Alodia closed the black gate of the big white house. She paused to look around her. It was a sunny winter day. She knew it would be muddy later on because of the melting snow under the sun. She looked around her. There were only a few people around who were bustling with their daily activities—either going to work, school or somewhere else.
Her eyes rounded when she saw a man shoveling the snow from the path of his garage all the way toward the gate so that his car wouldn’t get stuck. Perhaps, the street snow cleaners were already done earlier that day and he had to shovel the rest of the massive snow drifts. His back was right to her and she couldn’t see his face. And yet, her heart was drumming so hard. She was about to go deaf because of the loud pumping of it.
Then, a handsome face of a man came into her mind. Yes, she recognized this man although he had his back to her. He was tanned as ever. He was apparently well built far more better than before. His slightly beaky nose was looking arrogant as ever while the set of his jaw and lips were strong and manly. More than ever before. His dark hair seemed thicker and curlier than in the past.
Didn’t he have a haircut at all? Just when did he arrive? Has he found me yet? she nervously thought and asked herself.
“Alodia, let’s go!” Nicu, the little Romanian boy, seemed to wake her up from her dreamy state.
She turned around right away before the man who was shoveling the snow could see her. She was really nervous… and afraid.
“Let’s go,” she agreed with the little kid, forcing a smile on her red lips.
They still had to walk to the bus station to commute. The station was about three minutes from the house. Unfortunately, one of her employer’s cars, the one she usually uses, was broken and wasn’t repaired yet, while the other one was used by her employer, Nicu’s mother, who was a career woman. They had been together for quite a while now. It was already about three years and they were quite close like friends or even family.
She wasn’t only Nicu’s stay-in governess but also his nanny. And she loved him like her own son. Therefore, she would do everything for him just like his own mother. Nicu was a sweet and caring boy. She was indeed lucky.
She would send and pick him up from school every single day. And whenever she finished every household chore, she would either cross stitch or cook for the three of them.
“I saw you staring at that man back there. He’s our new neighbor,” Nicu observed. While speaking English, he got the other passengers’ attention. She was half- Filipino and half-American. Her late mother was a Filipino and her irresponsible father was an American, who turned tail upon learning her mother got pregnant and whom she never met in her entire life.
Alodia was not the only Asian in Iaşi City, she was always an attention grabber because of her unique features.
Even though Romania is not particularly a very rich country because it is also the world’s source of workforce around Europe and other rich countries, it is seldom that Romanians meet someone like her everyday. And there were also a lot of poor people in the country like the gypsies. Alodia learned and heard there were some opportunists just to get by. Not being racist or anything at all, but it was indeed true for some. Nonetheless, it didn’t take a particular ethnicity to be opportunists since it depended on the individual. Hence, she had nothing against the gypsies really.
Especially that there was this one particular Gypsy man she gave her heart to. It was Harman Mihalache. The man that she just saw shoveling the snow drifts merely across her employer’s house! And that wasn’t good news. At all.
“Are you listening to me, Alodia?” Nicu tugged at her scarf to get her attention when she didn’t answer.
“Huh? I’m sorry. Did you say anything, Nicu?” she inquired. She was lost in her thought while staring at the bus window. The grocery stores, pawnshops, flower shops and people walking on the pavements as well as others were not registered in her vision as her brain busily remembering that gorgeous Gypsy.
She thought that she had already forgotten all about him within those three years. But then, she hadn’t. And she had to remember that she had countless sleepless nights because of him. But she had to forget him.
And if they really loved each other truly, then she had to endure this another heartache in her life…
“I wanna surprise Mama. Maybe we could go to the mall first and then we’ll go to her office after school,” Nicu suggested.
She blinked without comprehension. “Why are we going to surprise her?” she asked the little blond boy with blue-gray eyes.
He sighed. “You really were not listening to me, Alodia. It’s Mama’s birthday! Did you just forget about it?”
She laughed half-heartedly. “Of course not!” But she did forget about it. It was gone if she did ever remember it earlier. It was because of Harman’s fault for appearing in her life again. She never expected it! “I was… uh… thinking if I could make some salad and bake a cake for her birthday,” she lied. The truth was, she was just thinking about all those now.
