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CHAPTER 3
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2020-08-21 21:30:08
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This is stage when you are devok much of your time looking for sources of knowledge, data or information to answer your research questions or to support your assumptions about your research topic," Mr.Morgan said while discussing about research and blah! blah! Blah!
By the way, Mr. Morgan his our research teacher which is I really hate his subject it's too boring and its sucks me like hell. Nasaan na ba kasi sila Ethan at Miguel bakit wala pa sila rito. I'm super bored wala man lang interesting na nangyari ngayong araw.
BlAAAGGGGG!
Napukaw ang atensiyon naming lahat sa pintuan ng iniluwa ang isang magandang babae , teka who's that girl? now kulang ata siya nakita sa school ah, is she a transferee?
"Ms. Lu your late," Mr. Morgan said. But the girl gave death glare to Mr. Morgan, at parang wala lang Ito sakanya, "Ms. Lu, I said why are you late? you know I hate late student," pissed off na sabi ni sir.
" I'm sorry sir, I'm late," bored nitong sabi while looking to sir Morgan eyes. Wait are they closed? Kasi the way they looked each other ay parang matagal na silang magkakilala. Well maybe, I'm wrong.
"Dahil late ka tamang tama ikaw ang sasagot sa mga tanong ko at dapat masagutan mo 'to at kung hindi, I will not allow you to enter my class!" ngisi nitong sambit. Patay kang bata ka! Ako nga kanina pa dito sa upuan ko eh wala nga ako masyado maintindihan sa mga pinagsasabi ni sir. Pero prente lang itong nakatayo at tila Hindi kinakabahan.
" What is your question sir?" ( in a sarcastic way) napaka cold naman ng babaeng to.
Confident much girl tingnan natin kung makasagot ka.
"Ok here's my question, What are the kinds of research?" tanong ni sir Morgan.
Tahimik lang ang babae na nakatingin kay Mr. Morgan, Yan kasi sasagot sagot kay sir di naman pala marunong.
" Okay sir thank you for your question, The kinds of research are:
1.Pure research
2.Applied research
3.Descriptive research
4.Correlational research
5.Explanatory research
6.exploratory research
7.Action research
"That's the kind of research sir," ngiti nitong sabi.
What the! nasagutan niya, ako nga hindi ko alam yun, this girl is amazing.
Napakaconfident niyang sumagot, I was amaze to this girl at super cool niya grabe! Lahat ata kami nakatingin lang sa kanya.
" Okay good! Next question, how about the definition of applied research?" Sir Morgan said while looking at Ms. Lu.
Kaming lahat na nasa classroom ay tahimik na nakatingin sa babaeng nakatayo!, She's Ms.Lu right? Ano kaya name niya. Shock's why I am interested with this girl, I don't even know her now kulang nga siya nakita dito eh. Sabagay absent kasi ako kahapon kaya siguro hindi ko siya nakita.
"Applied research sir , it is a kind of research that is useful as application to a real life problems." Cool niyang sabi.
Woww! As in wow wala pang nakakasagot ng ganon ky sir Morgan ,ang galing niyang sumagot ahhh! I think I like her. Sayang wala dito sila Ethan at Miguel mabuti nga't wala sila baka ma amazed din sila gaya ko sa babaeng 'to.
"Another question, give me two example of applied research," sir Morgan said.
Para kaming nanunuod ng question and answer portion sa isang contest.
" Well, some example of applied research is that. How should a student study? Or Market research about developing new market sir, do you have any question sir?" Lahat ng tanong ni sir nasagutan niya habang pangiti ngiti nakatingin kay sir.
" Last question, What is descriptive research?" sir Morgan said.
"Descriptive research sir, it is a research that aims to define or give a verbal portrayal or picture of a person, things, event, group or situation and that's all thank you," sagot nito.
Katahimikan.... ...
Nagpalakpakan lahat ng nasa classroom kaya nakipalakpak na din ako...
