AYRA’S POV:We bought that dress as his dominating voice didn’t leave anything for discussion besides that it wasn’t a normal marriage where I would enjoy selecting for my dress as a bride. The dress was already beautiful but those thousands of buttons on the back would haunt me forever.The dress would be delivered after some fittings as Shabnam came with us till the exit of the store as a respect.“You still have to buy your other dresses. I have your perfect fittings now so you can just order whatever you want. I would come Durani Villa to consult you about this.” She said with kind smiles as it was best in that way because I didn’t want to come outside with him and encounter another experience like that before.Biding her farewell, we walked forward as we had to buy the jewelry for the walima because on the barat ceremony I was going to wear the gold jewelry Mrs. Johara gifted me as a gift from the ancestors. It was ritual to wear the gold jewelry representing the Duranis.He was
AYRA’S POV:I remained silent as I didn’t know why but his words kept on ringing around my head in a loop. These were just words but the intensity could be felt inside of soul since my heartbeat had started beating at a paranormal pace making me gulp and intake a sharp breath for my senses to become stable. I couldn’t hyperventilate while sitting beside him as it would gain more of his attention.“F**K!” His rough voice reached my ears pulling me out of my thoughts.I was in the process of recovering myself and praying for my mind to stick to some other topic when the abrupt break of the car made my body jerk violently with a shrill scream that left my mouth. It wasn’t because of his arm in front of my chest I would have get collided with the windscreen with blood oozing out of my forehead but gladly it didn’t happen and unfortunately my eyes finally fell on the teenage boy stranding in front of us looking at us like a deer with a fear dripping in its eyes when she was just about to b
My eyes glanced at the retreating sight of his car as he just dropped me off in front of the Vila and stormed off his car. The rest of the ride with him was filled with the dreading silence which I wanted to break and not to do it at the same time. What could have I asked him to do having a guarantee in my heart that he would listen to me. He would never do that. People never change for someone else. They change for themselves. They change if they are eager to change not for someone else but for their own sake.Taking a deep sigh, I turned around to enter the mansion to start my rest of the day with sulking that why I didn’t do anything. It was partly because I saw Akeel bhai. He would never do such harm things to that kid. I guess so. I hope so.“Sabrina.” We were strolling in the lawn while Mrs Johara just left for bed as she didn’t want to but she should sleep early so we urged her to go or otherwise there was only one threat and that to tell her son on her. She wasn’t scared of him
AYRA’S POV: I glanced at him through my lowered eyelashes as I wanted to say something that could help me to come out of this situation but accepting my defeat and admitting that there’s nothingI moved forward to sit on the small chair in front of the vanity table as he kept standing there with amusement in his eyes as he was eager to prove something.“I can do it myself.” I let out a weak response although I knew it wouldn’t affect him. Why would he suddenly want to comb my hairs?Because you challenge him, dumbo. My conscience answered me and then his harshness and roughness came into my mind. He would definitely wouldn’t let my hairs intact to my skin because first he is a man and then he is a Durani who just didn’t know softness and care and that’s all my hairs needed. “Do you want me to kneel down cherry?” He asked all off a sudden making me look above at him while breaking the chain of my thoughts. I glanced at him with dumbfounded expressions but he didn’t correct me wit
AYRA’S POV: I knew I took a huge risk that could put my life in danger but I couldn’t just give him what he wanted. First of all he fabricated me into all that and second my heart would have burst out of my ribcage if I had listened to him. So keeping my dignity I ran from there. He must be flabbergasted because he never expected that. He had people who always just gave into his orders but I didn’t . I kind of was blooming with pride at that time as I slowly turned the knob of Mrs Johara’s room. She must be sleeping as I entered before looking everywhere and let out a relieved sigh when I didn’t see him coming for me. Even if he did he would never figure out where I was because he would never check Mrs Johara’s room since he would not disturb her sleep. I kind of knew this thing about him on my own. Closing the door behind me I was welcomed by the warm darkness with a few rays of moonlight coming inside the room through the white window curtains. The room was peaceful as I kind of
AYRA'S POV:Taking a deep breath I finally stepped down from the car as Akeel bhai opened the car door for me. Sabrina called him to make him take me to his office as they didn’t trust any other guard or might be the fact that I wasn’t comfortable with any other guard or driver.“Would you rat me out if I don’t go inside and just go home?” I asked innocently while he closed the door behind me as I made as innocent and helpless face as I could at that time. “Sorry. I have to answer my wife.” He shrugged his shoulders with a professional face but there was amusement in his eyes as if he was enjoying my state when he added. “Don’t worry he won’t eat you.”“What do you know?” I mumbled as I turned around and glanced at the magnificent building with modern touch of architecture although the building was centuries old because of the family business but they kept renovating it according to the latest trends. “Believe me I know.” He heard me and gestured me towards the entrance as peopl
