I am driven for a long time that I could no longer feel my buttocks. It feels like I am breathing through my asshole; it hasn't stopped throbbing since my encounter.
Sitting here isn't helping my condition but I had to do as was harshly instructed by a different voice from the one in the room which filled my eardrum all day. He warned me against trying to untie the blindfold since he set my hands free. He shouldn't bother sending his warnings, I am too exhausted to fight anyway. I could smell the presence of more than two people here. I do not care how many they are anymore but to get dropped alive. This voice has made it worst for me than the one who enjoyed the scene back in my confinement and I couldn't stop imagining what an ugly face owns such a coarse voice. He had roughly shaken me off my slumber after I was helplessly drained by that stranger and ordered me to wear my school uniform which he flung to my face. Still in a blindfold, I dressed up, got dragged, and seated in here, certainly the same black van that took me off the road this morning. It is a good thing my hands weren't tied anymore for my wrists are burning under my sleeves. I gently placed my palms under my buttocks, maybe, just maybe they can help smoothen my aching ass. The van halted and just in a flash, I was pulled out of it to the ground and had my backpack thrown to me. I removed the blindfold when I managed to stand firmly, it took unending seconds before my eyes could adjust to the sunlight. I looked around to note where I am; I do not know or, I am yet to for my brain is blurry. I quickly searched for a place to sit but I groaned in pain as I try to walk, I opt out and leaned against the wall behind to give myself minutes to recollect. I took my backpack off the ground and unzipped it in search of my phone. Strangely, nothing was stolen, I have my phone and my wallet intact. Granny's food resting in the lunch container too. Staring at it woke all the worms in my belly as they began to rumble rapidly. I overlooked the food, I don't think it is still hygienic for consumption. Thanks to my day, it will go to waste. Unlocking my phone which was placed on a flight mode, it is 4: 26P.M. I should have been home a couple of hours ago. I do not want to think of the level of worries they're having back home. Great I stick the habit of leaving my phone on that mode the moment I leave the mansion for school, otherwise, my phone could be swelling with missed calls. If only the school didn't alert the family of my absence, I will be sure that Granny won't have a swollen eye at this moment. But they must have, I have never ditched school, I hate absence. As a first, it will be a great deal on the school and my family, I hope they haven't alerted the cops at least. Reactivating my phone, I clicked on the G****e map and discovered my current location. It is a few blocks away from where I was abducted. He had dropped me off in this deserted zone to avoid the interest of pedestrians. Since my standing here, I haven't seen a single being. I can't risk a walk, so I ordered a cab from the spot to the house. With all the endurance I could muster, I subdued the pains behind me and try to walk as normally as possible into the house. Of course! Granny's eyes are unrecognizable, Rose, my younger was sitting lifelessly beside Mum who is looking not so good, was definitely called out from work to be here at this hour. Dad had his back to me with his cell phone on his ear. I can feel the tension in this place all because of me. I can't deny the fact that no matter how much I try to look unimportant to the public, I am very much important here. I may not have an exciting relationship with them, but I know they value me, and I, to them. "Christ! Greg!" I looked up the stairs and at James who was standing akimbo looking as hot as ever. I wonder if he has even shed a tear for me or just looked that hot all day. "Gregory!" Mum advanced and stopped in front of me placing a hand on her neck and the other, squeezing her satin pants. She could have hugged me, and I saw how badly she wanted to, but I am not as vulnerable as James who throws hugs at every member of the family like it isn't a big thing. I could accept her hugs seeing how badly she looks but I just stood and stared blankly at her, making moves isn't my style. "Heavens, Greg! Where the hell have you been?" James who is at reach hugged me. "Hmmm." I sniffed trying to hold some air from James' tight embrace. "You look worn out, dude. What happened?" James observed as he pushed me back to weigh my appearance. Oh, James! "Thank you, Inspector Tay, he is home. I am sorry for the rouse. Yes, I will call you up if it is such, thank you." Dad said to the person at the other end of the phone. I am not surprised the cops have been alerted. Being a billionaire's son is what you get. It looks minor because it is me who doesn't appreciate noise and crowds. Picturing how the media and cops would have been