Chapter 7. Did it hurt? When you crawled out of hell?
After two painful minutes, finally the phone started vibrating again and Zivah exhaled with gratitude. “Now pick it up!”
I didn’t have to be told twice. I swiped to pick up the call. “Hello.”
Alex exhaled from the other side. “Finally. I thought something happened. Where were you?” his tone sounded worried.
“Somewhere I could avoid you, clearly it didn’t work.”
“Oh.” Alex paused. “Hi.”
“Is that what you wanted to say?”
“Um no? How are you?”
“I was better when you weren’t around.” My snarky replies were surprising myself but somehow I couldn’t stop. My mouth seemed to have a mind of its own, and I quite liked it.
Alex sighed, not liking my responses or my sarcastic tone. “Can you answer my questions?”
“Can you not ask questions?”
“Can you not question my questions?”
“Can you not answer my questions with questions?”
“Myra!”
“Alex!”
“Fuck you!” he screeched in frustration.
“I bet you want to.” My mouth snapped shut, my eyes wide at my words.
Alex didn’t say anything for a few seconds. “Oh you have no idea.”
I found myself blushing a little at his words. But my sarcastic self wasn’t done yet. “I can say I want it too but I am not good at lying.”
Alex chuckled now gaining a sense of humour. “Thank god I am wearing gloves because you are too hot to handle.”
“I can ignore you so hard you will doubt your own existence.”
“I wouldn’t want to exist if you wouldn’t be talking to me.”
Alex was turning super cheesy and I didn’t like it. “I am sorry I didn’t get you. I don’t understand bullshit.”
“Did it hurt? When you crawled out of hell?”
I was surprised at that one, wasn’t it supposed to be, when you fell from heaven. That jerk! “No but I bet it hurt you when I banished you from my kingdom in hell.”
Zivah was now sitting on the chair, her eyes amused and her smiles curled up in a smile. She was clearly enjoying our cynical fight.
“Would you say yes if I asked you out on a date?”
His question stumped me. My mind fumbled for a right answer and I finally blurted out. “No.”
“No, you would say yes?” his mocking voice came through the phone. “Great I’ll pick you up at 7.00. Be ready Hacker Girl.”
And before I could clarify that I meant no, I don’t want to go out on a date with him. He had cut the call, the beeping sound ringing in my ears, increasing my frustration level.
I kept the phone on the table, pointedly ignoring Zivah who was impatiently waiting to hear the whole conversation from me. I am pretty sure she was already eavesdropping and she knew what the whole outburst was about but she if she heard it from me, she could tease me about it. That errant woman!
I grabbed two bowls, serving three spoonful of rice in each bowl. I kept one bowl I front of Zivah. Her eyes instantly winded with surprise, she raised her eyebrows at me. “You cooked?”
I shrugged, acting like it was no big deal. “I was hungry, didn’t want to order again.”
Her eyes swiped through the rice bowl. “Am I going to end up with food poisoning?”
I pulled a sour look. “Shut up and eat or go back to your room.”
Zivah simply winked at me, deciding to keep quiet and eating. After two bites she smiled at me. “Not bad Myra, I can see that my company is doing you good.”
“It’s just rice.” I replied, rolling my eyes.
Zivah nodded. “Yes in my company, so that means because of me.”
I ignored her, having a fight with Ziv was useless. She had the lamest answers and most of the times they made no sense at all. How could one even fight against that then?
“So what are you going to wear?”
I pretended to not know what she was talking about. “Wear when?”
“Tonight, for your date.” The way she said date, in a mischievous manner, I knew she was hinting at the lingerie and not the actual outfit.
“I am not going.” I replied in a final tone.
Zivah looked shocked, the spoon hanging in front of her mouth. “Why?” she squeaked out.
My answer was simple. “I don’t want to.” I finished the last bite and threw the bowl in the washing sink, the noise of plastic against steel making me wince.
“Why not?” Zivah’s spoon was still half in air.
“Eat that.” I said, pointing at her rice filled spoon. “Because he is arrogant and I don’t really want to go out with him.”
Zivah ate the rice, barely biting it and immediately swallowing it so she could speak. “That’s nonsense. I know you are lying, I know you want to date him.”
I frowned at her. “What gives you that impression? He’s rude, billionaire, flirt, womanizer, insensitive, disrespectful. He’s everything I don’t want in a man. Need I go on?”
Zivah groaned, rubbing her forehead, a fake headache.
“Also I don’t understand how it matters to you.” I narrowed my eyes at her suspiciously. “Are you playing Cupid Zivah? Because if you are, I will take that damn arrow and stab you in the heart.”
