CELINE’s POV
- THE NEXT DAY, the driver assigned by Lance took me to the place where Freya and I would meet. I didn’t even tell anyone about this, especially Astrid, because she might do something else again. “Please wait for me here or you can go around the mall first.” I told the driver, then I handed him one thousand dollars to spend while waiting for me. “Thank you, ma’am. But I will not accept the money. I will just wait for you here in the basement parking lot.” “Are you sure?” “Yes, ma’am.” I nodded. “Okay, if that’s what you want.” I then said to leave the driver alone. I can’t force him anymore and it might take a long time. Entering the mall as I expected, I could still enter after the chaos that happened yesterday. Freya was the one who decided where we would meet and she chose the same mall and the same restaurant yesterday where I first saw her with Lance. When I entered the restaurant, the same thing happened. I had no problem getting into the restaurant. Upon my arrival at the VIP floor of the restaurant, I noticed Freya sitting in the same spot where she and Lance were seated yesterday. I noticed there were a few people, especially man glancing at Freya, but Freya didn’t seem to care at all about her surroundings. When I came in front of Freya, the corner of her lips slightly. raised as she looked at me from head to toe. “I thought I had the wrong idea yesterday about how you dress.” I’m wearing a color white knot collar chiffon blouse, black color maxi skirts and rubber shoes. “If I lacked the information that the clothes you were wearing were luxury brands, I would have wrongly assumed they were from a cheap store.” I just straightened my lips, then sat down and ignored what Freya said about my clothes. “Also, what do you want? Why do you want to meet me? And you’re not with your friends?” “No. I came here alone.” She flips her blond hair, then crosses her legs. “What do you need?” Freya asked again. “Freya, I’m pregnant. Lance and I will be becoming parents.” She scoffed before speaking. “So? What do you want? Why did you inform me you are pregnant? Do you want me to congratulate you? Do you want to make me the godmother of your child?” “No. None of those. If you have a relationship with Lance, I am begging you to stop it for the sake of Lance and I’s future child.” Freya stared at me for a second and then she laughed loudly, just loud enough that only the two of us could hear her laugh. “Is that the information Lance shared with you about our relationship?”” “Lance and I haven’t talked yet.” “Look, Lance’s cheap wife. I’m running out of patience with you. Say everything you want to say because I still have something important to go to.” “I’m sorry...” She rolled her eyes again while impatiently waiting for what I would say next. “I saw how happy Lance was yesterday when you were with him. I believe he loves you. I want to beg you to stay away from Lance. I desire for Lance and I to establish a strong and fulfilling marriage, because of my love for him and also for the sake of our child. “Well, what can you do to save your marriage with Lance?” she asked with a grin. “What do you mean?” “You’re stupid, aren’t you? I will tell you more clearly. Can you kneel in front of me now to save your marriage with Lance and kiss my feet just to save your marriage with Lance?” Kneel to her and kiss her feet. Here, in the place where so many people? “What, can you or not?” Freya asked impatiently. If I don’t do what she wants, I could lose everything. Lance and Lance and I’s marriage that I cherish. I stood up from my seat and went in front of Freya. I close my eyes first and take a deep breath. I had a sensation of being suffocated, but I am willing to do whatever it takes for Lance and I’s marriage. After opening my eyes, I slowly knelt down, and as I knelt down, I felt the edge of tears in my eyes. I also sensed the presence of many pairs of eyes observing us, which I disregarded. I looked at Freya’s feet until I noticed my face approaching it and my mouth touching the bridge of her feet. “What the hell? What are you doing!?” I looked up at Freya full of wonder. “You’re embarrassing me. My gosh!” “But you said...” “What did I say?” Freya asked, laughing. “I just ask you what you can do.” Freya said, shaking her head then standing up. “Don’t worry, I’ll tell Lance what stupid thing you can do just to save your worthless marriage.” She said then left in front of me. “I still need to disinfect my foot.” I felt humiliated and ashamed of myself. I feel like I lost my dignity and pride in front of many people. I quickly stood up, took my bag and left the restaurant.CELINE POV-I looked over at Starr, just catching her eye. She was happily eating her buttered chicken, seeming to really enjoy it.My eyes welled up with tears again because of her situation, and I couldn’t help but blame myself for everything she was going through. The weight of guilt pressed down on me, knowing that my choices had led her to this difficult and painful experience.If only I had thought better then this wouldn’t have happened.“Celine,”I turned my gaze back to Bianca, waiting for her to continue.“I don’t care if you believe me or not but you have to trust me this time.”“And that’s the one thing, the only thing, I can’t just give you without a second thought,” I admitted, with utter honesty.“I understand, but in this situation, please consider it carefully. Okay, don’t trust me, but place your trust in your daughter.”I quietly listened to what she would say next, focusing all my attention on her words.“It’s been months since I first pointed out the exit from th