parading here if James or Rose was tag missing for a couple of hours gives me spins. "Gregory!" Mum's voice came out in a whisper. She has not for once called me anything but my full name and she has no idea how touchy it is. "Mum, I am alright. I..." I managed to start after moments of measuring my first sentence. "You don't look so to me." "Jameson, allow him..." Ok, Mum calls us by our full names, it isn't a special thing that she calls me that way too. But then, I love that she does "Come, sit dear. Where have you been? You got us all worried. What happened? Are you alright?" Came a million questions. I walked to a couch and goodness! Oh no!, My ass is on fire. Can anybody hear me? All I want is a hot shower and a good lay down on my bed yet, I allowed Mum to lead me to sit. I have no intention of telling them what happened. What will I say? That I was raped? I must be kidding. If I am being truthful here, I don't feel like I was raped, stupid. Maybe I should just press charges on the other guy for watching me being raped, I mean, having sex. I must be insane to feel this way. Apart from the fire on my buttocks, I don't feel bad. It doesn't hurt my heart to be a rape victim, why tell them I was raped then? "We got a call from the school. You weren't there today, where were you son?"..... Dad impatiently asked since I am unready to say a word. There is no way I could avoid questions at this time. Everyone expects me to say something. "I was at a photography complex, there was a training there today. I got to know on my way to the bus stop, so I decided." Bravo Greg! The best liar of the year. How on earth did I fabricate this? Wow! No wonder people tell lies, this is so real and easy. Too bad. I am sorry but I feel great to deceive them all. I haven't planned on this lie, it just pops out... and thank you Mr lying Demon. "Ohmm!" Rose hummed after I dropped my bombshell. It is an old story to my family that I love photography. It is my favorite hobby and with that, they see reasons for my missing. "You could have called home Gregory, you got us all worried." "I am sorry Mum, my phone battery died." "I am glad you weren't unsafe. Excuse me, I need to call the school, they're waiting for some news." Dad said and I nodded. This is the first circled meeting I am having with every member of my family. Being the center of attention isn't going down well with me, I do not know if I should excuse myself to my room or sit still and keep acting like the lost and found son. "Oh! My boy, you look tired. Must have been a long training." Granny who has her shoulder held by James spoke for the first time other than damping her swollen eyes. "It was, Granny. I am famished too. I didn't have the time to eat lunch." This is the first truth of my evening. I haven't tasted anything since I left home, thanks to the glass of milk Granny forced me to empty. I am starving. "Oh! My poor boy! I will fix you something at once." "I too, Mrs. Grater. " Granny hushed at James who faked a frown. She made her way into the kitchen still damping her eyes. "Go on dear, you should freshen up." "Thanks, Mum." Gripping my backpack as a soothe to my pains, I walked up the stairs to my room.A knock on my door got me to a sitting position which I have dreaded doing after my bath. I nearly shrink to death in the tub, my bottom hurts like hell and I was only able to manage a minor bath. I know I need a proper bath, I will see to it by tomorrow, when it won't hurt so bad. With Granny's meal, I got most of my sanity back. She made pastuiia and half-heated vegetable salad for me and that took the day's ordeal away. Not all true. I doubt if I could ever forget it and as I do not want to think about it anymore, I lay quietly on my bed praying to be taken by sleep. The knock on my door interrupted the plan and I turned to gape at it in wonder. No one has ever entered my room, except James who would never knock. This visitor is formal, it must be Granny. Neither Mum nor Dad had bothered to take an interest in accessing my room. They quite understood my want for absolutely no intrusion, and hearing a knock, I knew it can only be Granny and I can't keep her out tonight. In a
In my mask, I joined James on the long road trip which he can't deny planning before now for I do not understand where he has been driving us for the past three hours. "Keep on with that look, and I will drive further," James shouted while laughing out loud. He is enjoying himself. He raked his fingers through his wind-tossed hair daring me to react. "Didn't you say you are taking me to the hospital?" I shouted so he could hear me too amidst the loud music leaping from his cassette. "Clinic!" "They are the same!" "Snap it off Greg and enjoy this...feel the fresh air of the universe...wooh!" He looks happy and gosh! My brother is handsome. With his hair flying beautifully in the air, I see why every lady is dying to have him. That sunshade is doing wonders on his face for right now, he looks so graceful. I refused to wear it when he offered for my eyes needed a handful of freedom after yesterday's blindfold. "We are almost there ok" "I am tired of hearing that." "Hahaha...Hey
