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2024-10-29 19:42:56Millie ran to the guest room bathroom and locked the door. She leaned against the back of it and let the silent tears fall down her cheeks. Did Nick mean what he said? Did he really mean to shut her out? Gabriel hadn't said anything to deny that either, so was that what he wanted too? They'd had their fun with her, and now they wanted each other. But, there was something else also, a feeling that she could hardly dare to acknowledge.
A solid black lump of despair settled in her stomach, she loved them both so much, but how could she stay now? They had both told her that they loved her, and now
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