His voice rasped and vibrated through my every fiber deep in the skin. The forest green eyes were getting darker with rage every passing second. He was looking like a gentle breeze even in that fuming anger but the breeze was immensely cold that could seep into your bones and shatter them in an instant.“Let me go…Please.” I was shivering badly when his hands got tightly wrapped around my waist as I was straddling his lap with my chest flushing against his. For the sake of decency, I placed my palm against his hard-rock chest even in tat flushed situation of mine but that was a mistake. He growled as if trying to control his anger.Removing my hands from his chest with a jerk he threw at the backside of the car. I didn’t even realize that our car was standing in the middle of nowhere. It was night and no other car could be seen.I was trembling when he cursed under his breath and got out of the car. With every passing second my fear was rising turning into anxiety. I thought I would d
Redness creeped up to my neck and reached my cheeks making me beetroot as I lowered my gaze. My heartbeat quickened in a different way when I heard his deep groan…no…it was more like a chuckle.He heard that.My eyes watered at the embarrassment as the tears were different from the previous ones. It’s true that tears have types too although the contents are all the same.He let go off me as he grabbed my wrist and took me out of the car. I thought I would fall down after not bearing the weight by my knees. They were numb although he hadn’t done much but the way he sucked my tongue snatched the life out of my body and made my knees jell-like. It was a just a kiss and a new fear erupted in the pit of my stomach with a tingling sensation when I thought of him doing something more to me. That would be devastating for me because even thinking about that made my spine shudder.He dragged me towards my seat and opened the door for me followed by his caress at my lower back to make me sit on
“He cooks!”“It’s so cute.”“It’s hot.”“He indeed is a multi-tasker.”I regretted the moment when I opened my mouth and detailed every feature of him, I came across with two nights before. They came last night after their small trip to the farmhouse. They showed me the pictures while I showed them how my tongue worked.“He is so arrogant. He just wanted to prove that he could win every challenge.” I made a sour face as I told them that I won the challenge by not giving him anything and they still were swooning over the part that he cooked for me.“But still…” Areej rolled her eyes. “He cooked. That’s what I need. If he had ever cooked for me, I would have married him the very next second.” She added the last part with enthusiasm.You wouldn’t if you ever come across that dark side of him.I just thought about that as he was scary and they all knew about that. But they were scared of his rage and anger and I feared more about the darkness that his eyes consumed. As if the forest was d
“Fine. Make me believe it and I won’t marry her.”“But it’s not like that…” I didn’t know what to do. It should be either crying upon my stupidity to think about he would understand or on him who was dumb enough to not understand me or not trying to understand me.“You can’t make people believe it. It’s in the fate. Sometimes it leaves you heartbroken while sometimes it blesses you with peace.” I mumbled as I looked into his forest green eyes. He had stopped touching my nose but still I could feel his hot breath warming my lips.“It’s my job to fall in love or not. You just have to make me believe that.” He rasped in his husky tone while smirking…a tired smirk.“How can I make you believe that?” I simply asked as he should at least give me a hint.“It’s your job to do but for a straw for you to grab you should stay close to me all the time.” He added as if he had given me a second life.“I can’t stay close to you all the time.” My heart skipped a beat as I tried to understand the unde
“No, then I’ll make you, my wife.” He said as he was completely shirtless now but the thing that made my heartbeat skyrocketed was his words.Wife? Then I would be related to him.“I don’t want to be your wife.” I muttered as I resisted the urge to roll my eyes at him also I felt some kind of giddiness inside my chest.“Then let me make someone else my wife.” He disappeared inside the restroom as I screamed at his back.“You can make anyone your wife who is willing and Areej isn’t.” I said as without waiting for his reply I adjusted my dress and ran towards the door to enter my room which just across the hall so close to him.I closed the door behind me with a relieved expression while stress was till compressing my brain strings.I couldn’t say that he was completely bipolar because he had the reason. To get angry with me sometimes and all this sometimes belonged to Jameel. I was now angry at him too if it was true that he laid hands on Beela. Beela must be head over heels for him or
“Are you running a marathon?”Suzi asked as I entered the kitchen with heavy breathing accelerated heartbeat while almost running into her.“Nothing I just came to help you.” I mumbled with a confused smile on my face as she gave me a quizzically raised eyebrow. Her eyes scanned me with top to bottom with a tilted head as I bit my lips.“Barefoot and directly from the bed.” Her gaze turned more suspicious as I looked down at myself. I ran from there as soon as I found the chance that forget me wearing shoes and my veil was also somewhere lying on his bed at that time. My face was flushed and my heartbeat still uneven thinking of what if he had caught me.“I was thirsty.” I didn’t lie as my throat was parched after the way he sucked me whole. He was shameless. He should stop when he received the call but not even after that he said he wasn’t done yet with me. When did I agree that I would make him believe in love? And that too by staying close to him. It was more like a suicide.“Must