Zivah shook her head, finishing the rest of the rice and keeping the bowl in the sink. She looked at me. “I just think you should give him a chance to explain. You are the one who says don’t jump to conclusions, right? So maybe you should listen to yourself.” With that parting words, she smiled ruefully and walked away in her room.
I stared at the empty space she was before, her words making me confused. I was so sure that I didn’t want to go because I wanted to punish him but maybe I was jumping to conclusions, and my, were they horrid.
It was 6.45pm, I had taken a bath, exfoliated my skin, moisturized it and now I was sitting on my bed, staring at the completely full closet. I somehow couldn’t pick out anything to wear, or maybe I didn’t want to. So I was still wearing my red panda sweatpants and a light green tank top.
By 7.00 I had made my decision, I wouldn’t be going. I didn’t really want to go on a fancy restaurant where I couldn’t slap him after he had given his false justification.
So I just sat there on the couch, waiting for the bell to ring so that I could open it and lie about having other important work.
At exactly, 7.05, the bell rang and I almost jumped at the noise even though I had been waiting for it. I opened the door, extremely astonished to see him. Alex Bianchi, the guy who wore suits and coats probably his whole life, who maybe even slept in one. Was now wearing a faded light blue jeans that hugged his lean legs and a black plain V-neck tee that made me want to lick the neckline.
I blinked twice, making sure it was Alex only. But that jawline and those eyes, I couldn’t forget in a lifetime.
Alex smirked, apparently delighted with my shocked reaction. He held his left arm up and I finally noticed the paper bag he was carrying. “Can I come in?”
I scowled at him. “Why?”
“For our date.”
My scowl deepened. “But I thought we were going out.”
His eyes raked my body and I shivered as his eyes travelled over my body, I could feel Goosebumps everywhere his eyes landed. “You aren’t dressed.”
I didn’t have a reply to that. Hell, my whole plan went down the flush, along with my socially nice attitude.
“Why are you dressed like this?”
He took a step ahead, making me go back instantaneously. Being in close quarters wasn’t healthy for heart. He should walk with an ‘I am Danger’ sign. “I thought we could watch a movie and eat some food.” He held out the paper bag again. “I got food.”
My mind was still struggling to find excuses to make him go away. If I said I have diarrhoea that would work right? Who likes diarrhoea?
“Oh you are here!” my head turned around to see a full dressed Zivah.
My eyes narrowed at her. “Where are you going?”
Zivah grinned mischievously, her eyes twinkling like a winner. “I have work today. And I’ll be leaving now.”
Before I could scream at that traitor. She was already out of the door, running down the stairs so I wouldn’t catch up and hit her head against the wall. Ah, but where shall you run Zivah, I’ll still see you tomorrow. You live here. I thought, my brain wanting revenge.
I knew she must have told Alex that I had intention of going out with him today and that’s why he was here, dressed so casually and yet looking so dashing. And I also knew she didn’t have work tonight, it was her holiday.
That sneaky traitor!
“Well.” Alex smiled, his smile indicating all the dirty thoughts his mind came up with. “It’s just the two of us now. Let’s start the date.”
I stared fearfully at his back while he kept the paper bag on the table and turned on the TV, logging into his N*****x.
N*****x and Chill.
I was in deep trouble and I wasn’t even prepared for it.
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Epilogue.2 years later.“It’s finally happening.”“I know. I am so excited.”“Are you ready?”“I have been ready for this for a long time Alex.” I whispered.He smirked back. “Don’t I know it? I am excited too.”“It’s going to be special.” I sighed.“And magical.” Alex held my hand. “It’s going to be a long night.”I winked at Alex. “I am looking forward to it. Did you get it?”Alex took out a packet from his pocket waving it in front of me. “Right here.”I took a deep breath, taking the packet and examining it. “This should work. It’s dotted.”“Your favorite.”“Great I’ll take this dotted net bag to Athena and put the wedding rings in it.” I
The last chapter!!It has been great seeing you here.And I hope you loved reading this book as much as I love writing it.And I do hope you read my other works and encourage me to write more books ;)I love you all!--Chapter 44. Our love is chaotic and I wouldn’t have it any other way.“You think she’s dead?”“How can you even say that?”“She hasn’t moved in over a day.”“That’s because she fainted not because she’s dead.”“Tell her to wake up.”“That’s now how this works!”“Don’t yell at me.”“Don’t talk stupid then.”“Tell that to your face.”“Both of you, shut up!”