The boy nodded but his eyes were still full of doubt. She could not blame him for that. He was after all a bright kid. “I think you’re disturbed or something today,” he continued to observe.
Who? Me? Disturbed? her mind echoed. Then she laughed again at the little kid. She was of course! And not only disturbed, but she was also worried and stressed to the highest level!
What if Harman saw her because she was just living right in front of his house? Well, if it was really his new home now. She even left Bucharest so that their paths won’t cross again but here he was! In Iaşi! Where else in Romania could she hide from him? She wondered at another possibility to hide from him.
However, she couldn’t just easily get away as she wanted to. She had no other family other than Nicoleta’s.
Alodia said goodbye to Nicu when she already made sure that he was in his classroom. She went to the mall to buy the necessary ingredients that she was going to use for baking and cooking to prepare for her employer’s birthday. She was totally going to prepare a surprise for Nicoleta’s birthday. She was sure that the latter would be happy about it.While looking for the ingredients in mind, she didn’t notice the man who was pushing his cart that was filled with groceries. She bumped into it and some canned goods hit her shoulder, making her groan in pain while massaging that assaulted part.“Pardon!” She heard the man’s voice who spoke in Romanian. He continued to profusely ask for her forgiveness. Her mouth suddenly hung open. That familiar voice!Harman! her mind shouted, making her heart thump so loud against her rib cage. Shit! Why is he here in all places?She tried hard not to look over
Alodia’s sister was buried in her grave without the priest’s blessing. It was the church’s rule that whoever died in suicide weren’t given the privilege to have a church mass and a grave blessing before the dead body was buried. That made her loss even worse. But what could she do? No one would bless her sister and guide her to the Purgatory for what she had done—killing herself. But she didn’t want to imagine that Alyanna was now straight in hell. She couldn’t take it!Alodia was filled with hate for Emerson. She thought hard what she could do while she waited for her new two-year contract in Romania. She had at least two months of vacation in the Philippines. And not long afterward while grieving, she found this time to be of use to her as she thought about her sister’s death. She had to make it worthwhile even if it was the last thing she’d ever do.She went to Greenhills, where there was a rich condo area that w
The twenty-two-year-old Alodia searched for something to tie Emerson up with. And she found a duct tape in one of his dresser drawers. How it got there, she had no idea. She just took off his clothes and tied his hands and ankles apart to the headboard and the foot of the bed.She surveyed her accomplishment. He was splayed naked in front of her, in full view! His eyes were still closed and his grin was just wasn’t wiped off from his fuckboy face. She looked at him with hatred and she wanted to puke because of his nakedness. His huge manhood stood so erect, and she never saw something so horrendous as he in her life that she grimaced.In reality, she’d never seen a naked man in her life. She never thought it could be so ugly like this! He was unshaved down there. She wondered how her sister could take it, and how could she have sex with this man with an ugly member!She never understood why her sister killed herself because of this hateful and unwort
Alodia finally stopped the video from his own cellphone camera and she sent the pictures and video to all his contacts that were on his phonebook. She smiled with triumph afterward.The phone’s alert message tone beeped.“Hon, someone’s just sent me a text,” Emerson said while his eyes were still closed.She turned off the message alert tone, so that he wouldn’t get distracted or even get curious why the messages continuously flooded his inbox. She stepped in the direction of the bathroom and from there, she answered sweetly. “You check the text later, hon! I’ll be out in a few moments and I’ll take you to heaven! Okay?” She turned on the shower as if she was taking it.She then read the text messages as a reply to the pictures and video that she sent to all his contacts.Dude! What happened to you? Why did you send me your scandalous pics and vid? I’ll post these on my social media! H
