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CHAPTER 52- UNHEALTHY OBSESSION
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2024-10-29 19:42:56It is often said that emotions shouldn't be bottled up, but rather allowed to get out and flow freely. Sometimes, it is better to let the tears out, so that you can feel less burdened.
Rachael no doubt played along with those words as she cried out, settling under a tree. She felt tired of letting all things be built in. It was tiring to her. She let the tears flow freely as well as the memories of her father's words.
His words were like a knife that pierced her heart. It was unbearable, mostly because she hoped for some beautiful outcome only to get disappointed by the reality of life.
She imagined her father would simply apologize and long to spend more time with her, but it was the opposite. Her so-called dad only saw her as something of value to his massive material wealth.
He just
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