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Chapter 21: A Fish on a Line

Author: K.D. Polk
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56
QUINN'S POV

The news of Sara's death had thrown me. I felt off kilter. Half of my emotions were pure guilt for not taking the time to really get to know her. We lived in the same house underneath the same arduous reign of Mr. and Mrs. Carr. I could've been a friend to her.

The other half of me thought how that could've been the way my life turned out. I'd almost ended my own life, too. For some reason it made sense for me, but I hated that Sara had ended her life that way.

I almost missed my stop reflecting on the mistakes I'd made. By the time I'd arrived home, taken a shower and eaten a light dinner, I was ready for bed. The clock had barely chimed nine, but I felt especially tired. Hearing about Sara saddened me and seeing Justin brought back the years we'd spent together in foster care. I'd rather not revisit that particularly dark period.

Seven years wasn't quite far enough removed from that time in my life. It'd left an indelible impression and I still suffered from the effects
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