I opened the door of my parent’s room, and before I got inside, I already felt the tension, sadness and pain that lingered inside the room. The bed is clean and well covered, the smell of mama’s perfume with the smell of the brandy that she is drinking every night. Mixed, that filled the whole room. I went inside and sat in the bed covered with a purple velvet bedsheet. I roamed my eyes and realised how big the room was. With air-conditioning, a flat-screen that is almost bigger than the wall, polished floor and big cabinets. I realised that we almost had everything. The house, cars, and wealth are supposed to make us happy. But it is just material things because no matter how rich we are. Still, we are not complete, daddy is not content, mama is not happy, and I don’t feel love. Things are just things. I can still hear my mother’s cry every time she lies on this bed without her husband lying next to him. The pain that she is dealing with everyday, th
We went to the chapel near our home early in the morning. Maybe it just takes us fifteen to thirty minutes to drive because the chapel is just a few blocks away. “You go ahead,” Echo told me. “Why?” I asked “Because I am not feeling well, my head is aching,” He answered. “I will wait for you here inside the car”, He added. “Okay,” I said and kissed him. I got out of the car and went to the chapel by myself. I am so excited while taking my steps to the chapel. My heartbeat was fast because of excitement. I remember that this is the chapel that we always visited every weekend
I woke up without noticing that it was already six p.m. I fall asleep with Echo in his arms. I almost forgot that I have a dinner date with John, so I take a bath, wear my sexy dress to mesmerize him, and put on a little make-up in the front of the mirror. Light foundation and red lipstick that matches my daring black dress. PERFECT TRAP TO CATCH A MOUSE. “You look so beautiful,” He said and smelt me on my neck and touched my soft and smooth arms. “Here’s the plan, baby”, He whispered in my ear; his warm breath makes me a little horny and makes me want to grab his thing down there, but we have time for that. What is important right now is our plan. “I will wait for you inside the car while you will go and meet him,” He said While looking at me in the mirror. His
It’s early in the morning, and I am drinking coffee on the balcony. The smell of fresh flowers makes my morning great while looking at the people passing by. I suddenly remembered my laptop hidden inside my cabinet and my social media account that I hadn't checked for long. Since I got depressed about nanny Silva’s death, I hid my laptop inside my cabinet and promised not to engage in any activity because I hated the world when she died, but now I am ready to use it again. I went inside my room and kissed Echo first on his forehead because he was still sleeping. I got my laptop from the cabinet and went back to the balcony. I plugged it in and turned it on, and I wondered why there was a crack on the screen. Maybe I dropped it accidentally, but that’s okay. It is still working even though there's a crack on the screen. I opened my Facebook account and checked what was trending or what was viral. I saw funny posts from friends I
I woke up early because I smelled the aroma of the coffee downstairs that energized me. Maybe Echo is already awake and preparing coffee for us. I comb my hair, brush my teeth, and change my sleeping dress to the ordinary dress I always wear before going down. I also heard the beautiful song that is my nanny Silva’s favorite. It’s Annie’s song from John Denver. I didn’t know that Echo knew that song, too, because I remember when nanny Silva was still alive. She loved to play that song every time she was doing the household chores. I noticed that the windows were already open. The thing that Echo didn’t do. He never opens a window, neither do I. The sunlight passes through the window, telling me that the morning is good, making my morning slightly different because I am not used to it. I went downstairs to check what was going on with loud music and the aroma of the coffee
I went inside nanny Silva’s room and took the necklace that I gave her inside her cabinet because I wanted to wear it to remember her. I hold the heart pendant of the necklace and starts crying because of the pain that lingers. Her death is unacceptable. She’s a good, loving and unselfish woman. She didn’t deserve to die that way. I partly blamed myself for forgetting about how she died. I didn’t fight for her, I was just a teenager back then, and I left her alone. “I am sorry, nanny”, I whispered while holding the necklace close to my heart. “Babe, let’s go. The flowers are ready”, Echo said. Holding a basket of flowers that he picked from nanny Silva’s garden. I wiped my tears and composed myself because I needed to be okay going to the cemetery to visit nanny