It’s been a whole day since I had been keeping myself busy with all house chores although Suzi barely let me touched me anything but still, I helped.My mind kept roaming around him as how he left without saying anything and most importantly how fed me food like it was his only job. Feeding an adult was an absurd and cheesy thing. These words would have come in my mind if I had even seen Beela and Jameel feeding each other but when he did this to me it felt completely different. I didn’t even want to stop him at that moment but I knew that was wrong.Shaking my head, I diverted my attention back towards my work as I was collecting all the grapes in one air tight bowl so anyone could eat them whenever they want. Suzi was cleaning the aisle as it was almost night and she was eager to go to her servant quarters and take a good night sleep.She really took great care of her skin as water and sleep was her most important tools for that. She didn’t want wrinkles to invade her face and that’
Once Beela came home with blood-stained headlights of her car. Aunt and me almost got a panic attack when we see that blood on her car parked in the garage. As it turned out that she accidentally rolled a puppy beneath her tiers.The very next question I asked was. Where is that kitten now?“I don’t know somewhere on the road, I guess. People must have moved it aside by now.” These were her words as she was least concerned about the life that got beneath her car and she came home causally after crushing it. When she got home, she was panicked and frustrated too but that didn’t count as an excuse as that wasn’t enough. What she did was a horrible mistake but she never realized it.Life had given me multiple lessons but that day I got the new one that humans had no limited of being heartless. Same thing I learned today again in a different way when I opened that box.I screamed as my heart broke into pieces when I saw a small kitten bleeding profusely from everywhere. He was barely brea
BONUS CHAPTERI bit my lip as I glanced myself in the mirror for the tenth time. I was wearing an off white colord long dress with a deep D-shaped neckline showing a little bit of cleavage but it was enough for him. I was giving him a hard time since he had discharged from hospital. He was dying for me as I could see that in his eyes but I couldn’t let him do that because of the stiches he had.Now the stiches had been removed as he was recovering speedily since he had started going to work just after he got discharged. I just couldn’t hold him in the mansion for rest not for more than a week as everyone surprised by that as it was the longest time since he had stood away from work.“Oh My God! Look who is trying to seduce here.” I was startled as Areej entered the room as she could only do that when Farzan wasn’t here. She was also married as I glanced at her from top to bottom when I mused.“I am not the only one who is trying to seduce.” I said as I raised my eyebrow in mischief lo
EPILOGUEAYSHAM’S POV:There weren’t any regrets in my life as I never had to take any decisions. I never took decisions out of spite or in anger. It was the first time I took one in order to punish him and now I was regretting to my core that even my soul was bleeding. I didn’t know for how much time I was waiting outside in the cold corridor of the hospital because he came in front of me while the gun was hot. Everything happened so suddenly that mind couldn’t comprehend what had happened in just mere seconds that led my Farzan to go in that state.I had cried already like a well that now my eyes were painfully sore with redness in them as I could sense that the way the nurses and doctors passed by gazing at my state. I didn’t care less at that time.In these hours I had gone through every emotion hatred, rage, helplessness and love. I was overwhelmed by these as really for the first time wanted to kill that Bilal Hashmi but he was already dead. Yes, he was dead and he did that to h
AYSHAM’s POV:It felt like everything had ended at that time and the doom was about to come when I was trying to open my eyes despite the throbbing pain in my head. I managed to open my eyes like a slit to come forward with the darkness around me as only the small light coming from the small square shaped window at the corner of the room was coming inside to show me my shimmering dress. I was still in the bridal attire as I didn’t have the energy to change and then leave the place where I received pain and joy both in those recent months.“You are awake?” My breath hitched as I found the source of the voice very near to me. Squinting my eyes at the corner of the room I felt like someone was sitting and it was true when the tall figure rose to his full height and walked towards me revealing a face that I never saw in my entire life.“W-who are y-you?” I asked as I couldn’t even back forwards because I was already against the wall.“I am your husband’s karma. Bilal Chaudry.” He said as
