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CAROUSEL

Author: Monisola
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My dad flinches.

“So now imagine what it’s like to meet him, in passing at a coffee shop, and have him turn your whole world upside down.” Nicole looks at me, her smile conspiratorial. I feel heat lick through my entire body at that smile.

“Imagine,” she says softly. “You think that’s the end. But then it turns out he’s at your new job. And it’s like no time has passed at all.”

I’d laugh if she wasn’t so damn convincing. If there wasn’t a part of me that wants to believe the lie she’s spinning.

“Didn’t you try to spray him in the face with hairspray?” my dad points out.

“It was a rough breakup,” I admit. “I get why she was mad. But when I saw her, I knew I needed her back on my side.” My voice gets lower, softer. More honest. “It couldn’t be anyone else but her.”

If possible, her smile widens.

“You really are doing this,” my dad says, sounding disgusted. But also, finally convinced.

On impulse, I kiss Nicole. It’s a quick brush of lips, my hand cradling her face. I can tell myself it’
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