-CLAAP- CLAAP- CLAAP-
" WOOOHH! Galing mo Ms.Lu!"
"Lodi!"
"Ang astig mo po!"
"Pasikat!"
"Akin ka nalang po!"
Napatingin ako sa lalaking nagsabi ng "akin ka nalang," at sinamaan ko ng tingin, well that girl she's interesting ha!
"Okay very good, next time don't be late, you may now take your seat Ms.Lu," sir Morgan said.
Nag palinga linga siya at tila ba naghahanap ng vacant seat at napatingin siya sa gawi ko at ngumiti.
T-tekaa! Kilala ba ako nito? Well sino bang Hindi makakakilala sakin eh sa gwapo kung to ang dami kaya diyan mga babae na nagkakandarapa mapansin kulang. Lumapit siya at umupo sa tabi ko dahil ito nalang kasi ang vacant seat.
" Hi?"sambit ko sakanya ,
"Hello!" nakangisi nitong sabi
"I want to introduce my name, Ako nga pala so Carl Wang." Inilahad ko ang aking kamay para sana makipag shake hands pero tiningnan niya lang ito na para bang may nakakahawa akong sakit (attitude ka girl!), But I like it.
" I'm Micey Lu, " teka tama ba ang narinig ko? Siya si Micey yung babaeng nagugustuhan ni Ethan .
I guess Alam ko na kung bakit siya nagustuhan ni Ethan, well she's different and quite interesting, she's simple but pretty ibang iba nga siya sa ibang mga babae.. May attitude nga lang ...
"Finally I've meet you, ikaw pala si Micey!" By the way im Ethan's friend kinukwento ka nga niya sakin eh," sabi ko habang nakangiti na nakatingin sakanya.
"Ohh!!really!" Hindi makapaniwalang sabi nito.
"Yeah, by the way kamusta kayo ni Ethan ?I mean as a friend?" Really Carl tinanong mo talaga baka isipin nito napaka feeling close mo. I'm just curious kung kamusta na sila ni Ethan, wala namang masama diba kung magtanong ako.
"We're fine!" tipid nitong sabi.
" Nice! How about your lunch date with Ethan?", Really Carl? At kailan kapa naging chismoso ha!
"Lunch date? Hindi naman natuloy yun Hindi naman siya sumipot," t-teka Hindi siya sinipot? gagong Ethan yun ahhh, akala Ko ba nag bago na siya, but why? as far as I remember she like this girl.
" Huh I thought magkasama kayo kahapon?" Nagtataka kung tanong.
"Hindi eh," naka pout niyang sabi, she's really cute when she's pouting!
Bakit kaya hindi siya sinipot ni Ethan akala ko ba excited siya na pumayag si Micey na makipag lunch date silang dalawa, but why? What happened to Ethan? At saan naman nagsusuot ang kumag na yun ,kahapon ko pa siya Hindi nakikita ahhh...
"Pasensiya na sa hindi pagsipot ni Ethan sa lunch niyo baka busy lang siya." Pagpapaliwanag ko sakanya.
" Ok lang naiintindihan ko."
Magsasalita pa sana ako ng biglang nag ring ang bell.
~rinnnnnnggggggggg~
Tumayo na si Micey at kinuha ang kanyang mga gamit lumakad na ito palabas ng classroom.
"T-teka Micey." Sabay habol ko sakanya at ng maabutan ko siya ay bigla siyang tumigil sa paglalakad at tumingin saakin na para bang nagtatanong kung bakit ko siya sinusundan ! Teka bakit ko nga ba siya tinawag. THINK CARL! THINK! bakit Hindi gumagana ang utak ko pag kaharap ko ang babaeng 'to.
" S-sabay na tayo papuntang canteen. May kasabay kana bang kumain? kung wala sabay na tayo, if OK lang sayu?" Fuck shit ka Carl mapapatay ka ni Ethan! Well wala naman sigurong masama kung kakain lang kami ng sabay dibaaa?
