I couldn't help but smile as images from the past ran through my head, including the sensation of Ruth's surprise as she realized I had led her in a wide square around the campus, as well as the feeling of warm, soft flesh brushing against my arm. The blonde who was standing next to me brought my thoughts back from their wanderings. I had intended to drag her behind me for some time, at least up until the point where I was nude and riding my cock, but I found that I didn't want to do that at the moment.
I apologized to her and called her "babe." "I have a match scheduled for the next day."Riana's expression of disappointment was already a thing of the past as I turned my back on her and proceeded from the rain shower to the shower in the locker room. After becoming a little warmer in the shower, I had a brief conversation with Holder, gathered my belongings, and then I went home. I was driving out of the parking lot when I saw an old, beat-up Hyundai with a pretty little brunette sitting in the driver's seat. I made the decision to tail her all the way back to her house.Holy motherfucking f***!
It was none other than the town's sheriff, Murphy Brown, who was home when the Hyundai came into his driveway. I wasn't sure if I should laugh or laugh even more at the situation. To begin, the guy truly detested me, not so much due to the fact that I got into trouble, but rather due to the fact that I was always able to get out of it on the rare instances that I was caught. I had never been required to pay a fine for whatever I had done, whether it was a citation for speeding, an illegal parking infraction, or a noise violation. Not back when Daddy was the head of the sheriff's department. In no uncertain terms, no. About the other matter, well, the individual was armed with a firearm.
It looked like we were in for an intriguing ride.
Before I headed back home, I made a few passes by the location but did not stop at any of them. As soon as I walked through the door, my home was peaceful and devoid of anyone else, so I pulled a frozen pizza out of the freezer, heated it up, and ate it. After that, I swiftly completed my assignments and brought out my sketchbook. I had a couple of hours to kill before my dad got home, and I was getting close to finishing the picture of the goalie. Just a little adjustments here and there, such as darkening the shadows and rounding out the corners. After I was finished, I removed it from the book and cut the edges so that they were nice.
I think that it had a really decent appearance overall. I focused my eyes intently on the piece of paper and examined it from a variety of angles for a full minute. I wondered if Dave would enjoy it… I mean, at the end of the day, it was still an image of soccer. Is what you did art? After giving my head a light shake, I slipped it inside the folder containing my homework and then stuffed everything else into my book bag. I dragged the bag all the way down down to the basement and set it down on the ground in the kitchen.
When I heard the ringtone on my phone, I quickly scanned the display to see who was calling before picking up.
"Everything fixed?"
At the very least, he won't officiate in the state of Oregon ever again.
"That's a good thing. Suspensions?”
“Wiped.”
"You rock."
I was on the phone when I heard the front door open, so I hung up.
"Have you cleaned up your act yet?" The call came from the foyer where the father was.
Excellent timing.
"Yes, everything's good—there have been no suspensions."
“Good.” After placing the mail on the kitchen table, he began perusing the takeout menus that were already there. “Homework?”
“Done.”
"Did you end up with a ton of extra work from those classes that prepared you for college?"
I responded, "No, don't worry about it. I've already finished the first book that we're going to be studying in English, and the most of the biology material will be covered through lab work at school."
He snarled, "When the hell did you read a book?" as he snapped the question. "You don't have time for that shite," the person said. I don't see why you're making any effort at all. You will not be attending a university. It's the pros or nothing, you jackass."
I responded with "I am aware." I made an attempt to leave the room, but he grabbed my arm and stopped me.
He responded by saying, "I asked you a fucking question." His eyes, which were a frigid blue, gazed into mine. I anticipate hearing back from you. Which book is it?"
I mumbled something about it being a Shakespeare class.
"What the fuck are you smoking, Williams!" His hold on my arm became increasingly firm. Because I knew that flexing my arm would only make him more angry, I made an effort to avoid doing so in order to reduce the amount of pressure that was being applied. I couldn't afford for him to get upset.
I responded by stating that I "figured it would be an easy A."
"Little shit," he said under his breath. "The next thing I know, you'll be playing the fucking piano like a pussy again."