AYRA’S POV: The moment his lips fell against mine my whole body went numb as for support I held his collar in a fist just for his one hand wrapped around my waist to pull me even more closer that my body flushed against his chest as I couldn’t even place my arms in between us for some decency. His other hand wrapped my neck just below my ear as his thumb kept grazing my jaw. He sucked my lip as I felt he suck out my soul with that as I wasn’t over that when he sucked that again making me moan in response. I didn’t want to but the weak sound erupted from the back of my throat on its own and it kind of turned out like a mistake because I earned a soft grunt that vibrated his chest.“F**k!” He left my mouth as I managed to gather some breath only for him to push me down slightly so that my back hit the table and straightened up. The next second realized I was half lying on the table and he hovered over me capturing my lips in his rough mouth again. This time I couldn’t even close my
AYRA’S POV: I got baffled all of a sudden with such allegation as I made a pout as soon as I gulped down my bite. Technically I was asking him to sleep with me and that thought made me blush profusely in front of him.“I didn’t mean that.” I mumbled as he fed me another bite while raising his eyebrows in an amusing manner as I added. “So what aren’t you my husband? And we will just sleep.” I said as his eyes were crawling on my skin and I had to come up with an excuse and being him my husband was a good one if we set aside particular things.“That gives me more rights in addition to just sleep with you.” He rasped as he ate a slice of cucumber while I saw how his jaw flexed showing his chiseled jawline.“What?” I asked with a numb mind as I was busy looking at his jawline.“Want me to elaborate?” He stared down at me and I got the feeling that hearing the elaboration wouldn’t be a good for me so as I was about to shook my head in no his phone started ringing that he picked up.
ZAROON’S POV:She has been teasing me a lot lately. I hadn’t touched her for two months because I didn’t want to hurt the life growing inside her. Yes I Zaroon Durani was going to be blessed with a child and I never thought about it in my wildest dreams that Ayra Mirza the loved of my life would give me that biggest gift. Mom cried with tears as she was finally blessed with the wish she had been praying for. She wanted the silence in the Durani Mansion by the sound of the children. “You sure you don’t want me.” She said as she glanced at herself in the mirror making a pout. She was due in a week and right she had breasts filled with milk and stomach perfectly rounded. She was craving something whenever she did she didn’t know what and I ended up with my head in between her legs to find her soon asleep. “Tell me what do you want ice-cream, anything spicy.” I asked closing the laptop as her went teary.“I don’t know.” She whined and I had the urge to chuckle because she was look
AYRA’S POV: I took a thorough glance at every aspect of me seeing myself through his eyes and I thought he would like what he will see. A long red frock hugged my figures just like in a way that could make his eyes dark with my neckline showing a little cleavage and my backless with shackles making a sound. I applied the same colord lipstick with the transparent gloss so that my lips could look plum and fine but before walking out of the room I had to take the full dubbatta to cover my cleavage and let my wavy honey brown locks to cascade down hiding my backless dress. He was coming back after two weeks and those two weeks were unbearable for me. I thought I could live without him easily without his nagging. The moment I discharged and came back to the Durani Mansion in Islamabad the first two days went by meeting everyone and the third day he had to go because of his urgent work. He couldn’t take me because of my bed rest and Mrs. Johara assured him that I would be taken care of
AYRA’S POV: Betrayal feels like blood is oozing out of every pore in your body pricking like a needle at every inch and never leave you with a relief but a trauma. I was more concerned about as I cried when I asked him if Sabrina was part of his plan or not.“Of course not. She just got in my way. It’s easy to make girl feel like they are loved.” He tied my hands and looked least bothered and at that time I prayed that she should have known about this even though she didn’t stop him but the feeling of betrayal will kill her. “She loves you.” I cried and he sighed giving me a look with hatred and anger.“I got my love killed and they threw the dead body only for me to find out.” He sneered. I never thought Akeel bhai would be the one as never did he. That’s why he only allowed Akeel bhai to enter the mansion and no one else.“Betrayal hurts more.” I murmured and he heard.“Cut this bulls**t. You betrayed us too remember.” With that he went out of the door. Shabana was the on