"Yeah! sure, wala naman kasi akong kasama kumain," nakangiti niyang sagot.
Those smile it's seems very familiar but its impossible na mangyari yun ..hmmff never mind!
"You stay here Micey! ako nalang ang oorder ng food natin." Sabi ko sakanya pagkadating namin sa canteen. I offer her na ako nalang ang mag-oorder ng kakainin namin.
"okay carl!"
Pagkatapos ko umorder ay pumunta agad ako sa table namin.
"Here's your lunch." Binigay ko sa kanya ang binili Kong pagkain at umupo nasa tabi niya.
" Hey dude?" sambit ni Miguel sa kaibigan habang papalapit ito.
"Oh dude bakit now lang ata kita nakita?" Si Ethan asan magkasama ba kayo?" Tanong nito kay Miguel.
" Tinamad kasi ako pumasok kanina at hindi kami magkasama ni Ethan, Alam mo naman yung lalaking yun busy lagi sa mga chikabebb," Miguel said.
"Ok tatawag naman yun pag may kailangan. By the way baka makalimutan ko si Micey nga pala dude, Micey meet Miguel friend ko," pagpapakilala nito sa dalawa.
" Ikaw pala si Micey, its nice to meet you." Miguel said.
"It's nice to meet you too, Miguel." Ngumiti siya Kay Miguel and I really hate it ! What the hell are you saying Carl? kung ano mangyang naiisip mo just stop it okay! STOP IT! dahil hindi puwedi..
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I may fight with you,But our friendship will never die.I'll care for you until the end,Because you'll always be my best friend.It was Shie Ling, Jandy's Bestfriend. Actually tatlo silang matalik na magkakaibigan si Liam, Shie at Jandy. But it suddenly changed a lot ng mawala si Shie.Flashback:"Manong guard nakita niyo po ba si Shie yung lagi kung kasama po?" Jandy asked the guard." Hindi ko siya napansin iha," the guard said in a trembling voice."Ahhh ganun po ba manong? Sige po hahanapin ko nalang po siya sa loob baka kasi nandiyan pa siya, ang sabi niya kasi sakin sabay kami uuwi." Jandy said while searching for Shie.She was about to step inside the campus when the guard grabbed her arm and said, " nako iha magsasara nako ng gate at baka umuwi na yung kaibigan mo gabi na din kasi at madilim na." His hands were trembling and for some reason , he look so tense. &nbs
Huling Na-update : 2020-08-22HER DIARY(JANDY) CHAPTER 5
Once you fall in love there is no way to become a bestfriend again.Why? We fell in love with our bestfriend and at the end we might lost our friendship.Hindi ba pweding maiinlove kalang but your friendship well remain stay.Bakit kailangan pang mag bago ang pakikitungo nito eh, nainlove at nagmahal ka lang naman, may masama ba dun?"Tell me! Mali bang magkagusto sa isang kaibigan? Kung ganoon pinagsisihan ko na ito, ang magkagusto sa isang kaibigan."I love him so much all my life he is the only reason why I remain strong but I didn't know that he is the one who make my life living hell.How I wish na panaginip lang lahat ng 'to.But the reality slap me over and over again . I should stop this feeling para pag nagkita ulit kami ni Liam ay Hindi na ako yung babaeng mahina at para mapaghandaan ko rin ang pagkikita naming dalawa .I was about to go home when someone called my name."Hey andito kala
Huling Na-update : 2020-08-22HER DIARY(JANDY) CHAPTER 6
CHAPTER 6Carl invited Micey to go to beach since it's weekend. So they decided to go to some of the beach resort of Carl's family."Are you ready Micey?" Carl asked because he offered to picked Micey in her house."Yes I'm ready," she answered ."Nauna na pala sila Miguel dahil sinabi ko mauna na sila," he said while driving."Ahh, ganun ba, sinu-sino ba ang kasama natin?" Tanong nito." Si Miguel kasama niya girlfriend niya at pinsan niya," sagot nito.I can't believe na kasama ko 'tong taong to, kung hindi ko lang kailan maging mapalapit sa kanya, hindi ako sasama.Nang makarating na kami sa resort nila Carl at nagready na kami para makapagswimming na. I felt so relaxing pag nasa beach ako, fresh air."Hi Micey, I want you to meet my girlfriend Sofia and my cousin Patricia," pagpapakilala ni Miguel."Hello!" Miguel's girlfriend."Hi po, nice to meet you!" It's Pa