My hands began to shake slightly, and I could feel the stress rising from my stomach all the way up into my arms. Once he let me go, I made a beeline for the sanctuary that was my room as soon as I could. I made a conscious effort not to look at the piano in the living room as I was walking, but I couldn't stop myself. Like it had done for the previous six years, it sat there with the lid down. I felt a momentary sense of comfort when I locked the door to my bedroom, but it was fleeting.
“Williams! Go down here!"
Shit! What shall we do now?
I walked back down the stairs when I unlocked the door and went back inside.
"Yes, Dad?" When I stepped into the kitchen, I questioned him where he was eating the Chinese cuisine as he was doing it. My book bag was unzipped, and the folder containing my homework was located in the exact center of the table.
He pushed the sketch that I had just done in my direction and questioned me, "What the fuck is this?" as he did so.
Shit! Shit! Shit!
“Um…”
"That is not a fucking response," the speaker said. I was startled when he slammed his fist on the table, which caused me to jump slightly.
It is better to finish what you are doing and move on.
I informed him that I would be attending the art class instead of the study hall. I made an effort to disregard it. Another simple A for my senior year, do you know what I mean?
"Goddammit, Williams!" I flinched when he slapped his hand down on the table with such force. "You should be out on the field fucking fucking fucking fucking fucking fucking fucking f I don't understand what the hell is wrong with you.
I informed him that my final period was open, and that I went to the field during lunch. I had an idea—"
He said indignantly, "Bullshit!" I started to reach for the sketch, but then I realized how huge of a mistake it was after I had already started. He seized it, tore it to shreds, and held the resulting fragments in his hand. You shouldn't be concentrating on this bulls—-. You idiots and your soccer. You center your attention solely on soccer, and I want you to understand that. Do you believe that Real Messini will be interested in looking at your coloring?
"No, Dad," I reluctantly responded. Before putting it in the rubbish can, he stuffed the torn paper into the bag with the empty soy sauce packets and fortune cookie packets and then threw the bag away.
"The day after tomorrow, drop that fucking painting class."
I had to force myself to swallow and respond, despite the fact that the feeling in my stomach was similar to that of having large balls of pizza dough in it.
“Okay.”
Shakespeare used the phrase "dash'd all to bits" to describe the catastrophe. I tried to think of something different, but for some reason the sentence from The Tempest kept popping into my head. I'm not sure why it did, but it did.
So the question was how I was going to convince Ruth's tilt Brown to tell me what her first name was.
“Hiya!”
At the exact moment that I was winding up my lunch and getting close to being ready to head out to the field, Braden Longs sat herself down next to me.
I replied, "Hello," even though I didn't much want to talk to her.
You are aware that the dance will take place the next weekend, correct? She popped a piece of chewing gum into her mouth as she rocked back and forth in the plastic chair that was provided in the cafeteria.
"Sure," I answered. Because I could see where this was headed, I didn't feel like listening to the rest of it.
"So, are you interested in coming with me?"
As I got up to depart, I greeted her with the word "busy."
"Have you already made plans for tonight?"
"That's beside the point." I made a move to leave, but she continued behind me.
"Williams!" she whimpered. "Williams!" You should know that you do not have to spend all of your time out on the field.
"Yes, actually," I answered, "I do."
I picked up the pace of my stroll and rapidly distanced myself from her. I took a couple shots on the goal, which is not my position, but every once in a while you have to branch out, and there was no one else outside to kick a few shots at me. When I got back inside the school, changed, and headed to biology with my hair still dripping from my shower, it was only misting, so at least I wasn't completely drenched.