Alodia didn’t notice that she already stopped walking, gawping at him. Her face was flushed. She could feel the heat that spread all throughout it, including her forehead.Wow, she’d never seen such a man with cherry lips! And they looked so kissable! She suddenly wondered how many women tasted those striking lips.Wait. What am I thinking? Why do I seem to be attracted to this stranger? She didn’t want to be attracted to someone. After everything her sister had done? Not to mention what she did to take her sweet revenge on Adam’s sons.She swallowed the non-existent lump in her throat and cleared it. “I’m sorry. I don’t think I should go for a coffee or something with… a stranger,” she answered carefully. And she had no idea why when she acted like a bitch earlier.“If you think that I know your name and I’ll let you know my name, then we’re not strangers anymore, are we?&r
Alodia readily settled in the home of her new employers, Iustina and Petru, a Romanian couple who worked as professors. The house was big with two stories, which she admired. It was made of concrete and the floor was of white tiles. She stayed on the ground floor, at the room close to the kitchen and living room. Meanwhile, the couple who had an offspring stayed upstairs. She thought it was a nice home when she was toured by the couple. The second floor had three rooms, two bathrooms and a study, where they could bring work to home, if necessary. It had a couple of shelves filled with different types of books, including fiction and technical ones. On the ground floor was a cozy living room complete with appliance, as well as the kitchen, dining room, a bathroom and a game room.Since it was a Sunday the next day, Harman called Alodia. She was a bit surprised, not really knowing what to expect of him.“Hey, I never thought you’d call,” she said with a
Alodia was brought to reality when her employer, Iustina, knocked on her door and told her that her visitor just arrived. She hadn’t even realized the family had already returned, since she took a long bath and pampered herself. She hadn’t realized until that moment that she did prepare wholeheartedly for her date with Harman later.She smiled and thanked forty-year-old Iustina for letting her know. After looking at herself in the huge standing mirror in her room, she went out. She thought letting her natural long dark brown hair down and wearing a black tube top sundress with blue print hibiscus paired with flat sandals were good enough for this summer night. Her feet were light when she walked out of her cream-walled room. She couldn’t almost believe she was anticipating this date. But she knew deep inside that it was way different from going out with those men she had in the past.When she appeared in the living room, where the th
“That’s fine by me. How about… kids? Do you have any?” That was Alodia’s another question thrown at him before she took a sip of sparkling water.“No kids, no adopted children, no wife, no live-in partner and no girlfriend or the so-called fling,” he answered in deliberate detail.Her eyes sized him up before she spoke. “I see. The same for me, I have none.” That was all she could say for now.“No boyfriend ever since?” he bluntly asked her, clearly want to know her relationship history.She was reminded of the string of men that she left in the midst of scandal she instigated. “No, ever since my birth on this planet,” she answered and smiled at him.“Seriously?” It was his time to raise an eyebrow. It was his turn to size her up.“I know, right? I’m twenty-two but I never had a boyfriend ever since.” She softly laughed at that and sh
Harman kneeled in front of Alodia when she sat on the edge of the bed in Harman’s room. An open small box with a twinkling diamond ring met her eyes when she looked at it. She thought he must have prepared it long ago, knowing that he truly loved her since the day he set his eyes on her on their way to Romania.“Can I officially hold on to you forever, iubirea mea?” His eyes searched hers as he asked that question.“Can you tell me first why you gave me the papucul doamnei?” she asked him, looking intently at his waiting handsome face.“To let you know that you are rare and difficult to find,” he answered with amusement.She laughed at that and wound her arms around his neck, looking into his eyes. “I should say you’re very rare too, Harman. I wouldn’t find any man who’s like you. Never in the whole world!”“I know,” he agreed, proud of himself, ma
Harman, in turn, gently caressed her back. “All is forgiven now,” he said quietly in her ear. “And just for the record, I never had a grudge on you for leaving me that day. But I just thought I’d died. My life was so meaningless without you, Alodia. I was working so hard just to find you. I just loved you everyday more and more, iubirea mea. Just that you were not there by my side. That was what hurt me so much! And that I couldn’t hug you, kiss you and make love to you…” He kissed her neck then; his lips felt the fast-beating pulse there.“B-but… if I confess something to you… would you forgive me?” She wriggled free from his embrace and looked him in the eye. Her eyes were filled with tears.“Alodia, I love you so much! I don’t even know why I love you so much. Why won’t I forgive you? And I’ve even already accepted that my family won’t ever forgive me again, e
