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“I want to be inside you so badly,” he murmured against my ears, “Will you let me?”

My mind went blank for a split second there. That was one sexy way of saying ‘I want to fuck you senseless’ and it made me flush so red that my cheeks looked like they were on fire.

But my emotions were mixed up in a stupid jar that I couldn’t pick which exactly I was feeling. The excitement was sharp and insistent, but it battled with a deep seated fear in my mind. Fear of pain, fear of… everything. Honestly speaking, I had been curious like a little kitten so I had looked up and watched videos explaining well...this topic. It was definitely a pathetic attempt to prepare myself for something I had never truly imagined happening. But videos were just mere videos. They didn’t show the vulnerability, the intimacy, the sheer terror of laying yourself bare, physically and emotionally, to another person completely.

I couldn't meet his gaze and the cramped space of the car suddenly felt more suffocatin
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