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Emily
I have been laying here in this bed for a week now. The doctor said that I need the bedrest. In this whole week I'm here, my parents, in law and Joseph have been visitting me everyday. But not Aaron. I last saw him on the day I was woke up from ny unconsciousness.
I haven't seen him after that. His parents said that he's been visitting Gemma alot, cause Gemma fell down from the stairs and needed an extra help. I don't know why but deep down I also feel jealous that Gemma got his full attention now. But still who am I to complain? I am just an unwanted wife that he accidentally got conceived. Tears slowly started their way out from my eyes.
"I want a divorce, Joseph." I said.
"Are you sure? I'll tell my lawyer, and we can file for it. But it'll be a lil troublesome since you are pregnant." Joseph said.
***Joseph(Alright rare to find Joseph's point of view right?)Emily has been laying in her bed for a straight 2 weeks. The doctor said that it is up to her when she wanted to wake up. I never imagine that Emily would get to this stage of stress.The doctor clearly declared that she's depressed. And I hate myself that I couldn't decrease her stress level in a week of her being conscious. She has been crying a lot, that is what I thought when I always saw tears coming down her closed eyes.My mum has been crying a lot. She's in a mess. My dad also. Both of them has started to doubt Emily's marriage. They thought that they are not fully aware of this situation. They never expected Aaron would get another woman pregnant. They clearly dissapointed.And I can also see Aaron's mum being a mess also. She always says something like
***AaronI opened Emily's room door and walked in. I saw her laying down, looking so weak, she looked at the window in her left. "Hello," I said to her. She looked kinda shock from her movement, "how are you feeling?" I asked her.She smiled weakly, "great to finally opened my eyes again." She said.I walked up to her bed, "Emily, I'm sorry for not being there when you needed..." I didn't finish my sentence, cause Emily cut me off."It..it's okay, who am I to complain?" She said slowly. But I heard it clearly.I sighed, "I'm actually sorry for everything I did wrong to you, Emily. Like it or not, you are pregnant with my baby. I'm sorry I didn't be there for you, but I promised you I'll be there from now on. You can count on me," I said then I took her hand in mine, bu
***EmilyI tried my hardest to open my eyes, and once I did, I close my eyes a little, surprised by the sun's shine through the room. Suddenly I heard my room's door is opened, I look at where the sound is from, and see a nurse coming in.I tried my best to speak, but my voice is so hoarse, "can I ask for water?" I asked.The nurse seems suprised, "oh you are awake! Yes, yes here you come," she said and then she hand me the water glass just beside my bed. After I'm done drinking, I hand the glass back to her."I'll call your family, wait a second," she said then head back out of the room.I just turn to my left, seeing outside the window, I have been so weak lately. I don't think I can keep going on living like this. My hand touched my belly. I remembered that I am pregnant. And I can not risk my baby li
***EmilyJust when I am about to answer to Aaron, his phone ring."Wait a second," he said then to the window on my left side. ."Yes, Gemma," he started to say. I sighed. Clearly starting to doubt my decision.He walked back to me once he's done with the phone call.I looked at him with a smile, "from Gemma?" I asked.He nodded his head. "She's also in a serious problem with her pregnancy too," he said sadly while look at his phone. I can clearly see all of the sadness in his eyes.I looked at him still. "You shouldn't be here then," I said my voice trembling.Now it his turn to look at me, "what do you mean?" He asked.I sighed, "set your priorities Aaron. I can not just be the second choice. I have another life that I should
***EmilyToday I'm going home. With my baby inside me and Aaron. Yes, I made my decision. I choose to still work it out with Aaron. We both are currently in the same state of mind. Well, technically I didn't just take him back. I told him that he should at least prove it to me that he's actually changing. Not for me. But for our baby.And for Aaron's offer, I took that. I mean it will be hard for me to take care of his and Gemma's baby. My mum and Joseph threw a full speech on me on why I took him back.I hate that speech to be honest. Cause I know that they might be right at some point but I also wanted to prove maybe at some point they are wrong about Aaron. Who knows that he's really changing right now? I mean he's going to be a dad. Not for one but for two at a time. I hope he's really changing. I have faith in him. And I hope he'll prove everyone that doubt him wrong. Not for my sake. But to sh
***AaronEmily is home for almost one month now, and I was there for her back in the first few weeks she's home. I help her to take a bath, etc.Cause the doctor clearly said that she need to bed rest till an undefined time. So I was there for her.Not until one night, Gemma called me and cried. She's now just waiting for the day for the birth. She cried all the way to me. Ranting why did I leave her. I mean it is clearly because I don't want to hurt Emily more than I did. But with Gemma's calls and cried it makes me feel like I hurt her the most.She's my once loving Gemma, now crying all the time. Cause she know I'm going to leave her for good. I shook my head trying to shake the problem off my mind.But I mean
***EmilyI woke up to the sound of my bedroom door being closed. "Aaron, you home?" I asked"Hey, yeah I am. Why are you still awake?" He asked. I sat up in my side look at him. "Do you anything, love?""Where are you from?" I asked."Gemma's..." He said weakly.I sighed. Not this again. "Aaron?" I said softly. I can feel my tears already clouding my eyes."Emily, listen she needs me, she can give birth at any time, that's all." He said. "I didn't do anything. Please believe me. I won't hurt you.""But I need you too." I said."Yeah I know you do, and I have been here for you." He said.I shook my head, "not for the last 2 weeks. I miss you" I said, tears started to fall from my eyes, being pregnant got me a lot more emotional.
***EmilyI woke up pretty early today. It just 5A.M , I didn't really packed anything. So I just left with my car key and handbag.I know that the doctor has told me to not drive. But I don't want any of my family nor Aaron's family to know where I am going.When I walked out of my room, I saw Aaron clearly sleeping on the couch in the family room. I wish he was the one I'm going to spend my forever with. But I think he is not the one. And leaving today is the best decision I ever made.So I walked silently to the garage, and to my car. I started the engine. And before I drive away, I looked back again one more time to the place that has been giving me the best and worst memories in the last 6 months. My hand touched my 4 months pregnant belly. "Believe me, this is for the best," I said.Bye Aaron.