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Her pain, His pain

Author: Humeyra
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

The heart is an organ that works on its own. No matter what the mind thinks, the heart always rules. Though a small organ, it’s capable of destroying a kingdom.

      ~Humeyra

THIRD PERSON'S POV

Hamdan was contemplating on whether to go in and see his Hur al ain when he heard a whimper of pain coming from the room. Subhanallah, could I be hearing wrong? He thought. However, his thought was cut short when he heard a blood curdling scream coming from the room. He barged into the room without thinking twice and ripped the Niqab off Humeyra’s face. 

HAMDAN'S POV

I was pacing around undecided on whether to go in and see Humeyra or not when I heard a groan and whimper of pain from the room. I thought it was only my imagination when I heard the most bone chilling scream from Humeyra’s room. I forgot all reason and burger into the room to see what was wrong.

I ripped off Humeyra’s Niqab (Face masks worn by Muslim women) immediately thinking she was suffocating under her veil. Her eyes were closed but tears were running freely down her cheeks. I didn’t know what happened but I felt her pain from her scream that she passed out afterwards. My heart stopped beating for a while as I stared at her.

Even unconscious, she looks like she was in a lot of pain. Since we were still on the jet, I had no option but to help reduce her fever. I took a piece of cloth and deepen it in water .I started washing off her make up before I used the cloth to cool her temperature. 

I couldn’t take my gaze off of Her Maa sha Allah (a word said when you see something goo).she looks so gorgeous lying on that bed. Her lips were beckoning to me in silence and her serene state aroused me like no woman has done ever before. For crying out loud she was unconscious but I couldn't stop lusting after her.Astaghfirullah.uuggggh.what is she doing to Me.?

The jet landed after half an hour and my heart was in a state of panic since Humeyra was still unconscious. The minute we alighted the plane, I contacted my doctor to meet me at my private treatment room in my mansion.Humeira was getting paler by the minute and I was panicking every second of it. Her eyes were still crying even when closed.

When we got home, I carried Meyra to the medical room which I had prepared expecting such situation even before I found her but I didn’t think it would come this soon. I carefully placed her on the bed. A few minutes later, Dr Amir came in

Asalamu aleikum warahmatullahi wabarakatu Doc.What could be wrong with her? She seems to be in a lot of pain.

Wa aleikum salaam warahmatullahi wabarakatu. Do you have her medical history file?

No, but I can get it.Give me a few minutes.

Alright.Then I can conduct some basic tests on her as you get me the file.

Hamdan came back with Humeyra’s file and after handing it over to the doctor, he didn’t like the doctor’s expression.

What is wrong doctor? 

“The patient recently had a kidney transplant which her body is not accustomed to fully yet. Hence the chloroform used on her has resulted into worsening her already weak kidney. She must be in a lot of pain at the moment which made her get into a coma. She might get a stroke if the condition is not stabilized. Please prepare a room for me to stay in so that I can monitor her progress. I just administered dialysis treatment on her and she needs a lot of rest. Her waking up entirely depends on her will to live. Also look for someone you trust to take care of her and get her into more comfortable clothes.

All you can do for her is make lots of dua for Allah to ease her burden and pain. She seems to have been traumatized by something in her past. We should take good care of her."

Hamdan was shocked by what the doctor said. He caused her pain again. A pain that almost cost her life. How idiotic can he be? Humeyra has suffered a lot because of him. And now, the doctor doesn't even know if she will make it out alive. He couldn't hold his tears. He have been shading a lot of tears since he let her go but this was more painful for he caused her pain again. Both mental and physical pain. I had to call yalina to come and take care of my ghalbi. She was the only one I could trust with my life at this point. I had to pray for my love for if she dies, I don't think I can survive. 

Doctor Amir’s report

There are several treatments for kidney failure. The type of treatment you need will depend on the reason for your kidney failure.

Dialysis

Dialysis filters and purifies the blood using a machine. The machine performs the function of the kidneys. Depending on the type of dialysis, you may be connected to a large machine or a portable catheter bag.

You may need to follow a low-potassium, low-salt diet along with dialysis.

Dialysis doesn’t cure kidney failure, but it can extend your life if you go to regularly scheduled treatments.

Kidney transplant

Another treatment option is a kidney transplant. A transplanted kidney can work normally, and dialysis is no longer needed.

There’s usually a long wait to receive a donor kidney that’s compatible with your body. If you have a living donor the process may go more quickly.

You must take immunosuppressive drugs after the surgery to prevent your body from rejecting the new kidney. These drugs have their own side effects, some of which are serious.

Transplant surgery might not be the right treatment option for everyone. It’s also possible for the surgery to be unsuccessful.

Talk with your doctor about whether you’re a good candidate for a kidney transplant.

There’s no specific diet for people with kidney failure. The guidelines for what you eat will often depend on the stage of kidney disease you have and your individual health. Some recommendations might include:

Limit sodium and potassium. Keep track of how much you’re taking in of these two nutrients. Aim to eat fewer than 2,000 milligrams per day of both.

Limit phosphorus. Like sodium and potassium, it’s good to keep a cap on the amount of phosphorus you eat in a day. Try to stay below 1,000 milligrams.

Follow protein guidelines. In early and moderate kidney disease, you might want to cut back on protein consumption. In end-stage kidney failure, however, you may eat more protein, depending on your doctor’s recommendations.

Beyond these general guidelines, you may also be told to avoid certain foods if you have kidney disease.

The color of your urine is a small window into your body’s health. It doesn’t tell you much about the state of your kidney function until damage to the kidneys has progressed.

Still, changes to urine color may alert you of some issues.

Clear or pale yellow. This color indicates you’re well hydrated. This is the ideal color in most cases.

Dark yellow or amber. You may be dehydrated. Try drinking more water and cutting down on dark sodas, tea, or coffee.

Orange. This could be a sign of dehydration, or it might be a sign of bile in your bloodstream. Kidney disease doesn’t typically cause this.

Pink or red. Urine with a pink tint or bit of red could have blood in it. It could also be caused by certain foods, like beets or strawberries. A quick urine test can tell the difference.

Foamy. Urine with excess bubbles is a sign that it likely has a lot of protein in it. Protein in urine is a sign of kidney disease.

Urine color can raise flags for potential problems.

Learn about the common color causes and what’s most likely to affect the shade of your pee.

Diabetes is the most common cause of kidney failure. Uncontrolled high blood sugar can damage kidneys. The damage can become worse over time.

Diabetic nephropathy, or kidney damage caused by type 1 or type 2 diabetes, can’t be reversed. Managing blood sugar and blood pressure can help reduce damage. Taking medicines prescribed by your doctor is important, too.

If you have diabetes, your doctor will likely perform regular screenings to monitor for kidney failure.

Your risk for diabetic nephropathy increases the longer you live with the condition. Find out what other factors may increase your risk for this type of kidney disease.

It’s not possible to know exactly how long a person with kidney failure will live. Every person with kidney failure is different.

In general, a person on dialysis can expect to live for an average of 5 to 10 years as long as they follow their treatment.

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