Huling Na-update : 2020-08-27HER DIARY(JANDY) CHAPTER 7
Hanggang saan kaya ang limitasyon niya pagdating sa pinsan niyang si Patricia? Hanggang kailan niya itatago ang maling ginagawa nila? Pumasok sa isip niya na, What if someone knows he's secret, What will happen? But he ignored it because no one can know he's secret and when that day come, if someone knows it, I'll make sure their life become miserable. I slowly fallin with my cousin I know it's wrong because were relatives by blood but i can't stop this feeling anymore and also I have Sofia but she's always busy with her study, she have no time for me, I can't blame myself if I'm fallin to someone. I have my needs na hindi naibibigay ni Sofia na kayang kaya naman ibigay ni Patricia. I love them both, ayokong may mawala ang isa sakanila kaya hanggat kaya ko itatago ko kung anuman ang meron samin ni Patricia. I don't wanna lost them. I won't let that happened.Mga alas otso na ng gabi napagpasyahan namin na umuwi na dahil may pasok pa kinabukasan. Haba
Huling Na-update : 2020-08-31HER DIARY(JANDY) CHAPTER 8
Miguel's POVSabi nila walang sekretong hindi nabubunyag. Kahit anong tago mo lalabas at lalabas ito. At kapag kumalat na ito, Ihanda mo na ang sarili mo sa mga dapat mangyari.When I open my locker i saw a red envelop. I'm a little bit curious on it, who put on this in my locker? maybe one of my admirer. But, because of curiousity I suddenly opened it. Habang binabasa ko ang laman ng sulat para akong binuhusan ng malamig na tubig. Nanginginig ang kamay ko pagkatapos ko mabasa ang laman ng sulat halos mabitawan ko na ang papel na hawak ko. It can't be! It can't be happening, I was frustrated sa nabasa ko. Sino naman ang nagpadala nito? Binasa ko ulit ang nakasulat.Miguel,Hi, Miguel it's been awhile since we meet. I know your happy right now at alam ko kung bakit. Gusto ko lang sana kamustahin kayo ng pinsan mo na si Patricia, Masaya ba? Masarap ba?haha, I've never thought na ganyan ka pala ka incest. Your such a jerk! I know your dirt
Huling Na-update : 2020-10-21HER DIARY(JANDY) CHAPTER 9
CHAPTER 9PATRICIA POVOn this earth we live in a rocky road path which called life.We have to take those good things we encountered either it's bad or good. Ignored the pain and smile widely, let's face those problems even it's worst no matter what it is. Don't forget to love what you got. And remembered those people who always their for you. May people changed but the memories will always remain stay. Things will go wrong. But just remember, the life must go on.When I meet kuya Miguel in person, There's a feeling I can't explain why, He was so handsome, a perfect face, nose, lips everything was perfect. He's very attractive the way he is. Kuya Miguel is also a famous in school not because his rich, he's a varsity in school a lot of girls had a crush on him and i'm one of those fangirls who head over heels to him. You can't blame me because it's just a crush and day passed I can't stop myself to fall for him, it's my little dirty sec
Huling Na-update : 2020-10-27HER DIARY(JANDY) CHAPTER 10
