CHAPTER 014
The air in my room was suffocating—the kind of weight that clung to your chest and wouldn’t let go. It was dark; the only light from my laptop, and the only sound was he faint hum of the laptop fan. Megan’s email was open, and her message was brief and to the point. She never asked questions, never had. That’s why I trusted her.
My finger hesitated momentarily, and I clicked the first link. A news article popped up, its bold headline sending a chill through me: “The Missing Whistleblower and Pharma Giant.”
I scanned the text, and my heart sank. Robert Gaines. I didn’t know his name, but I knew his story. At one point, Gaines was a former employee of Flint Pharmaceuticals who had filed complaints about unethical business practices. He vanished just weeks later. No trace. No leads. The article said the case had gone cold, but his family had desperately pleaded for answers. Rowan’s name was barely mentioned, just a shadow at the story's edge, and the company denied involvement. But it was there. That was enough to make my stomach turn.
I took a shaky breath and clicked on the following file Megan had sent. It was another headline from around the time my father’s company was sold: “Flint Pharmaceuticals Buys Rival Amid Controversy.”
The pieces didn’t fit. How could Rowan have been negotiating deals and pretending to swoop in and save my father’s failing business? The dates didn’t align. It was like he had been planning this for years before I came into the picture.
I rubbed my temples and leaned back in my chair. My father always said that selling the company was his only option. He’d insisted it was the safest way to keep us safe. What if it wasn’t desperation? If Rowan had forced his hand, what then?
The phone buzzed, dragging me out of another spiraling thought. Megan’s name flashed on the screen.
"Did you see the files?" Before I could say hello, she asked.
I whispered, 'I did.' "Megan, what does this mean? The acquisitions, the missing man... Isn't it all connected?"
Her tone was cautious; she paused. “I’m sorry, Sarah, it’s not just a bad business deal.” It’s messy, Rowan’s company. He’s tied to things that don’t make the news, and that’s for a reason. If he finds out you’re digging into this—"
I cut her off. "I need to know, Megan. I can’t stop now."
She sighed. "Just be careful. "Call me if you need anything—anything."
I murmured 'thanks' and hung up.
The room felt colder now. The silence was heavier, and the light from the laptop screen seemed harsher. I froze and clicked on another file. The screen was filled with a scanned document, the text formal and unassuming. But the signatures at the bottom were unmistakable: my father’s and Rowan’s.
My heart pounded as I zoomed in and read the date. My father didn’t tell me the company was in trouble until months later. He pushed me into marriage with Rowan months before. It hit me like a punch to the gut. Rowan hadn’t saved my father’s business; he’d bought it outright.
Anger bubbled to the surface, and my chest tightened. Why didn’t my father tell me? If Rowan already had all the power, why sell me into a loveless marriage?
I couldn't look at the glowing screen any longer, so I shut the laptop. I was a mess of betrayal and confusion. Who had I married? Yes, the Rowan I thought I knew was cold. Manipulative. But this was something else. This was calculated. Cruel.
I heard a faint creak outside my window, and my breath caught. I froze, straining to listen. Again, the sound came, deliberate and slow. Standing, every nerve in my body was on edge; my heart was racing.
The floorboards beneath me groaned softly as I inched toward the window. The curtains were drawn, but there was a shadow moving just outside. My stomach dropped. Someone was there.
I grabbed my phone and dialed Megan’s number with trembling hands. She picked it up after it rang twice.
"Sarah? What’s wrong?" She asked, her voice groggy.
I whispered, barely steady, 'There’s someone outside.'
"Are you sure?"
I glanced at the window again, hissing, 'Yes.' The shadow moved, becoming more prominent. "They're standing right outside."
Megan’s voice sharpened. You have to get out of there. "Where can you go?"
She couldn’t see me, but I nodded. I whispered, 'I’ll figure it out.' "I’ll call you back."
I hung up, clutching the phone tighter. I looked at the desk, and the first thing I could use as a weapon was a heavy book. I grabbed it and crept towards the window, holding it tightly. My chest thundered with each beat of my heart, louder than the last.
