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31 - Mates or Not?

Author: Cassandra M
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AMBER.

I felt like I was just floating, waiting for the waves to take me where they wanted me to go.

My mind told me to leave this place, but my heart kept betraying me. I had been staring at my packed luggage for many hours, but I couldn’t seem to have the strength to pick up the phone and call Cyrus.

Zach had been rude to me from day one, and it had only been a few days, but he was already shaking what was left of my determination. The only thing I was holding on to was that Sidney was still unmarked.

I wanted to ask the twins if they had asked why she wasn’t marked yet, but I didn’t want to pressure them as well. I knew it was already hard for them to balance their friendship with me and accept Sidney as their brother’s mate. Making them choose between us was never my goal.

So, yes, I should leave. Any decent female would. I am not wanted here.

But I promised Cassidy I would do what she suggested that I do before leaving everything behind. But I was still not one hundred percent
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Melissa Brown
Omg no it you girl
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MM. J
Hahaha.. that’s not a Fated Mate Growl! That’s a Jealousy Growl !!
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