As I made my way down the hallway, thoughts of the previous day's conversations I had had with Ruth's tilt Brown raced through my head. I couldn't help but crack a cheeky smile to myself; she had been so angry at me, and it was absolutely adorable that she was angry at me. She gave me the evil eye when I entered the classroom almost ten minutes after the bell had rung, before I had even sat down. Bucher didn't bother saying anything to me; instead, he continued on with his lecture without stopping.I addressed her by saying, "Hello there," while moving my desk slightly forward and into the aisle so that I could stare directly into her eyes. Even though it was misting all day, the temperature was quite warm, and she had on a shirt with short sleeves and a V-neck. I thought the dark blue looked good on her; it contrasted nicely with her fair skin and brought out the color in her eyes. I liked how it looked.She responded to me with simply a small nod and continued to keep her eyes forwa
Dad scowled at his son and remarked, "I thought you were bulking up." You haven't put that on in over a quarter of a year. Have you not gained any muscle at all? You are aware that the trainer advised you to put on more mass in order to be able to withstand a more significant blow."I have, Dad—"“Bullshit. You need to go to the store right now and pick up a bunch of raw eggs and meat or something like that. Before the holidays roll around, you should make sure to pack on some muscle."All right," I yelled as I ran out the door of the building. I had put on some weight, mostly in my thighs and calves. I would not have been able to withstand as much of a blow three months ago as I am able to now.As I turned the key in the ignition of the car, I shook my head and almost laughed out loud to myself at the thought that I had actually believed he would be relieved that he wouldn't have to buy me a new tuxedo.When I thought back to the last time he seemed pleased with me, it was when the f
“Undoubtedly!” She attempted to move the tray away from me, but I quickly slipped it to the side and seized both of her hands. I was able to maintain my grip despite her attempts to break free. She moved her body slightly backward, but she did not actively try to get away from me.As I gazed into her icy blue eyes, I remarked to her, "Let me to just make a brief comment." You really do want to watch me work out, and you really do want to see me without my shirt on. It's likely that you'd be interested in seeing more, as well."Well, absolutely, because you are such a smoldering enchantress," she said. Her tone was dripping with sarcasm, and she rolled her eyes as she spoke; nonetheless, her pupils were slightly more dilated than they had been, and the color of her lips was becoming more intense."Yes, you do," I repeated to the other person.I moved my head off of my arms, drew my legs up to my chest, and dropped down on the floor on my knees in front of the bench. Then I moved closer
I had to go out and pick someone up.I wasn't sure if it was because I had spent most of the last five days thinking about the same girl without making my usual progress, because I hadn't had my dick in a girl's anything for a week, or because there was a game tonight, and I always felt a little tense afterward until I got off. But I was sure that it wasn't because I hadn't had my dick in a girl's anything for a week.The idea that Dad would let us buy a pussycat from the store was starting to sound really good.Well...not when I gave it a lot of serious thought, but in any case.It's possible that it had something to do with the fact that I was looking forward to having a study session with Ruth, but we couldn't seem to find her anywhere. It is safe to say that she was not in the library, and her vehicle was nowhere to be found on the school premises. I drove to her house, but the automobile was nowhere to be found when I arrived.Dammit.Because she shouldn't have been there, there
The father was expressing that it would be wonderful for his son to remain on the west coast, and that the Sounders have undoubtedly established themselves despite being such a young squad.According to Nahuel, Schmidt has been an extremely valuable asset. It is unlikely that Williams will come across a more qualified mentor in the United States."That might very well be the case," the father suggested with a nod.It's always the politician, it seems.To prepare myself to respond to the questions, I smiled, nodded, and mentally played back previous experiences several times. Nonetheless, Dad and Nahuel did the majority of the talking. In response to Nahuel's request for some imported beer, Dad respectfully denied the offer. My thoughts started to wander.I was curious as to whether or not she went home, as opposed to attending one of the post-game parties, which is what I would have liked for myself. As I stopped to think about it, I couldn't help but wonder if she went to one of the
He growled lowly, "Maybe if I hadn't been stuck with you, I wouldn't have made it that big, but there's no way I would have ever settled for what was convenient. " Do you hear me when I say that you will not accept anything less than the very best in any situation? You won't accept anything less than being the very best, will you? I didn't answer. I had no clue whether or not I should, but the chances were that if I answered him when he didn't want me to, it would be worse than if I didn't answer and he had to ask again. I had no idea whether or not I should answer him when he didn't want me to. It "doesn't fucking matter anyway," he added as he straightened his back and began brushing imaginary lint off of his jacket. "Doesn't fucking matter anyway," he said. "Like you would return to this place even if you were in the neighborhood. You probably can't wait to get away from me at the first opportunity. I said to my father, "I'll still return home," and he smiled. Although my hands w