It slowly became clearer; through the fog of the cool night air that fogged the window, the figure outside was unmistakable. Their posture was eerily calm; they stood perfectly still. I uncovered the curtain enough to poke out, and my breath hitched.
The figure didn’t move. Didn’t flinch. They seemed to know I was watching.
I stepped a few feet back, adrenaline coursing through me, and I grasped the book against my chest like a lifeline. What did they want? Did Rowan know I was investigating? Or was this something worse?
The figure suddenly turned, walked away, and disappeared into the darkness before I could decide what to do. I stood there, frozen, my mind running through questions I didn’t have answers to.
My knees buckled, and I sat on the edge of the bed. Its secrets were still uncovered, and the laptop sat on the desk. I looked at it, Rowan’s name mocking me. What game was he playing? How much longer could I dig before I found something I couldn’t handle?
Outside, the shadow had faded, but its dread, no. I felt truly alone for the first time. Whatever Rowan was tied to, to whatever darkness, it was bigger than I'd supposed. And now it was closing in.
CHAPTER 015The hallway outside of Jervis’s apartment smelled like old carpet and cleaning solution, the kind that barely covered up the years of wear and tear. My hand trembled slightly as I raised my fist to knock on the door, and I hesitated. Everything felt heavier tonight—my breath, my heartbeat, even the air seemed to press against my chest.The door swung open before I could make contact, and there he was. Jervis. His blonde hair was a tousled mess, as he’d just been running his fingers through it before turning his fists and anger over something in frustration. His glasses were crooked on his nose, but his eyes softened when they landed on me. His familiar presence loosened the knot in my stomach for a moment.He stepped aside to let me in, saying, "Sarah." "I was wondering when you'd come."I walked past him, but I couldn’t find the words. His apartment was warm compared to the icy knot of tension coiled inside my chest. He went through the door leading into his dorm—all of w
CHAPTER 001The only thing you could hear was the espresso machine humming to itself and the slight scrape of a chair against the wooden floor. The streets of New York were blanketed in a pristine layer of white snow that fell steadily outside. I leaned slightly against the window, pretending to clean a stubborn smudge that didn’t actually exist, and my breath fogged the glass.People my age walked down the street out there, their laughter muted by the thick panes of glass. Outside they stopped in a group, bundled into scarves and coats and carrying armsful of paper bags from the bakery next door. Another girl pressed a muffin to her face; her eyes widened, announcing the muffin to her friend in a way that may or may not have been a joke. Their voices filled with warmth and joy; they laughed.I didn’t know I was staring until one of them looked up and made eye contact. I embarrassed myself quickly, turning away and concentrating hard on the counter that I was wiping down. Regret gnawe
CHAPTER 002As soon as I stepped in the air inside the house felt different. It smelled warm, like roasted chicken and herbs, but the smell made me want to taint. Maybe it was just the weight of the air or the way Mom and Lilith sat silently across from me at the dining table, their faces blank, unreadable. At the head of the table, Dad looked stiff, as if he were guarding something most important. Mom didn’t look up. “You’re late.” Her voice was as sharp as a knife cutting through the space where only quiet should have been. I set my bag down near the door, mumbled, “I came as fast as I could.” She frowned and moved a plate closer to Dad. “Dinner’s cold now.” I walked to the table and sat down in the empty chair farthest from everyone else. My hands were clenched so tightly in my lap that they hurt. No one spoke. It was just the clinking of silver ware on plates, and it made my skin crawl. Dad finally broke the silence, clearing his throat loudly. His voice was calm but fir