I moved out of bed at exactly 5:05 AM. I can't stop my eyes from opening at this hour. I only can stop my legs from stepping out of the house earlier. I have promised on James' fingers not to leave the house so early anymore. Not like he will be awake to see me keep to it but I know it is to my advantage. I took a slow shower and headed out to prepare for school. It was a tough weekend. My behind testified to it. James didn't abandon me, he ensured I applied the cream from the doctor to my butt all weekend and saw I take my drugs. I am ready for Monday, but not in a rush. I spent quality time getting ready. At 6:30 Am, I decided I had delayed enough and went downstairs to meet Granny who must have been thinking at this moment that I had sneaked out. "Oh! Child, I am beginning to think I miss you again" she cried happily at my appearance. In her hands were my breakfast and lunch. "You wouldn't let me even if I want." Smiling at her, I stretched my hands to take the glass of milk
I didn't wait a second at the bus stop before my school bus arrived and I hopped in. The driver had a big grin on his face that was forced to stare intently at him. "Hello," he greeted cheerfully. The attitude is all new and I wonder why he is acting informal. The mood was suspicious and it immediately occurred to me that is my birthday. School drivers behave more dearly to students on their special day and I found it pretentious and repulsive. Oh, god! I hope Mum hasn't done anything; hope she hasn't let everyone know of the birthday. She has kept my stories a secret from the school since I started with them. She should not disappoint me today, I pray. Mum may have hidden my identity from the students, but she was unable to do so before the principal, Mrs. Crown. Mrs. Crown knows everything about me. I still find it remarkable how she turned a blind eye on me; no special treatment or any sort of seeking privileges. She has also been doing a great job at keeping my identity o
Mrs. Grater travels to her hometown every year for her late husband's memorial. Her only child lives in Japan with her Japanese husband. She'd return yearly for her father's memorial but not this year. Granny looked sad when she told me during our little chat in the kitchen about her daughter's inability to attend the memorial. She began her preparation at the surface of July. She would be leaving by month end or at the rise of August, her choice. She doesn't need permission like other employees to leave duty. Everyone in the family has given the month of August to her privacy and today, the 25th of July, she set to leave. As always, she would cook a whole food of August and preserve it in the refrigerator for us. Mum has told her how unnecessary it is to go through all that trouble. We have other housekeepers to do that when she is away. She threw Mum's words in the bin again and made food for the family herself. She'd say other housekeepers can cook for themselves and other empl
The drive was smooth and quiet. This is one thing about road trips James won't understand. The driver had the music soft-tuned and the air, conditioned to the right body need. James will never do that. He will ensure the music is tuned to max, with his windows all scrolled down. Well, James would have provided us with snacks and more, but Granny is too decent to eat in Mr. Waldeen's dear car. The road is familiar. It looks like the route James has taken during our visit to that clinic months ago. It is. I am sure. Though at a point, the driver went off the tarred road unto a lonely path. He drove carefully into the noiseless town for a long time. "It is unlike the city, my dear. It is oddly calm here." Granny must have seen my curious look out of the window. If I wasn't seated beside Granny, I would fear for my safety. "I noticed." I responded to Granny's explanation with my eyes fixed on the road. The city isn't noisy though, it just doesn't have trees and shrubs settling on both
I could ignore any call at this moment, but not when it is my brother. I placed a pillow behind me, above my waist, to give me a comfortable posture to engage with James, I know it will be a long one."So, how is your little vacation going?"James sounded cheerful as always. He looks like he just left the bathroom. His hair drips of water and the last thing James would do is to mop the droppings off his floor."Noiseless.""Tell me about it. It feels the same here.""I miss you too."I am not the noisy one. James saying home is noiseless, I understand. And now that I said the words, I think I miss him. It must have been a surprise for him when I spoke of this 'little vacation' earlier today. He didn't even get to know ahead of others. Although he handled it better than Rose, his facial expressions nearly exposed him."James, I am not far away. You could drive down here if you want," I continued when he didn't say anything."Naaaaah, I will pass."He stopped damping his curly hair with