I was unable to contain it, and as a result, some of the excess liquid eventually leaked out. I responded by stating, "There was a vehicle wreck." I couldn't call it an accident. Because I was the one who made it possible, we can rule out the possibility that it was some kind of freak accident. "I was a child of twelve years old at the time." She said in a hushed tone, "What happened?" A surplus of. I stabilized my hands by reaching down and grabbing the railing while I peered out over the river. I physically tried to force the memory out of my head by tensing up and trying to prevent it from coming back to me. The pressure caused my temples to start hurting. Sharon uttered the words, "I'm Sorry." You are not required to bring it up in conversation. I managed to swallow despite my constricted throat. I didn't want to think about it because I didn't want to bring up the memories, but I wanted her to be aware of it nonetheless. I had no idea why I wanted her to be aware of it; all
He growled lowly, "Maybe if I hadn't been stuck with you, I wouldn't have made it that big, but there's no way I would have ever settled for what was convenient. " Do you hear me when I say that you will not accept anything less than the very best in any situation? You won't accept anything less than being the very best, will you?I didn't answer. I had no clue whether or not I should, but the chances were that if I answered him when he didn't want me to, it would be worse than if I didn't answer and he had to ask again. I had no idea whether or not I should answer him when he didn't want me to.It "doesn't fucking matter anyway," he added as he straightened his back and began brushing imaginary lint off of his jacket. "Doesn't fucking matter anyway," he said. "Like you would return to this place even if you were in the neighborhood. You probably can't wait to get away from me at the first opportunity.I said to my father, "I'll still return home," and he smiled. Although my hands wer
EPILOGUE "Oh, come on! You can do it! You can do it!I did a half-jog down the side of the field while yelling at the seven first graders who were running up and down the pitch in a tiny clustered shape. It looked like the ball was the queen bee, and the kids were the worker bees. It made no difference which position they were meant to be in because in the end, they were all within three feet of each other."Spread yourselves out!""Stay on your side!" is a command.“Jonathan! You're on defense! Get back!"Jonathan Walsh did not stop chasing after the ball until he noticed his mother standing on the sidelines with his younger sister and a pouch of Capri Sun. Jonathan was surprised to see his mother in that position. He came to a stop directly in front of her."Do you have any juices available?"Maria greeted the youngster with the words, "Here you go, sweetie," as she passed the child a bag containing sugar water. While he was there, the opposing team went right past him and scored a
That evening, I sketched a drawing of Sharon's hand, depicting the ring that she was wearing on her ring finger. She admitted that the tears she shed were happy tears, but it was still enough to make her cry. I was the one who held her, and we both came to the conclusion that we would wait until after we had graduated before we actually did the deed.Words from Shakespeare that I had never pondered before found their way into my head: "When this ring parts from this finger, then parts life from hence." [Shakespeare] "When this ring parts from this finger, then parts life from hence." Simply having the awareness that it was present made a world of a difference to me.At this point, I am willing to hold off."Are you okay?""No," I answered. I laughed, but it sounded more apprehensive than happy and there wasn't much delight in the sound. "Is it absolutely necessary for me to be here?"Gardner nodded his head in agreement as he stated, "It's rather customary." They aren't just going to
Once more, he turned his eyes to look at me, and the space between his thick, dark brows was tightly knit together."I already missed so much of your life," he whispered to her. "I'm sorry." "I don't want to miss out on anything else."I was completely at a loss for words regarding my response. When I was trying to think of something that my dad, Lou, had ever done that was even remotely comparable to this, thoughts of him kept popping into my head. Despite the fact that he had repeatedly brought to my attention the extent of the things he had given up for me, nothing could even come close to competing with what he had done.I gave in and said, "That's not something you have to do."His response was, "I know I don't have to," and he was right. When he saw that I was sitting on the opposite side of the bed, he got up and walked around to that side. Before continuing, he sat down next to me and resumed his conversation. "Williams, I am interested in doing this. I long to be in physical