PATRICIA POVApparently, i meant nothing at all. I'm tired of all this things, seeking for his attention. I'm trying my best just to proved myself to him even though I'm just his second one.It's already 7:30 pm in the evening but he doesn't come home yet. Maybe he's on Sofia's house. Suddenly, I felt jealous. It's triggered me to know where he is now.I currently preparing a dinner date for the both of us, I arranged the table set to become more presentable and romantic, I put candle light on the table and some red roses on the floor. I want him to feel that he's the one of mylife. Though he's not coming but still I'm hoping. However, I will wait for him no matter what.Time passed by, but still he didn't come home and
Huling Na-update : 2020-11-09HER DIARY(JANDY) CHAPTER 11
CHAPTER 11Choose someone who will be proud of you,even if you're not the best.Choose someone who will always be there for you and stay beside you,Not because they have no choice.Love maybe complicated and much struggle you may encountered, but at the end it will be okay just trust.Ang pag-ibig ay maari pang mahanap ngunit ang mawalan ng kaibigan ay kailanman ay hindi na ito mapapalitan o maibabalik.Nagmamadaling pumunta si Miguel sa bahay nila Ethan dahil nakatanggap ito ng mensahe na may balita na raw kung nasaan si Ethan. Ilang buwan din nilang hinahanap ang kaibigan akala nila ay nagbakasyon lang ito, ngunit magulang na mismo ni Ethan ang nagsabi na nawawala nga ito.Maraming sumasagi sa isipan ni Miguel kung ano nga bang nangyari sa kaibigan. Sumagi din sa isipan niya na baka may nangyaring hindi maganda sa kaibigan niya na wag naman sanang mangyari.Habang papasok na si
Huling Na-update : 2021-02-04
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KING'S POVPaikot-ikot na ako kanina pa sa may kwarto ko dahil balisa ako sa mga nangyari lately. Hindi ako makatulog ng maayos buhat ng encounter namin ni Micey kanina, alam mo iyong tipong ang gaan ng pakiramdam ko nong nahawakan ko ang kanyang mga kamay tila kaysarap sa pakiramdam. Ang kanyang mga mata at labi ay parang isang magnet na gustong-gusto kong hawakan at halikan kaya bigla kong nasuntok ang pader upang mapigilan ko ang aking sarili at humanap ng palusot sa kanya, kaya ayon natanong ko siya about sa kanila ni Carl. Baka isipin pa ng babaeng 'yon nagseselos ako sa kanila ni Carl. Alam kong naging padalos-dalos ako sa lahat ng mga ginagawa ko.Hindi naman ako ganito sa mga babae dahil kahit noong nasa states pa ako ay ilang na talaga ako sa mga babae, Ewan ko naging allergic ako sa mga babae. Iba si Micey ang pakiramdam ko ay matagal na kaming magkakilala ngunit hindi, batay sa'king kaalaman ay transferee rin ito galing states kat
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MICEY'S POVI was walking along the path when King suddenly grabbed my hands, and pinned me on the wall, I can feel his strength but more than that, I can feel the tension between the two of us. We are too close to each other. It makes me feel anxious nervous and weak, but I almost admit, I like it the way he hold my hands and this feeling he’s making me feel. Damn! I surrender, baby. No! Stop those nonsense thoughts of you Micey it will ruin you, so better be stop.I can see in his eyes the pain and hatred while the nervousness of mine I cannot hold it anymore. I want to push him but how? I do not have the strength to push him away. Looking in his eyes make me think that he is my bestfriend Liam because they have many similarities specially his eyes.It’s been 5 minutes since King corner me in the wall, no one does the courage to speak. I don’t know what’s on his mind right now. I just wait for him
