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CHAPTER 45

Author: Ric Aloy
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ESMERAY

It made me even more worried about her. She always seemed so collected; I never thought she was facing all of this as the new Alpha of her pack.

"I may not know how it feels Lovella, but just you stay strong, okay? Remember that I'm here for you whenever you need me." Truly I meant every word from the bottom of my heart.

"Oh my Goddess, Esmeray! You have no idea how much lighter I feel after sharing this with you. Trust me, I've been carrying this in my chest for such a long, long time. I had no one to talk to about it back at my pack, being the only female of my father. Whoooff! It feels amazing to share." She exclaimed excitedly, a cheerful smile lighting up her lips.

"Are you a virgin, Lovella?" I wasn't sure why I had chosen to ask that question. She looked at me for a moment, biting her bottom lip, before going to lean against the big open window in my room, letting the fresh air brush against her skin.

I followed her and sat by the bed close to her, waiting for her respon
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    Hello, everyone. We've finally reached the end of the story of Caesar and Esmeray. I hope you haven't been disappointed up to this point and have found value in spending time reading the story.The next couple of chapters provide a sneak peek into how Mordax marked Kitana as his chosen mate.If you guys love it, I might consider creating a story for them. Who knows? 😄Thank you all so much for your support and gems! Please continue to support the book by sending gems, as it helps the book reach your friends and other readers on the Goodnovel platform.Please follow me here as I embark on my next story and continue to improve my writing style for you all to enjoy (note: My English isn't that strong tho, bear with me, lol). Thank you all. I love you guys! ❤️❤️❤️

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