I responded with, "Bullshit," "I'm going to walk again—Danielle even predicted I would. Even though it will probably be another few weeks until I walk, I will walk. I won't be able to play again... at least not to the same level as before. I am aware of that. I have come to terms with it.""I know you say that," she remarked as she walked back over to the bed and clasped my hand in hers. "but I also know that it still has to get you down."I shrugged."Occasionally," I was honest enough to say. "However, I am also aware that despite what my father has always said, it is not the entirety of my existence. I really hope that I'll be able to...I don't know, at the very least I should run around and kick a ball again at some point in the future, but if I don't, I'll just have to learn to live with it. Perhaps I'll try my hand at coaching or something. You wouldn't be in my life if I weren't the way that I am. When compared to that, losing at soccer is a pretty fucking tiny setback.Sharon
"This is complete and utter hogwash!"When I was in that situation, I would have given almost anything to be able to get out of my chair and punch a hole in the wall that separated me from Justin's office in the rehabilitation center where we were both working. I did nothing but sit there with my hands clenched into fists and pressed on my eyes instead.My resentment for Lou, my father, surfaced from deep within me, as it had been doing so frequently in recent days, and poured out in the form of tears.It was the worst thing ever.I looked over at Justin, who was seated in the chair directly across from me. He had leaned back in the chair, which caused the front legs of the chair to raise up off the floor a little bit. When we chatted, he never had a notebook, a clipboard, or anything else with him, so I always wondered a little bit if he just recalled everything or if he wrote it down afterward. He never had anything with him when we talked.There were times when I, too, despised him
“Yeah.” When I looked up at him, I noticed that he was smiling for the very first time since I had met him for lunch."Thanks, Williams," was the response he gave.My response was, "You're welcome," and I meant it. “So, um, what should I call you?”His forehead wrinkled up in concentration."Um, what do you want to call me?" "Whatever you want.""I don't know," I confessed to myself. "I have always referred to Lou as Dad. I really don't want to refer to anyone else by that name.""I'm not so sure I'd be completely comfortable with that, either," he said. "I'm not so sure I'd be completely comfortable with that."I remarked to him, "I've just been calling you Gardner in my head," and he laughed.He let out a laugh."Since I've been playing in the band, I can't say that anyone has really called me that, but if they did, I wouldn't mind.""Cool," I said. I extended my hand and we exchanged handshakes. "Gardner it is."Soon after that, I had pretty well had it with sitting in the fucking
I did nothing but sit there as a busboy cleaned up the shattered glass and a server attempted to remove all of the water that had accumulated on the table. I didn't know what to make of the situation, and it made me anxious. The toes on my right foot continued to twitch, as they had previously done on occasion. Danielle explained to me that it was only a habitual response. In spite of the fact that she claimed it to be a positive omen, the event drove me completely insane. It was impossible for me to make it stop.My…father…Dad…Williams…I was at a loss as to how to properly address him or even think about him. Within my head, I had recently begun referring to him as Gardner. That appeared to be working about as well as anything else could have. Gardner was also just sitting there, but he had his hands balled up into fists, and he had hardly no food left on his sandwich. He was completely silent up until the moment the server walked away.“How?” When he spoke, though, it was in a raspy
"No," he responded. "I don't believe that to be the case, at least. She stated that it was imperative that she do it once more. I simply could not...fuck...I had such a hard time recalling her name that it was embarrassing! However, there she was, insisting that I was the only one for her, and...and...shit!I was startled when he slapped his hand down on the table with such force. He leaned in close to himself and rubbed the backs of his hands in front of his eyes."You have my utmost respect. She shared with me how much she admired my work and that she had seen each and every one of my Hamlet performances when I was playing the title role. Even though she thought the band's music was terrible, all she cared about was seeing me. I was completely at a loss for what to do. She had traveled all the way from the western shore just to discover that she had no method of getting home. I invited her to remain with me, but she was only here for a few weeks. I should have known things wouldn't
"You want me to come in?" I asked. When Sharon inquired. "I can just wait in the lobby or something," she said. "I have no problem with that.""It shouldn't take long," I remarked to myself. I think it would be easier for me if you could simply, I don't know...hang out here for a while? I could give you a call if it appears that the process is going to take longer than expected.As she examined me, Sharon's eyes become somewhat constricted at one point."All right," she murmured in response. "You can find me in the car.""Thanks," I said. I made an effort to grin at her, but I just couldn't muster the enthusiasm for it. I had to roll quite a distance away from the entrance on one side in order to access the wheelchair ramp, and then I had to push myself quite hard in order to make the angle. I had not yet gotten acclimated to climbing steep slopes, therefore doing so was not simple for me. When I arrived to the door, there was one of those buttons that you could push to make the door