joseph.“Emily why did you call me in such an early morning? It is only 4 AM here.” He answered.“Maddy called me just now.” I said.I can hear him sighed , “not this again, Emily.. I am really done this time with her. Can I really not hear her name anymore? Can we move on from it?” he asked.I shook my head , “Josep
**JosephAfter Emily cut off the call I fell back asleep and just woke up 5 hours later. I sat on my bed as I took my phone from the bedside table and checking on it. I just actually do not understand why all people are trying to meddling in with my business. Not to say my personal relationship. I do not think that any of them have a say in who I should date and why I should not break up.I shook my head. Thinking how eager and how her face looked like when she gave me back the ring. Yeah it still bothers me that much, the thought that she was easily gave it back. And for that thing , I can not forgive her, I know that I love her still and I might run back to her anytime. But now I can not lie as a man , and as a Joseph Fransisco , My ego is actually hurt by the way she was treating me. I have become a whole lot softer to her than with anybody. But that does not mean she could do just as how she wants to me.I let her choose which publisher she wanted to sign with. And she even decli
I looked at Joseph and said, “Joseph, did Myles know that you suspect he likes Madalynne?” I asked him.Joseph nodded his head, “Joseph! And what if Myles thought that Aaron on purpose invited him to the show , to trap him to see you propose to Madalynne? Maybe that is why the atmosphere became awkward when he said he was about to leave?” I said.Joseph widened his eyes as he heard what I just said. “you do have a point there.” He said as he then stayed silent , sat down and thought as his head went to his forehead and massaged it slowly.I looked at him too, waiting for him to lightened me up with some ideas from his head.***Joseph“No way!” Emily responded once She heard what I had just told to her. She really seemed like she did not believe me at all.“Maybe it just you being overthinking about it.” She continued.I shook my head, “isn’t it pretty obvious already?” I asked. “even until now, he has not congratulate Maddy at all. Not like I was waiting for it, but that is exactly
MadalynneIt was already noon when I stopped being a cry baby, and decided to clean up. I still can not believe that Joseph actually went away that fast. Not even a day after our break up and he is already so far away from me? Does that mean that he hates me that much? That he can not wait to be away from me? Did I trouble him that much? That made him got tthe thought to stay away from me? Not to even mention that he does not even want me to know where he is going? Does he really wanted to cut me off clearly from his life? I can not help but think what if he found someone who is much better than me there? What if he met his soulmate? Someone who would understand him better than I did? Will I be able to live without him? It has only been 3 months since the break up and I just do not think I could do it anymore. The break down that I had earlier was surely only a start. ***As I walked into the office and I felt someone tapped on my shoulder, I turned around to look and saw Myles. “Oh