ZAROON’S POV: It’s been two days, two f**king days and I hadn’t find her. I hadn’t seen her for two days and I was in despair that I wanted to put everything on fire and ruin the existence of everything in this world. But that shouldn’t be happening. I would just make them feel how pain hurts when it courses through every fiber of your body and seep into your bones to never come out and let them have a feeling of relief. “It’s Akeel obviously.” Farzan came in with a frown as he was with me all the time along with Muzamil and Daim since she had been disappeared. She got disappeared in my own area where I rule and where people fear me and still I couldn’t find her yet.I intake a sharp breath as I couldn’t feel pain at the feeling of this betrayal but still there was a part of me that wanted someone else to be behind him other than him. It will not hurt me to kill him if he had laid a tiny finger on her. “Where is she?” I asked as I glanced at his sleep deprived eyes. They all ca
AYRA’S POV: When it’s a new beginning you start feeling the warmth in your heart for knowing what you are going to do and how you are going to do that in a best way. But right now I was having the feeling of warmth everywhere along with my heart. I groggily opened my eyes to find myself in an embrace of a giant bear who happened to be my husband. His arms were tangled around my waist and his legs were intertwined with mine. I was glad I was wore his shirt after taking a shower at fajer time along with the trousers he gave me. It seemed like he wanted me to just stay in his embrace all the time even though when his arms aren’t wrapped around me. I prayed fajer and he just waited for me on the bed. We didn’t talk but smiled when I cam back and soon drifted to sleep as I wanted to close my eyes as soon as possible or otherwise my shy mind would have melted away by the possessive look in his eyes making me feel naked under his gaze.I turned towards him a little as he groaned slightly
AYRA’S POV: “Let’s behave normal according to my definition.” He said and threw me over the bed to hover over me with his fingers still playing with me. I moaned his name as he inserted his finger inside me with his pitch black eyes absorbing every feature of my face as if he wanted to savour that. “You know what my normal self is?” He asked raising an eyebrow with his smirk adoring his perfectly sculptured face and lust and love dripping from his eyes. I nod my head barely because all I could think of his touch down there.“Is to think you are all mine and I would imprint that on your mind today and…” He inserted another finger as I moaned while digging my nails in his shoulder marking crescents on his skin. “…you will know…” Her inserted the third finger and I shattered while arching my back. “…that you are f**king mine.” He groaned as his words reverberated through my body making a ball of heat to erupt in my chest and travel down at towards my core asking me for a release.
AYRA’S POV: He groaned into my mouth when I gasped. He wasn’t letting any part of my mouth to remain untouched with his tongue. He sucked again and my eyes rolled back as I moaned into his mouth. He started stroking, nibbling and sucking unless I was out of breath as I pushed him a little to let him feel not a bulge. I opened my eyes to find his close as if he was savoring the moment just like my tears that were flowing down as if they had been tired of waiting to shed and now they were just flowing at their own will. His arms were wrapped around my waist and neck as if he wanted me to absorb into him or otherwise I would just fly away. I moaned again in his mouth this time in protest as I was out of oxygen and white dots started appearing in my vision. When I thought I would faint he finally let me go to rest his forehead against mine. Both us were panting hard with our chests heaving up and down as I glanced at his lips. They were swollen and the culprit could be looked inside
AYRA’S POV: I glanced at the man cooing his goats as of it was his child. That was cute as some people used to take care of their pets like that but this man was famous a murderer. Seeing him like that didn’t settle well with me.I approached him as he uses to be one of the friends of my uncle and they both were alike i.e cruel. “Salam.” I greeted to gain his attention as I approached him by getting pass the puddles of shit as there were cows too. It was some kind of a small farmhouse. He glanced at me with his narrowed eyes as his eyes travelled from top to bottom in a disgusting way that if Zaroon was here he would have hung his body somewhere. I was glad he wasn’t as I wanted to do all of this alone. “What do you want?” He asked and I told him that I was his friend’s niece and how he was murdered.“…do you know his enemies?” I asked as deep down I prayed for him to not take name of Duranis as every sword was pointing towards Durani.“Mirzas has only one enemy and that is D
ZAROON’S POV: I was about to catch her. My fingers almost grazed the soft fabric of her dress while she was running away from me with face sparkling with soft grins and laugh as it seemed like she loved teasing me. She really did. I thought I would close the distance between us but then a loud banging sound made me open my eyes. The Bluetooth device was still in my ears. I glanced around to find me exactly where I slept last night, in the car parked in front of the Mirza Villa.If she thought I would leave her alone then she was wrong. I wouldn’t be able to sit for one second thinking she was alone in there. I didn’t know why it was like this. It might be the burden I feel for the sins my father did. I could sympathize with her but I couldn’t do that like I did for Abroo. I didn’t feel anything in her case as I had the urge to save her and overcome the burden but I didn’t think the case was same with Ayra. It could be because of the fact that she was my wife. My thoughts were roa