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*WARNING SPG*SOFIA’S POVHindi kami nagkibuan pagkatapos ng nangyari pero sabay kaming naligo. Hindi pa kami nagbihis kaagad kasi hindi pa kami tapos. Until now hindi pa nagsisink-in lahat ng mga nangyari parang kay bilis Naman ata daig ko pa ang na hypnotize ni sir Morgan but that was a great performance and I’m craving for more. I may sound cheap but I don’t care as long as I’m satisfied with it. I don’t have regret. “Nagugutom ka na ba sir? Hindi pa kasi ako nakakaluto ng pagkain ngayon lang kasi ulit ako nakabalik sa apartment hindi naman ako dito nakatira. Binili lang ito ni papa noong nag 18th birthday ako. Order na lang tayo ng pagkain?” suggestion ko at pumayag naman siya.Tumungo ako sa may sofa at umupo ng nakatapis lang habang nag-didial. “Hello? Ah yes, isa ngang…” napahinto ako sa pagsasalita ng tumabi si sir at hinimas ang makinis kong legs. Nilalayo
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SOFIA’S POVPatricia cannot take the pain of discrimination, she been bullied in school. She can't handle the pain anymore, so she decided to end her life, she got suicide for think it is the best decision could she do to erase all the pain she felt without knowing that she's pregnant.When Patricia died the life of Miguel become miserable, When he know that Patricia is pregnant he cried out loud because it's all his fault why Patricia got suicide. Kung hindi lang sana siya pumatol sa pinsan niya buhay pa sana ito hanggang ngayon, pero huli na ang lahat para sisihin niya ang kanyang sarili dahil wala na ito. He cannot, take no longer the pain, because of that he depressed that can led him send into the Mental Hospital.Tuluyan na nga nabaliw si Miguel pagkatapos ng mga pangyayari at lalo na ng masaksihan nito na hindi naman pala nito totoong pinsan si Patricia. Inampon lang pala si Patricia ng mag-asawang Ohm na kapatid ng
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JANDY’S POVPatakbo ako na pumasok sa bahay dahil nakita kong ang daming tao at may ambulansya nakapalibot sa labas ng bahay kaya dali-dali ako tumakbo papasok at nabigla sa’king nakita. Nakita ko na yakap-yakap ni Miguel si Patricia na halos maligo na ito sa sariling dugo. Tiningnan ko ng mabuti si Miguel kung paano ito nagmakaawa na gumising si Patricia, ngunit sa itsura palang nito ay tiyak na wala na itong buhay.Hindi ko rin masisisi si Patricia kung bakit niya ito ginawa sa kanyang sarili dahil ganito rin ang naramdaman ko ng mga panahon na iyon na hindi alam ang gagawin. ‘Yong tipong wala kang malalapitan at mapagsabihan ng saloobin. Naisipan ko rin na kitilin ang aking buhay ngunit nanaig pa rin sa’kin ang galit at dapat na kailangan ko maghiganti at hindi ko sasayangin ang buhay ko dahil lang sa walang kwentang bagay at tao.Ang buhay ng isang tao ay hindi biro dahil may kanya-kanya tayong suliranin na dapat
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MIGUEL'S POVI really need to find Patricia, hinding-hindi ko mapapatawad ang sarili ko kapag may nangyaring masama sa kanya.Ilang araw ko na siyang hinahanap mula ng umalis ito sa bahay. Hindi ako mapakali at makatulog ng maayos hanggat hindi ko nalalaman kung nasaan ito. Kung nakakain ba ito sa tamang oras.Alam kong ako nalang ang nag-iisang nakakaunawa sa kanya. Pero, inaamin ko natakot talaga ako ng sobra ng malaman ng mga tao ang tungkol sa'min ni Patty. Naging duwag ako at hindi ko siya napagtanggol. Lalo na kay mommy, naging mabilis ang mga pangyayari at hindi ko ito napaghandaan, akala ko walang makakaalam sa sekretong pagmamahalan namin ni Patricia. Ngunit, naging kampante ako sa lahat ng bagay kaya't kasalanan ko ang lahat ng ito.Nagtataka lang ako kung sino ang walang hiyang nagpakalat ng larawan namin ni Patty. Hindi kaya, iisa lang ang taong nagpadala sa'kin ng sulat sa may locker