AUTHOR’S POV:She entered the room shutting the door with a loud thud as her hands were moving fast in order to find something specific that could ruin and save her life at the same time.“Where the f**k I put that?” She threw the blanket away in frustration as in few seconds the ruin became destructed by her frustration as she knew she would clean it again but right now she wasn’t looking at her senses. As if she had to know what happened next? Whether they wanted her more or not? Her work was like that She had to remain alarmed all the time as there were so many eyes and ears around her that could wash away all the efforts, she had been doing for so many years. She was about to crouch down and look for the thing under the bed as she knew she left it here hurriedly knowing no one would come in the room as it was just used by her, when she heard the sound of footsteps so close to her. Her eyes became widened as her heart stopped beating as more steps entered the room which turned her
AYSHAM’S POV:It was a storm. It was raining heavily in broad daylight giving the expression of evening in the noon. It wasn’t like a rain you call lovely as it was the one which brings destruction. Shaking my head at my own thoughts I thought about the positive thing and that was my wedding which was happening in a normal and more realistic way.Taking in a shaky breath I went to stand in front of the mirror the final touch of my make-up was done and the make-up artists went away packing their stuff turning me into someone who was mesmerized by seeing herself in the mirror. Yes, I was really looking like a bride. Tears started filling in my eyes as no matter how much a girl negates her wedding deep down, she has a desired to be in a wedding dress. I never wanted a fancy wedding as I just wanted a good spouse but seeing myself right now in the mirror, I was feeling blessed to be here after all the pain I went through. I knew that life is never the same. There would be pain and joy side
FARZAN’S POV:“It’s confirmed then.” My deep voice echoed in the conference room as we were right now in our headquarters where we all do our dirty work. My men were listening to me intently as they were as worked up on the wake of these new rivals of us as I was. This time the other side was taking things to the personal level and even in that time I didn’t have to yell at my men because they were ahead in doing anything. Just like I didn’t want any harm to them they also wanted the same thing for me as that’s the best conclusion of earning someone’s honesty. Nowadays it doesn’t love which is need for success it’s just honesty and the degree of loyalty your men show to you and I was blessed with a high degree.“Yes sir. There is a traitor among us.” Imran said as they all agreed to him because many of our things were leaked already that made the enemy so close to us.“What’s the next step?” One of men asked as they were eager to know the plan which made me smirk. I really liked the c
AYSHAM’S POV: I was glad since the party was boring and also regrated the moment when I talked about Precious because after seeing off Mr. Alam we were heading towards the car. His fingers were intertwined with mine as his jaw was clenched showing how endurance he was showing at that time. He was actually going to imprint him in my mind just like the way he said as I suddenly remembered last night’s Farzan. He was gentle and a beast at the same time as I still feel how deeply he went. He was walking slow as compared to his normal gait just because I could match his steps but still, I had to run in a way because of his long legs as compared to mine. Soon we reached the car as he opened the car door for me making me look at him with eyes adored with make-up. “A-are we going home?” I asked as craned up my neck to look at him. “Yes, because my patience level is draining and I don’t want you to moan in front of anyone. Only I have the right to do so.” He said with his gritted teeth. “
AYSHAM’S POV:I was awestruck when I glanced at the dress. It was a silver gown embroidered with beads. There was emerald green jewelry with the gown as the sparkling stones were going perfectly with the dress along with the heels which were green in color.“Mr. Shah picked everything for you.” One of the maids informed me when I was in my room sending pictures to Suzi and Areej and earning their comments from them which weren’t decent as they all included Farzan in that.The Gala was tonight as after our breakfast he had to leave after a phone call but he didn’t forget to make out with me again against the door. It was evident he was forcing himself to go but still I had to push him into the lift so that he couldn’t eb late and people could say the behind the destruction of a man there is a woman.“You look exquisite in that.P.S If we were alone, you would have also looked exquisite in nothing.”The moment I opened the box there was a chit placed at the top of the dress with a red r
AYSHAM’S POV:The thing that made me squirm in my sleep was the warmth in which I kept sinking myself as I was about to drift to sleep again when I felt the bed beneath me vibrating. I groggily opened my eyes as I looked down to find a bare chest as I starred at it absentmindedly but soon realized who it could be when without looking up, I turned into beetroot. I was snuggling into his hard rock chest as the grey sheets were covering both of us.“Are you awake butterfly?” His deep masculine voice reverberated as I glanced up at him to look down at me with his eyes wide awake. It seemed like he was awake for long.“When did you wake up?” I asked as I had my palm rested on his chest while the other one was raising my half body upwards in order to let me look at him.“When you were cuddling with me like a teddy bear.” He smiled as his eyes darkened when he looked down at me making me glance at the same direction as his as blush crept up my cheeks when I abruptly covered my naked self wit