It’s time for worship again. I didn’t wake Echo up because I know he was very tired yesterday because we went to the cemetery to visit nanny Silva’s grave. I kissed him on his cheek and whispered, “I love you.” I gently closed the door and drove to the chapel. “Helena”, Brother Even called me. He is waiting for me to arrive and I know why. He will ask me about John if I have some news about John. “Do you have any news about John?” He asked while wiping his eyeglass with the handkerchief he is holding, and he wore the eyeglass again after wiping it and looked at me, waiting for my answer. “I am trying to check social media, but I don’t get any”, I lied while looking directly into his eyes. “Becaus
Today is the day. I cooked amazing food for our lunch. I prepared everything that would please them. The confetti, my welcome greeting for them, and even some of the balloons that Echo blew. I will hold the lunch in our backyard for them to see the flowers that nanny Silva planted. I put the long table and the chairs at the top of Belinda’s grave because I know they are too dumb to notice. I put all the foods well presented on the table for the girls to enjoy, for their mouths to water so that they will be excited to eat the food that I cooked, and of course, I get the bible from nanny Silva’s room and put it on the table beside the food. I checked everything if I missed something before they arrived, and I think everything is set now. WE WILL HAVE A PARTY. “Everything is set now, babe?” He asked and waited for my answer; maybe I still needed help from him.
I got tired after a long day, and I fell asleep when I heard a girl crying downstairs inside nanny Silva’s room. I stand up, with my messy hair and sleepy eyes. I wear my slippers, and slowly open the door to avoid creating the sound so I will not wake Echo up. Because I know he’s tired; it’s been a long day for him too. I went down to check who was crying. I walk slowly, passing to the kitchen to go to nanny Silva’s room. I saw mama, daddy, John, and the girls still at the dining area, watching me walk slowly. When I reached the nanny’s room, I slowly opened the door to check who was crying and I saw a young girl who is about six years old; wearing a dress with a teddy bear and a red balloon crying red balloon design on her dress., scared from the thunder and lightning inside the room and an older woman hugging her, comforting her and singing her a lullaby. I went inside to look closer, and I was surprised because it was nanny Silva and me. I remembe
They found Helena dead inside her room. The blanket was tied to her neck and she is lying on the floor. She has bruises and wounds on her arms, legs, and face. Which is they didn’t know how or where Helena got it. They checked the record of the CCTV but they didn’t find anything and they didn’t see anyone get inside her room. Her body and her room are full of fingerprints from different people. Which the investigator didn’t know from whom are those fingerprints.Her death is a mystery because the last record that they watched about Helena seems like she is talking to different people even though she is all alone inside her room. She is talking as if there is someone inside her room. She looks so distressed, scared, hopeless, and disturb. There is a record also that she is just standing alone, sitting alone, facing the camera alone and she looks like she is not herself.
I began to remember when the police were taking them out one by one. My parents, the girls, John, Carmen, Brother Mike, Belinda, and Arvin. They are all in a decomposition stage. They are all rotten and stink. The fat, healthy worms that look so full by eating their flesh are going out from their mouths, eyes, ears, and nose. They are the ones that I am talking to that I thought were talking to me too and they want to be with me. I thought they wanted to eat the food that I cooked, I thought they wanted to stay with me but that is all in my head. I just thought about all of it. I just thought about all of it because of the sadness that I felt, because of the feeling that I am unwanted. I thought they need help but I am the one who needs help. “You are crazy, Helena” Echo said. while staring at me. Wants me to realize everything.
I didn’t notice that I fell asleep and another day has passed and I am still here inside the hospital. It is so quiet that I can almost hear my own heartbeat. I feel pity for myself because I feel like I am a lab rat used for experimentation. While on my bed facing the wall I heard the door slowly opening. I turned around to see who it was. I stood up when I saw the man go inside holding a tray of food again with my medicines. He put it beside me and told me to eat it and take my medicine before going out.I stare at the food. One pale macaroni soup, egg sandwich, water in a plastic bottle, and medicines that I don’t want to take. I eat the egg sandwich and the macaroni soup even though I don’t like the taste because I am already hungry but there is no chance that I will take the medicines that they gave me. Like what I did to the first batch of medicines that they gave me.