Ready to cry?Grab tissues if you must.--Chapter 43. You say you love him but you couldn’t even protect him.After fifteen minutes of vigorous thinking, we had come up with a plan – scream and bang on the door till someone opens it.So we started screaming and hitting the door with our fists.“Hello!? Open the door.”“We are harmless. Open the door.”I gave Alex a ‘what the fuck’ look. “Harmless?Whoneeds to know that?”Alex shrugged. “You don’t know it could be the police out there.”I pointed at the door, motioning him to listen to the childish squeals and yells. “That isnotthe police.” I strained my ears suddenly freezing in shock. “Is that Zivah?”Alex touched his ear to the door. “And Evan?”
Chapter 42. I should make you wear my red lingerie.I started at the creepy line of warehouses with a shiver running down my spine. There were three and all of them looked worn down.How did Athena even know about this place? Or was it Ray’s idea?Either way, the place was old, deserted, and looked pretty haunted. Perfect for hiding. Perfect for killing.I took small steps towards the first warehouse, my car was parked a few blocks away to avoid attention. My eyes scanned over the place but it was so silent except for the annoying noise of crickets.As I neared the place I paused straining my ears to hear any movement or noise from inside the warehouses but it was still silent. I wondered if they were even in there, maybe it was just a hoax. I quickly looked around for any signs of cameras but I couldn’t see them either.“Wow.” I whispered to myself. “I can’t bel
Chapter 41. I am in love with Ray.I glared at the stupid fish and picked it up. “Die, Lena, die.” I said to it in rage and threw the fish against the wall.It hit the wall and fell on the ground and then Lena spoke, freezing all three of us.“Relax Myra. It’s not from your ex-boyfriend. It’s from your future husband.”Ray Parker’s haughty cackle was the one to haunt me forever.“So are we burning that fish now?”I stared at the talking fish in ultimate horror.“Is-” I took in a shaky breath, clutching on the couch for support, afraid that I might faint from shock and fear. “Is that Ray?”“I am afraid so.” Zivah’s voice shook, coming closer to me. I could feel the waves of fear coming from her too. “Do you think he can see and hear us?” she whispered into my ears.I continued t
The book is soon coming to an end :(--Chapter 40. You look like a trash can that’s been around for 20 years.“I still can’t believe that numbnut broke up with me. With me.” I scoffed, not denying that it surely hurt my ego.“Let it go.” Evan said. “It has been more than two weeks.”I narrowed my eyes at him. “Where is your girlfriend anyways? She has disappeared. No calls, no messages. Are you sure she isn’t cahooting with the enemy?”Evan flinched and I could see the hurt in his eyes but I didn’t care. He leaned towards Zivah. “What is with her?”Zivah rolled her eyes. “She’s gone mad. It’s the breakup fever. She’s throwing truth bombs which will hurt. Ignore her. I know I am.”Evan nodded but gave me a stink eye. In response, I sent him a deadly glare.I looked back a
Chapter 39. It’s Ms. Collins for you.I hadn’t slept in the past two days. I had barely eaten. I had barely survived.“Myra, you need to drink water.” Zivah demanded, pushing the glass of water into my hand.I didn’t protest. I just drank the tasteless liquid and gave the empty glass back to her. “I don’t understand.” I breathed out. “Why-why would he break up overthat?”Zivah patted my back lightly. “Look he was just angry, frustrated, and tired. I am sure he didn’t mean it.”I scoffed at her words. “Didn’t mean it? Did you forget the whole scene?” I smiled in a taunting manner. “Let me remind you.”Flashback.He opened his eyes, his eyes hardening a little. “I- uh -we- we have been hacked again.”My jaw dropped and for a second so did my breathing
NEW CHAPTER!--Chapter 38. You are the pet dog I never had.“No.”“Oh come on!”“I said no.”“Pretty please?”“She said no.”I glared at Evan. “Shut up!”Zivah rolled her eyes. “It’s too fast.”I scoffed. “No, it’s not. It’s been almost a year.”“You can’t count the four months you two didn’t date.”I threw my head back in frustration. “Zivah, I really want to live with him.” I sighed. “I love him.”“And I love you but I am not asking you to live with me. Am I?” Evan shouted.I frowned at him. “Why are you even here?”“Because I was bored.”I gritted my teeth. “I am going to tell Athena that you want to live with me.”Eva
Chapter 37. Maybe you should propose for marriage before I do.“I cannot believe you watched two episodes without me!”“Hey, you said you didn’t like Netflix.”“But you got me addicted to it!”“Well, that’s not my issue.” I meekly replied.Alex glared at me. “Fine, I’ll change the password and not give it to you.”I gasped and pointed my finger in warning. “You wouldn’t dare.”Alex smirked. “Try me!”“I knew it was a mistake introducing you to the Netflix series.”Alex grabbed the remote and folded his hands. “Now I will watch the two episodes while you wait till I complete it.”I groaned, falling back on the couch. “That’s not fair!”“You watching it without me is not fair.” He snapped back, slapping my feet o