CELINE POV-I took a moment to process her words, and my initial reaction was a derisive chuckle.“You?” I asked under my breath, dripping with sarcasm. “Will help us escape? Do you even hear yourself, or have you conveniently forgotten what you did to me—to me and my child?”Since I was the only one in front of her, I saw her secretly glance in the direction of the person guarding us.Looking back at me, he abruptly seized what I had in my hands and stated firmly, “I am the one who will prepare Starr’s food. She doesn’t trust you, she even don’t want to see you, so don’t waste your time.”Her words cut deep because of their truth. Yet, her loud delivery wasn’t just to hammer that truth home; it felt like a mask for another, unacknowledged reason that eluded me.She turned and walked away from me, heading towards the stove.I barely closed the fridge before my eyes flicked to my daughter. She was looking at me with an innocent expression, but transferred her attention to Bianca, almo
CELINE POV-I reluctantly agreed to Lucian’s answer. It was better for Starr to be left out of this, to give her the best chance of avoiding harm. I needed to find a way to escape and ensure my daughter’s safety.Leaving Starr here is not an option. My priority is to ensure that, before Lucian tries to take me, either she is far away from this place, or Lance is aware of her existence and can protect her.The next day, he remained true to his word to me. When he left this house, Bianca came again with my daughter.“Starr!” I called happily and tearfully.I quickly matched her height and hugged her tightly, enough to make me feel how much I missed her.“Let me go!” Starr snapped at me.Even though I wanted to hug her longer, I preferred to break away from the hug than to make her angry at me more. As I released my daughter from the hug, I noticed she was tightly gripping the four fingers Bianca’s small hand could hold.“Sweetheart, I’m not a bad person. I won’t hurt your Mummy Bianc
CELINE POV-It’s been two long nights since I’ve been able to see, hug, and talk to Starr.Ever since I lost her again, I can’t bring myself to eat. I can’t even drink water. My mind is consumed by worry and I can’t find peace.Despite Bianca’s seemingly good care of Starr, my anxiety won’t ease until I see with my own eyes my child, long separated from me—the child Lance and I share, who is not in our custody.I’m sitting on the bed now, staring at the door waiting for Lucian to come. This is the first time I’ve ever waited and hoped so desperately for him to return quickly, so we can discuss Starr.It’s been dark outside for a few hours, I’m not sure what time it is exactly but he should be here by now.I got out of bed and looked out the window overlooking the vast ocean.“Hon.”Hearing that voice inside me I immediately felt angry. I didn’t let it surface, but swallowed the rage instead.The moment I turned to look at Lucian, I went straight to him.“It seems you missed me this t
CELINE POV-Slowly, I released Starr from my embrace, gazing at her face before pulling her back into a hug for a few precious seconds. Then, after a brief pause, I drew back, looked at her once more, and then embraced her again.I longed to truly see her, to embrace her with all my heart, but above all, I yearned to share my life with her – to belong with her, with Lance, and with her beloved siblings, Skye and Sunny, as one family. “Mummy...”I pulled away from the hug and looked at her, “Yes, sweetheart?”“When we go outside, will Mummy Bianca be there too?”I gave Bianca a quick glance. She was looking at me too, not smiling nor angry, she’s giving me a straight face look.I can’t trust her, not after finding out she and Lucian were in cahoots, deliberately hiding Starr from me, from us I refocused my attention on Starr. “Let’s sit on the bed for a moment,” I suggested, subtly redirecting the conversation."I didn’t want to lie to Starr, I couldn’t say I didn’t trust Bianca. Sh
CELINE POV-As I looked into my daughter’s blue eyes, ather face, memories came flooding back from when I was pregnant with my triplets, when I gave birth to them, and every day I spent with Skye and Sunny.A montage played in my head: the monthly celebrations during Skye and Sunny’s first year, their birthdays every year since, their first crawls and steps, their first bites of solid food, every holiday, every special day, my and Lance’s children’s first days at school, our move to Lance’s mansion promising never to leave him again, right up to Skye and Sunny’s recent birthday.. All the celebrations we celebrated, every day I spent with Skye and Sunny—all of these came to mind with Starr.With each step I took, my gaze locked on Starr’s blue eyes, a tear falling with every stride.As I stepped forward again, she continued to hold my gaze until I was standing right in front of her.Sitting across from her, trying to meet her gaze at her height, my tears receded. I followed her move