CHAPTER 003After I spoke, the room went dead silent. I didn’t look away, all eyes were on me. My words fell like a stone in a pond; ripples out, and settled in an awkward, heavy quiet. My chest pounded and I kept my face calm, I stood my ground. The first to break the silence was Lilith. She laughed a sharp, mocking laugh that I couldn’t stand. She smirked, “Run away?” “And where would you go, Sarah?” “Do you think you’re brave enough for that?” I forced my voice to stay steady and said evenly, “I don’t think.” “I know. And I mean it.” Lilith snorted, crossing her arms as if she didn’t believe me. On the other hand, Mom looked furious. Her lips pressed into a thin line, her face had gone red, and she glared at me. She shook her voice, “You’ve lost your mind.” “This is not a game, Sarah. You don’t just get to make demands,” he said. I met her gaze and said, “I’m not making demands.” I’m asking for basic respect. You want me to get married? Fine. I won’t do it on your terms a
CHAPTER 004The reception peaked with soft chatter and clinking glasses in the room. My friends were all around me, their smiles were bright, but thin, like they were trying too hard. They congratulated one by one.One said, her voice warm, yet strained, 'you look beautiful.'Another added, “Congratulations.” Starting new… a new life… it must be exciting… for you… right.I smiled, but it wavered. “Thanks,” I said. I could hear the pity in their words. I didn’t feel like they meant to hurt me, but I felt it all the same. This wasn’t a romantic beginning to them. This was an arranged marriage, not a marriage of love, a deal made by my family. I didn’t let it bother me, though. Not today. Not on my wedding day. Because I loved Rowan. And that love was enough. I held my hands to the delicate lace of my wedding dress, the soft fabric being cool under my fingers. It hugged my body just right, and it fit perfectly, and for the first time in my life I felt beautiful. It had been a m
CHAPTER 005THREE YEARS LATERThe grocery store was busy, the chatter hummed and the carts clinked. Trying to ignore the noise around me, I moved through the aisles looking at my list. This was the last task on my long list for the day, and dinner needed to be made. I heard someone say my name and reached for a carton of milk. “Sarah?” The voice pulled me out of my thoughts, and I froze. Turning, I saw him. Jervis Stone. My heart skipped a beat. I hadn’t seen him in years, but he was the same—tall, confident, with the same easy smile I remembered from high school. I blinked in surprise, saying, “Jervis.” “I didn’t expect to see you here,” he said. He stepped closer, and said “Likewise.” “How long has it been?” I brushed a strand of hair out of my face and said, “Too long.” He said, with a warm tone, “You haven’t changed much.” I smiled, genuinely, and replied, “Neither have you.” He leaned casually against the cart, then asked, “What brings you back to town?” 'I mo
CHAPTER 006My body was trembling with silent sobs, and I stood outside the door. Through the crack, Lilith’s voice came, sharp and mocking, each moan a cruel reminder of all I’d never been to Rowan. Each sound cut deeper, stabbing a knife into my chest.Tears streamed down my face, my lips quivered. I thought of all the nights I had spent with Rowan, the pain, the biting of my lips to keep from crying out. He had never looked at me the way he looked at her. It had never been gentle, because he had never cared enough to make it so. It was always cold, mechanical, something he never asked for. Until now, I thought that was all there was.I slid down the wall until I was sitting on the cold floor, pressing my back against it. The sounds from the room didn’t stop, and I felt a strange mix of shame and rage. I tried to block them out but my hands clenched into fists and they were relentless. Lilith’s laughter was echoey and taunting in my ears.Was I really so naive? If I had really thoug
CHAPTER 007: Sarah Confronts Rowan’s Cruel ControlI sat at the vanity, staring at my reflection; the house was suffocatingly quiet. The dress Rowan had chosen to wear fit against my body just so, and my makeup was perfect; I looked flawless, the shimmering eyeshadow catching when the room light dimmed, and it was time for me to bid him goodnight. I was the perfect wife, just as he wanted me to be. No amount of beauty could mask the emptiness in my eyes.“Are you ready yet?” Rowan’s voice cut through the silence, looking like a blade. Arriving in the doorway, he stood there, perfectly suited. His eyes passed over me in a cool, detached perusal, as if he were looking at a doll.I nodded, standing slowly, and swallowed hard. “Yes, I’m ready.”He said, his tone without warmth. “Don’t embarrass me tonight, okay?”His words hit like a whip, but I kept my face neutral. It was pointless to react. Defiance would only bring more cruelty. I walked out to the car, the click of my heels on the po