I heard the door open and there’s a man who is wearing white like me who went inside and wore a straight jacket. We went to the other room near my room and I saw Doctor Castelo sitting and waiting for me. I sat in front of her. Like before she had her pen and paper and a camera beside her. I know she is recording me like before. She looked at me and took a deep breath.“How are you, Helena?” She asked me. With her sweet and calm voice. I know that she is hiding a demon behind her sweet and calm voice. So I ignored her question.“You want to go out from here?” She asked and that made me look at her.“You need to work for it, you need to show me that you are okay,” She said while looking at me. Waiting for my reaction
I heard the door open again and I felt nervous because of the crime that I committed. I tried to wipe the blood on my hand but it is already dry and I can wipe it. So I hide it behind me. The man wearing white with a tray of food went inside and put the tray on my bed beside me. He looked at me because I was looking at him and then he looked under the bed to where I was looking.“No… no… no” I whispered while I am still nervous and scared that he might discover the dead body that I hide under my bed. He looked at the floor where I was looking. I hope he will not see the bloodstains left on the floor. I looked away when he looked at me for a second and he said “Eat your food now and take your medicine” And he was about to leave and close the door when I told him to wait. He looked at me again but I couldn't look back at him.
I turned around when I heard the door slowly opening to see who it is. The bright light dazzled me. I cannot see the face of the one who opened the door. I know he is a man and he is standing in front of me.“Babe,” He said and his voice sounded familiar. He walked near me and he closed the door and my eyes opened wide when I saw Echo. My heartbeat fast because I can’t believe that he is here now. Standing in front of me.“I knew it,” I said and I ran and jumped to him with excitement because he is here now.“I knew that you were going to come and rescue me,” I said with a smile while kissing him because of excitement that finally my prince charming is here and he is going to rescue me.
I woke up sweating and gasping for air because of the dream that haunts me or rather I'd say a nightmare or a past that keeps on coming back. I looked around to make sure that I am really awake now. The window is already there and the light is not blinking anymore. I saw the CCTV facing me. I pinched my wound and I felt pain. Yes, I confirmed that I am already awake and alone inside this room. Good thing that it is just a dream even if it looks real and I hope it is not another lost memory that keeps on coming because I don’t want to taste another bitterness from the past. I don’t know what time it is and I still feel sleepy and tired even though I just woke up. I didn't sleep well because of the nightmare that I had. I feel sick too, maybe because of staying long inside this boring room. That is why I really need to go out as soon as possible even though I don't know-how. I yawned because I still want to sleep but I am scared that I might
I heard the voice of an old woman who is waking me up because I need to go to school. I saw nanny Silva when I opened my eyes, that is why I immediately hugged her. “I miss you so much,” I told her “I am just here, I never leave,” She said while hugging me and tapping my back. Her warm embrace comforts me. I hope this one is real. She let me wear the dress with a teddy bear and a rooster stitched on it. “It still fits on me,” I said in amazement because I can’t believe it still fits because I remember the last time I wore this was when I was a kid. “Yes, it still looks good on you,” She said with a smile while I turned around as if I am in front of the mirror-like I am doing before every time I wear my
I woke up in a tiny room with no Television, aircon, or even electric fan. Only a bed with a white blanket and white pillow and a glass window that is impossible to open. I looked around and I found a camera. A surveillance camera. I know that they are watching me from outside. I stood up and I tried to open the door but it was locked from outside. I tried to shake the door but it was too hard and too strong. I can’t even shake it and it is impossible for me to open it. “Hello, is anyone there?” I asked but nobody answered. I put my ear against the door to listen if someone is outside but I can't hear anything either. I tried to shake the door but I couldn't shake it. It is too hard and heavy. I feel like they don’t want to let someone out once they put it in. “Hello!” I called again but this time in a louder voice. Almost