NICHOLAS:I spent hours with Elena, moping at her pale face. I no longer wonder when she'd wake up, predicting isn't making any good. I only live every day in appreciation she hasn't given up yet.Elena survived the accident that took out parents in an instant. It is still unexplainable how Elena is alive, partially breathing I could say. The samaritans that brought into the clinic that night had confirmed her dead too. Thanks to Dr. Ray who announced he felt a pulse after minutes of pronouncing her dead, he kept Elena from ending up in the morgue with my parents.I can sit hours beside her. Dr. Ray had once asked me to read her a book, this will stimulate her unconsciousness. I do not see how that is true. I dearly love Elena and can do anything to bring her out of the coma, but reading her a book is off my strategy; I rather stay speechlessly beside her. filled with overbearing emotions when seated in her ward. I'd believe she hears my wordless readings.I knew I won't be back to s
Nicholas spent the entire night pleasing Greg and trying not to say anything that had Rahul in it. Greg refused to stop talking about it anyway. He complained about how Nicholas couldn’t stop looking at and admiring Rahul. “You should have hugged and kissed him since you missed him so much,” he nagged. “Babe, I can’t kiss and hug your brother’s boyfriend.” “What if he wasn’t my brother’s boyfriend?” “Then he wouldn’t have appeared to make my fiance so jealous.” “I am not jealous. I am angry!” “Why?” Greg rolled his eyes and thought of the reason he was angry, and when he couldn’t confirm any, he shook funnily, went into the bathroom, and banged the door. "My love..." Nicholas knocked at the door. "Let me join you, okay?" "Go away, and prepare the couch! You will sleep there tonight!" "Sweedy..." "Two nights!" Nicholas couldn’t raise the topic of their tomorrow's supposed wedding. Instead, he waited for weeks until Greg came to terms that Rahul would only be his
GREG: “Attention, ladies and gentlemen,” Nicholas’ voice erupted through the speakers and everyone unleashed their attention to him. “Thank you." “What is he doing?” I asked Frederick. “I hope it is not what I am thinking.” “My name is Nicholas,” he echoed. “Ehh, I am not a public talker; stage fright is real, so please, reduce the attentiveness.” Everyone laughed at his silly humor. “It is happening,” Frederick blurted out. “Yeah, and it is going to be fun.” “Greg…" “Just listen.” Damn it! Frederick is disturbing. “First, I want to thank Mrs. Crown, Mrs. Freyet, Mr. Sam. Ms. Cecilia, Janie, and everyone for coming out today to celebrate the graduates. And congratulations to you all in that deserving gown; you did it!” The graduates cheered and clapped, including me. “Are you seriously clapping?” Frederick asked. “I am a graduate, Freddie.” I twisted to face him. “Okay, what is it?” “We should stop him.” “Why? he is doing fine.” “Wendy said something
GREG: Time flies. A two-week stay-in vacation came and ended in a day. I rolled on every day wishing it would last a lifetime, yet, it didn’t. Each day with Nicholas is an unforgettable experience, and it hurts to see it over. It is alright, I will ask him to marry me. I am graduating soon and will propose then; waiting a few more days to own him forever won’t hurt too much. Nicholas is everything but the one to ask me to marry him. I have insisted on not moving in with him until we are married in the guise of knotting and pushing up his actions, but nothing has happened. He thinks it doesn’t matter. I spend nearly every day with him; what difference does it make? But I want it official. I am dying to upgrade from the boyfriend title, and it is clear the manifestation is my call. I make huge proposals in our relationship anyway; I asked him to be my boyfriend, and since he is waiting I ask him to marry me as well; I will. And I will do it before everyone. Meanwhile, I need t
(FOUR YEARS LATER) NICHOLAS: “You ditched me.” Greg cried. “Is that even possible?” I missed his calls in an early queue for coffee. Getting back to the car, and seeing the notification, I decided to call him after dealing with the morning rush, but here I am, facing a trial of loving him less. “How do you explain missing my calls and still breathing fine?” “I didn’t survive. You are talking to my ghost.” “No jokes.” “Sweedy…” “You do care only about your clinic.” “Tell me to close down this fuvking clinic and I will. Just a word and it is over.” He chuckled at the other end of the phone. “No more fuvking word, Babe.” “I am fuvking trying.” “Fuvking try harder.” I laugh out loud, having a few nurses turn to me in admiration. I am a dentist, a successful one, in my magnificent clinic. I owe this achievement to the Waldeens and Lansey, who have in the past years, become a bosom friend. Despite returning to his country, we kept the communication nourished. My clinic didn’