CHAPTER 015The hallway outside of Jervis’s apartment smelled like old carpet and cleaning solution, the kind that barely covered up the years of wear and tear. My hand trembled slightly as I raised my fist to knock on the door, and I hesitated. Everything felt heavier tonight—my breath, my heartbeat, even the air seemed to press against my chest.The door swung open before I could make contact, and there he was. Jervis. His blonde hair was a tousled mess, as he’d just been running his fingers through it before turning his fists and anger over something in frustration. His glasses were crooked on his nose, but his eyes softened when they landed on me. His familiar presence loosened the knot in my stomach for a moment.He stepped aside to let me in, saying, "Sarah." "I was wondering when you'd come."I walked past him, but I couldn’t find the words. His apartment was warm compared to the icy knot of tension coiled inside my chest. He went through the door leading into his dorm—all of w
CHAPTER 014The air in my room was suffocating—the kind of weight that clung to your chest and wouldn’t let go. It was dark; the only light from my laptop, and the only sound was he faint hum of the laptop fan. Megan’s email was open, and her message was brief and to the point. She never asked questions, never had. That’s why I trusted her.My finger hesitated momentarily, and I clicked the first link. A news article popped up, its bold headline sending a chill through me: “The Missing Whistleblower and Pharma Giant.”I scanned the text, and my heart sank. Robert Gaines. I didn’t know his name, but I knew his story. At one point, Gaines was a former employee of Flint Pharmaceuticals who had filed complaints about unethical business practices. He vanished just weeks later. No trace. No leads. The article said the case had gone cold, but his family had desperately pleaded for answers. Rowan’s name was barely mentioned, just a shadow at the story's edge, and the company denied involvemen
CHAPTER 013I stepped inside the house, which was muted but not the peaceful calm. It was heavy, as if the walls were closing in on me. I walked towards the living room, my heart pounding. Sprawled like a queen on her throne was Lilith on the couch. She had her legs crossed, a phone in one hand and a glass of red wine in the other. When she heard me, she looked up, and that infuriating smirk spread across her face.She snorted, her voice rasping with mockery and filling up with surprise. “Back so soon?” “I thought you’d finally grown a spine and left for good.”I stopped in the doorway, gripping the frame so hard my knuckles went white. “We need to talk.”Her smirk never wavered as she tilted her head. “Oh? ‘What could we possibly have to talk about?’”Moving into the room, each movement was deliberate, accomplished with a weight and a heaviness, as if I were preparing to fight. The simple words I wanted to hear came tumbling out of me. “I want to know the truth, Lilith.”A sharp, cru
CHAPTER 013I stepped inside the house, which was muted but not the peaceful calm. It was heavy, as if the walls were closing in on me. I walked towards the living room, my heart pounding. Sprawled like a queen on her throne was Lilith on the couch. She had her legs crossed, a phone in one hand and a glass of red wine in the other. When she heard me, she looked up, and that infuriating smirk spread across her face.She snorted, her voice rasping with mockery and filling up with surprise. “Back so soon?” “I thought you’d finally grown a spine and left for good.”I stopped in the doorway, gripping the frame so hard my knuckles went white. “We need to talk.”Her smirk never wavered as she tilted her head. “Oh? ‘What could we possibly have to talk about?’”Moving into the room, each movement was deliberate, accomplished with a weight and a heaviness, as if I were preparing to fight. The simple words I wanted to hear came tumbling out of me. “I want to know the truth, Lilith.”A sharp, cru
