|•| DESIRÉE' DOYLE |•|Half the class had engaged themselves in something else that wasn't listening to the professor by the projector. It was as though he was ranting non-stop. A few minutes ago, before I got immersed in what I was doing, I had overheard two students flirting behind me and it was so cringe.It made my skin crawl with disgust.The murmurings that lingered in the air, coupled with the aggressive taps of fingers against the keyboard were very distracting and I found the sound upsetting because it kept invading my thoughts, diverting my attention elsewhere.I propped my jaw on my elbow, navigating my cursor on the news site I was currently in. As I scrolled past each paragraph, I could feel my heart being ripped to shreds, clenching in pain at the sight of the dead girl, whose picture had gone viral.Her cause of death was said to be an animal attack and it had me peering at the picture since because I was torn between believing the fact that it was truly an animal atta
|•| ANDRÉ BAUDELAIRE |•|The smell of books was one of my favourite things in the world—old ones, specifically—they oozed off the most unrefined and effortlessly appealing smell. A mix of ancient leather, woods and a hint of ink and dust, alongside a speck of vanilla.In one word. Heaven.The only thing akin to noise in the library I was, was the constant flipping of the classical novel in my hands. I wasn't reading. I was too absent-minded to do that. I just sat in the chair, drowning in the scent that nulled my senses and was slowly luring me to sleep.It was my safe haven, but right now, it didn't feel like that. It felt like a distraction and I hated it. I hated the fact that I had to shove the very thing I didn't want to think about at the back of my mind. And despite that thought being so far away, I could still feel it flickering, threatening to resurface.I have always loved being alone with my thoughts. That solitude, that momentary peace, was something I looked forward to.B
|•| DESIRÉE DOYLE |•|The clicking of my pen got louder as I chewed on my lips, staring at the papers that were strewn on my legs, given as I was seated in a monk style in the front seat of Iris'car.There were tons of them on my lap but my attention was slashed. Heck, I was barely paying attention to what I was struggling to piece together and it had me wondering if I didn't make a colossal mistake wearing a Grey sweater.My mind was torn between the colour of my sweater, alongside the thoughts that came with it and the papers before me. The incessant clicking of my pen was to keep me in the loop but even the sound was beginning to sound so distant.All I could make out on the papers were a pair of intense Grey eyes that flashed in my mind, now and then. It was so vivid. It felt like he was staring back at him and every single thought of him kept resurfacing.I was so baffled about his sudden disappearance at the Café and if I didn't know any better, I would say I was losing my mind.
|•| ANDRÉ BAUDELAIRE |•|Her voice. Soft, sensuous and melodic, triumphed over the occasional clatters of utensils, the unceasing chattering that belonged to the customers trooping in and out of the Cafe and the whooshing of cars that sped past the bustling road."Don't worry, Charlotte. I have got it." She dismissed her friend."But—""I swear, I'll handle it.""Fine," Her friend resigned.Each word was laced with a soothing amount of softness that struck me like a form of hypnosis where I stood across the street, debating on whether to head for the Café or turn around and head back home. It was like a strong compulsion, the more I resisted, the harder my restraint waned.Despite the distance between us, I could feel her aura so strongly. It oozed off her in waves. An enchanting allure of softness and innocence that called out to me like a beacon. The same way it did the first time I laid my eyes on her.It wasn't until she got to me that I realised that the smell of Jasmine that lin
|•| DESIRÉE DOYLE |•|"John Keats' Ode to a Nightingale is dominated by the perception of the conflicted nature of human life. . ." The voice of the female professor, who had her blonde hair tamed in an overly tight bun, thinned out.As my manicured fingers tapped against the surface of the desk impatiently, her face slowly blurred and the only thing I could see was the movement of her bright red lipstick and the gesticulations she made with her hands. I shifted in my seat for the umpteenth time, my eyes darting to and fro the theatre as a wave of paranoia engulfed me, consuming me from the inside out. The intense dread that washed over me had me throwing my head in different directions, now and then.And when my eyes singled her out in the room, I stopped breathing and my fingers grew shakier at the sight of the sadistic smirk that crawled up her lips. Cold sweat broke out on my skin and my stomach churned with nerves. The walls of the theatre felt like they were closing in on me, m
|•| DESIRÉE DOYLE |•|"Face it, Desirée Doyle, you'd be doing the world a fucking favour if you died because no one wants you. . ."Get out of my head."No one wants you!"That's not true. . .". . .Even the woman who gave birth to you couldn't stand you and she dumped your sorry ass!"The fiery liquid that hung in my eyes, which I was desperately trying to hold back felt like a heavy storm brewing in the clouds. I was trying to keep it together because I could feel heavy sobs and screams hanging in my throat like a bunch of explosives waiting to burst out from their confines.The air in my lungs was tightening up, making it so hard to breathe as each second ticked by. That pent-up frustration, that anger, it swirled in the pit of my stomach, hinting at the one thing I needed to do like an incessant fiery red light depicting danger.I needed to scream. To let it out.'Say the words, Desirée.' That voice in my head, one I hadn't heard in a long while, snickered at me, dripping with so
|•| DESIRÉE DOYLE |•|A light whimper exited my lips as I struggled to keep my eyes open. The wave of tiredness that crushed me made them flutter shut immediately. I brought my fingers to my face, brushing off the hair that might have fallen on my face over the night.Waking up plunged my body into a painful awareness. The throb in my ankle intensified, syncing with the banging headache that threatened to split my head into two. My eyes were hurting so much from crying really hard after Iris walked out on me last night.The day had barely even started and I was engulfed with so much sadness. It wasn't a day I looked forward to starting. I was so exhausted and every inch of my body hurt like a truck ran me over.The door flung open, and the deadly speed and renewed energy I used in swinging my head in the entrance made me doubt if I was ever tired in the first place. Her black messy curls sticking out in different directions was the first thing I made out as I sat up, followed by her s
|•| ANDRÉ BAUDELAIRE |•|"So, where are you from?" the dark-haired man asked me, wearing an arrogant smirk on his face. The bastard knew what he was doing. He had been riling me up with questions that were unnecessary, spinning around in his swivel chair, and twirling a pen I felt propelled to ram into his carotid artery and watch every ounce of life seep out of his eyes.He was that annoying. His attempts at irking me only amplified my headache and heightened my hunger. My throat felt a little scratchy and my fangs were beginning to poke the inner walls of my mouth. It made me so sensitive. So sensitive, that I was drowning in the rhythmic movement of his heartbeat, eyeing his neck with an unnerving hunger that almost had me flying off the handle.What was more unsettling and fuelled my need to bolt out of his office was how I didn't even have to try so hard before I could pick up on the numerous thuddings of heartbeats I could hear from a distance. It was incessant—like a shrill noi