Chapter four

' Sometimes you have to let go thing very dear to you . If it was really yours it will certainly come back '.

Annika's pov

It was 6 in the morning when I woke up

My mind drifted again to him that how he behaved me, insulted me yesterday & my insides crunched with pain.

I always thought that No body can love me

bcoz There was nothing special about me

I am an ordinary girl not like others .

But one day when shiv came in my life I forgot my insecurities bcoz of him.

He cared me & I fell in love with him

He also loved me so much.

I never thought that one day I will see his other like this, a man with no emotions.

Now He has a completely changed man whp is not like before.

Flashback :

Many years ago when I was in my High Schools then first time I met Shivaay in our school. He was a new student in our school. who took admission that time recently.

We fought with each other in our first meet.

We didn't like eachother, We were ememies those day.

One day My father informed my mother that his best friend is coming for dinner at our house after a long time.

He said that his friend is shifted in our city

a few weeks ago & finally he is coming to our home to meet us with his family.

When in evening they came to our home

I was surpised to see My father's friend family bcoz their son is none other than a devil who always used to taunt me & quarrels with me .

I seriously didn't like him in initial days. Afterall we were enemies. But Tej uncle & janvi Aunty were so sweet and I really liked them. Uncle & Aunty always loved me as their own daughter.. And I loved them too.

When we came in our intermediate then one day shivaay was fell in a trap which was created by his rival students & principal called him in his office to suspend him.

At that time I saved him with principal &

his rival students. Bcoz I knew that he has no fault and he is a victim. I was the most

Famous intelligent student of our college & favourite student of our Teacher's & principal. All used to adore and believe me.

That's why teacher also believed me when I took stand for Shivaay.

I was a Topper of my school and I always got good marks in my every semester, luckily 1 or 2 marks more than Shivaay & He was the second topper our school.

That was the prime reason of our fights.

But that day I kept my Rivarly aside to save him. I informed the principal and teachers about the whole matter bcoz I knew that Shivaay was also a very bright student & He doesn't deserves suspension without any fault.

When Principal got to know about the whole matter and the real culprit he immediately suspended the other boys after knowing the truth.

That day first time shivaay talked with me. He said thanks to me and After that day Shivaay & I became good friends. Infact you can say best friends.

When we took admission in our college for graduation that time his cousin Nikhil also joined our college. He was a nice guy...that's why soon he became my nice friend.

One day I & Nikhil went to watch movie with our group. That time Shivaay refused to come with us due to his some personal

Work . I don't know why but I felt that he

Deliberately don't want to come us that's why he was giving false excuses to not come with us.

Next day When I went to college I didn't find him. When I find him he was busy in talking with Tia in canteen and first time He ignored me whole day.. I felt really bad.

I don't know why I was feeling bad to see him with Tia. But I was feeling offended to see him with that chipku girl. When I couldn't bear it I decided to leave the canteen. I was leaving from there when suddenly Nikhil entered and he stopped me.  He asked me what happened why are you looking unhappy.

I nodded in negative and said nothing. I am absoluetly fine. Then He asked me to join him for lunch but I denied.

He asked me again and again with his puppy face and at last I could not deny and agreed. I smiled at his drama & joined him

Bcoz he was such a nice Guy.

But when I saw in Shivaay's direction he glared me & left angrily from the canteen

immediately leaving behind a shocked Tia alone.

After that he didn't talk with me. And again we stopped talking. After few days We went for New year party. I, Mallika, Siddhartha, Nikhil, Tia & of course Shivaay too.

When Host Announced for dance Nikhil offered me his hand and We went towards the dance floor. Mallika paired with Siddhartha, Tia paired with Shivaay & Nikhil paired with me.

When partner's exchanged then Mallika paired with Nikhil, Tia paired with Siddhartha & I paired with Shivaay..

I was angry with him bcoz He was not in talking with me and was giving me

Cold shoulders. He was ignoring me,

That's why I didn't want to dance with him

I was leaving the dance floor but he holds my wrist & pulled me in his arms for dance.

He hugged me from behind.. I looked in his blue coloured eyes which was showing emotions.. I don't know what was that.

The songs changed in Romantic one.

I was suddenly jerked out with my thoughts

When His hand glided over my waist

Heat started warming my face

I turned my face down bcoz I don't want to look in his eyes.

I was still angry with him. I tried ignoring the fact that he was standing so close to me

Placing my one hand in his shoulder

He hold my other hand in his.. We started swaying with the slow romantic music.

His fingers were tracing circles over the sensitive skin of my waist ,making my breath hitch.

He leaned a little & his minty breath started tinkling my neck... Leaning a bit more ,He glided his lips along the curve of my neck & kissed it . Small Butterflies started errupting in my stomach

The dance was ended & I left the dance floor immediately & went out from the party.

What was that.. Why he is affecting me.

Why he kissed me suddenly. And Why I didn't stop him from kissing me. My Heart was beating very fast. I don't know what was happening with me.

His ignorance matters for me. I felt bad when he was not talking with me. I felt when I saw him with Tia. I know this is not only friendship & somewhere I am falling for him & He is much more than a friend for me.

Is He feeling same... I don't know

What is happening with me God.

Annika why are you behaving like a stupid girl.. Are you really thinking that you matters him more than a friend ?

You are such a fool Anni.. He is the Most Handsome boy in our college.

Why would he chose you.. There is a very Big difference between him & you.

Many Beautiful & Hot Girls are behind him

& you are an ordinary girl why will he choose you over them.

Annika I think you should stop right here

He is already not talking to you.

How can you think that He will fall for you.

I shrugged my shoulders .

I think I should go to the party.. When I turned to go I saw Shivaay again right behind him.

What is He doing here, Is He following me

Come on Annika why will he follow you

You are thinking too much.

Yes I don't want to talk to him..I was going towards the entrance & He was coming in my direction I chosed to ignore him

when I crossed him He again hold my wrist.

I asked him.. What are you doing Shivaay ?

Leave my hand.. I will not he replied stubbornly. And I glared him.

You are angry with me ? He asked

Why should I ? I asked

 You are not talking with me, you are ignoring me since last week & now too " said Shivaay

I am ignoring you...Are you kidding me ?

You are the one who is ignoring me.

You are the one who was busy in talking with Tia since last week.." Annika snapped him.

S What about you & Nikhil.. Are not you also busy with him & went for movie too leaving me alone "asked Shivaay in complaining tone

He is my friend If I was talking with him then what is wrong with it & for movie you were the one who denied " replied Annika

 He is your friend & what about me ?

I am no one to you.. Tell me Annika what am I to you ? I want to know " 

Shivaay asked her in his Deep Husky voice.. reducing the distance between him & me .

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