CHAPTER 012The elegance of the setting was akin to a battlefield in disguise. The soft glow of the chandelier illuminated the crystal glasses, while the silverware stood off to the side, untouched, and tension simmered between us. Across from me, Lilith sat with a weaponized smirk of cruelty. The light illuminated her blonde hair, casting a shimmering halo around the devilish light in her eyes.He sat at the head of the table, his face distant as Rowan took a sip from his glass. Despite the torment, he remained silent and unfazed. The oppressive atmosphere had destroyed my appetite so that every bite of food felt like swallowing stones.Lilith’s voice rang out syrupy sweet.”Sarah.” That sent a shiver down my spine. Tonight you’ve been so quiet. You’re not even here, almost.”I tightened my grip on the fork until the metal dug into my palm. “I have nothing to say.”Her gentle laughter resonated like a hammer on a chalkboard. “Well, you should. It must be exhausting to act like the per
CHAPTER 011The light was dim, and the dim light cast long shadows on the walls. I gripped the edge of the desk with my trembling hands. Rowan’s footsteps echoed down the hall, every one of them slowly tightening the knot in my stomach. I didn’t have much time. The polished surface held the photo I had found, its torn edges taunting me with answers I'd never get. Who was she, and why did Rowan keep her from me?His voice, near silence, sliced through. “Sarah.”I froze. I turned to face him; the air grew heavier, suffocating. In the doorway he stood, his tall figure blocking the faint light falling from the hallway. His eyes were glacial, sharp enough to cut. They homed in on the desk where the photo and papers were. “What are you doing in here?” His voice was calm—too calm. That made it worse. It was a moment of tranquility before the impending chaos.I forced the words out, my throat tight, ‘I was looking for answers.’ "These are the answers I found, and they don't align with what y
CHAPTER 010: Sarah Discovers Rowan’s Sinister Connection The house was unnaturally quiet—the quiet that pressed on my chest and made my breathing hard. My fingers curled into the fabric of my skirt, my mind racing, and I sat on the edge of the bed. Lilith’s words for days had haunted me. ‘You have no idea what he’s done for you.’ Her smugness in her tone and the curl of her lips into that infuriating smirk was like a needle in my brain.I couldn’t shake it. I couldn’t ignore it anymore. I glanced at the hallway, where Rowan’s study stood, like a forbidden gate. Maybe the answers I needed were hidden with the secrets he wouldn’t tell me. I stood, legs shaky but resolved. I couldn’t spend a moment longer living this life filled with lies and half-truths. I pushed the door to his study open, and it creaked softly. It was heavy inside air thickened with the smell of leather and wood. In the centre sat Rowan’s desk, a monument to his authority. It was perfectly organized, and everything
Chapter 009: Jervis Offers Sarah an Unexpected Escape. In the peaceful sanctuary of the park, the chaos of my life was absent. The crisp air nipped at my skin as the bare branches of the trees stretched toward a gray sky, and tall shadows twisted darkly like veins along that frozen pond. The sound resembled the innocent laughter of children from the playground, and it seemed almost unrent.I curled my fingers into my coat and pulled it tighter around me. The chill wasn’t enough to keep me out. Lilith's taunts and Rowan's suffocating control swirled in my mind, each memory digging more profound than the last, tearing me apart. The only reprieve I had was being here, away from the house. Still, even here, my mind was heavy, weighing me down.A small part of me had hoped he would find me. I couldn’t help it; it was stupid and pathetic, but I couldn’t help it. I couldn’t help but recall the warmth of Jervis’s smile and how he looked at me like I meant something. No one had looked at me li
Chapter 008: Lilith’s Dangerous Game and a Shocking Revelation!Dinner had been unbearable. Rowan had barely spoken to me, his eyes darting between his phone and Lilith’s too loud laughter from the other side of the table. I stood at the sink, scrubbing plates that weren’t even mine, as my mind turned over with frustration. The maid installed a water tank on the flat roof and positioned a ladder inside the house to access the water. She then pumped it into a bucket, which she dragged into the house every morning and night for me to wash with, if I remembered to ask for it.I turned off the faucet and stacked the last plate on the drying rack, but I didn’t go upstairs. Voices. The voices in Rowan's study were low and sharp. I froze, straining to listen. It was Rowan and Lilith.Lilith hissed, slowly through the thick wooden door, ‘You’re losing your grip.’ “She’s starting to notice things,” he said.Rowan’s voice was tense. “She doesn’t know anything.” “It wouldn’t matter even if she di