GREG: Preparation for Granny's late husband’s memorial went on. Since I didn't intend to embark on the trip, Mr. Ben would drive her to the countryside and return to the city. “He should stay all through, Dad.” I pleaded. I couldn’t have her alone in her home. With Nicholas in the city, attending his therapy, and Elena living with the doctors, Granny will have her enormous yard lonely and deserted. “Ben will be needed.” The last trip kept Mr. Ben in the countryside, and whereby I decided to use this holiday for a personal plot, Dad saw no reason Mr. Ben should stay back. “It is a remote area, Dad. Please, she shouldn’t be alone.” “Jerome would be helpful.” “But…” “Assign more help to her.” “Thank you.” I let it be. I comprehend Dad’s choices. Mr. Ben remains his most trusted and cherished driver; sharing him was for me. Dad also knows Mr. Ben has been more than a driver, and for such development, he’d prefer he patrol within my reach rather than away. Jerome dro
NICHOLAS: My joy was evident. It had me doing extraordinary things. I wrote beyond the class lessons and every read textbook and marked my final paper as the best. Last night created that effect; having accessed Greg’s hole more than I hoped for was a grand experience — He was nothing like my past encounters. In addition to the news about Elena, my spirit elevated and circulated the air. Wendy and Park caught up on it and offered to join my visit to her. Greg climbed behind me, with Park and Frederick riding in Wendy’s car, we went to the hospital at the end of the examination. Everyone abandoned the students’ celebration to partake in my life. They chose to participate only in tomorrow’s graduation ceremony for the call to see Elena. We arrived at the hospital, eyes on us. Neatly uniformed D’caprias representatives alongside Greg Waldeen, is a topic and rouse. We got into the exclusive elevator together, against everyone’s curiosity, and ascended to the twelfth floor of the hospi
GREG: “Right now?!” “Hmmm." “We can stay here.” “Do you not want me in your room?” How do I explain his photos on my wall and every corner of my room? “I…” “We can stay here,” he said sadly. “Can I use the bathroom? Your father made me sweaty.” He tried to joke and appear cool, but I saw his disappointment. “I have a towel in my room. Would you like to use it?” “Yes, please.” That is it! Nothing beyond existence can happen. Finding out my obsession will only give me a moment of embarrassment. I turned to Nicholas and tried to warn him again. “Come on, Greg, open the door already.” “You must promise not to laugh or make a mock of me.” “What do you have in there? Nude postcards?” I opened the door to him and as Nicholas saw himself all over my life, he stood speechless. I knew it! He would see me as creepy and obsessive. He walked into the room, looking at the pictures with wide eyes and a mix of admiration. “Say something.” He ogled at me and went
NICHOLAS: My face bleached at the curt reflection of sunlight, and I put out an arm for a shade, yawned, and rose from the pillow. “Arise and Shrink!” Park came loud and disturbing. He lifted the curtains to my face. I didn’t see but could hear in his voice all he had done. “Damn it…” I groaned and held my head from collapsing as I tried to open my eyes but felt them heavy. “Do you need some water?” Park isn’t asking out of care. He is threatening. He is ready to assist my waking with a bowl of water, and if I do not kick out this dizziness, I will have myself drenched and dripping. “Are you alright?” Wendy resonated deeper and consoling yet I was unimpressed. His voice lifted my drowsiness; I opened my eyes to him, leaning against the wall with arms and legs crossed, doubling my incertitude. “What is happening?” I stretched for better sight. “What is this ambush all about?” “Do you feel better?” “Why? Is something wrong with me?” I remember nothing except getti
GREG: Nothing is more satisfying than having Nicholas with me. He has proven his repentance, and if I were to choose, I see no reason for any discussion. All I want is to get back with him. Bringing him to school is secondary; I am not ashamed to voice it. “Where are we going?” I asked as we left the elevator to the building's car park. I know where we should go. We should be in his apartment, making up for the days apart rather than doing a bulky head of talk. “Anywhere.” He said. “Are you sure I can choose?” We indeed needed to talk. But that doesn’t mean we can’t after what I had in mind. If only he agrees I decide, I will lead us to a perfect location. “Greg, please.” Too bad, Nicholas is having it grim and strict. “Okay, serious head, we can drive to D’caprias if all you want to be is focused and determined.” “Shit!” He exclaimed and turned to me in horror. “Stop the car!” “What?!” “Pull over.” “What now?” I pulled to a pathway and Nicholas loosened his seat belt. “W