The other woman smiled at her. She could see that there was a change in her. She could feel that this woman’s smile was genuine this time.Maybe it is because of Harman. She has him already in her life, she thought dejectedly.“You still have a grudge on me, huh?” Laili stated and stepped closer to Alodia. She looked fashionable in her cream-colored long winter coat.“And why not? You’re the reason that…” and she halted. It was all in the past. “Why are you here, by the way? If… you’re looking for your husband, he’s not living in that house but that one across the street. This one right here is my friend’s.” She pointed the houses respectively while she spoke, trying to not blow up in Laili’s face.Why did I even think of talking to her when she called me anyway? Now, she regretted it.The other woman chuckled. “My husband you’re sayi
Alodia didn’t know how she got home because of the memories and different thoughts that bothered her. She felt like a zombie walking after she off the bus. It was even a miracle for her to arrive home still in one piece. She was so damn tired! And she fell into the couch like a defeated soldier.She stirred from her disturbed nap because of the doorbell. It was like there was an emergency. She didn’t know she’d fallen asleep when her body hit the couch. When she glanced at her wrist watch, it was already past six in the evening.“Shit! Nicu!” She ran toward the door to open it.Then, she stepped back when she saw Harman with Nicu. The kid came in and looked at her desperately for a second or two.“You’re such a loser, Alodia!” he said gaily. “You forgot to pick me up at school!” he complained in his usual gay tone. There was no grudge in this boy, which amazed her.However, she frowned at
Alodia literally jumped back because of it. Her hand was on her breast. She turned and walked away from him, as fast as she could. But Harman followed her and held her arm tightly.“Will you stop running away from me? If you do, I’ll still follow you around. You know that!” he said in a hard tone. She looked at him with desperation in her eyes. She thought he was just one of those men that she left with a broken heart. She would let them fall in love with her and leave them high and dry, and then, she was on her merry way.“How could you still follow me around when I’ve already left you? I already threw you away like garbage!” But actually, he was like a shadow that she wanted to get rid of. She had her own reasons besides her revenge on men.“Yes, I even asked myself that same question. Why am I doing this? You killed me when you left me. My heart
“You already took care of me and Nicu, Alodia. That was all I asked of you, right? Besides, you’ve done more than you ever know. You made me strong when my husband was gone. You came into my life and Nicu’s just in time! And believe it or not, I found the best friend in you. You never left me high and dry,” she said and laughed, quoting her. “And I want to do the same for you. I’ll be by your side to get you through this, Alodia. That’s a promise. So, you have to show me that you are strong, too. You’re not like Alyanna. You’re different from your sister. You can do this. You were able to get through this before. Why not again? Just think of it as a replay.” Her friend soothed her by rubbing her back gently.She tried to nod as she continued to cry. It still hurt especially that it was about Harman. She thought she was over him after all these years. But then, she had loved him still all these years. And nothing chan
Nicoleta was looking at Alodia while she played her necklace without thought. It was the necklace that Harman gave her on her birthday. Until now, she was wearing it and she never parted with it ever since. It was the only thing that seemed to link her with him and their past.She knew that Harman hadn’t got to her when she left Vaslui on her own years ago. She went back to Iustina’s house and because it was her last week of her employment and she didn’t wish to extend her contract, she went back to the Philippines. And she wanted to accept that one that was far away from Bucharest. It was Iaşi then.“Is something wrong, Alodia? I thought you wanted to extend the contract with us.” Iustina felt sorry that she was going to leave soon.“I’m sorry, Petru, Iustina. I just don’t want to see… Harman anymore. I’ve already told you about his predicament. And I don’t think I’ll come bac
The table was ready when Laili came together with some women who were her cousins to “chaperone” her that Alodia wanted to puke. As if Laili didn’t go to the man’s condo in the middle of the night alone!Laili was surprised to see her there together with Harman. It appeared that Flavie “missed” to tell her that significant information. But then, the other woman was very fast at recovery. She kissed Harman’s cheeks like the usual greeting she does. It was months perhaps since they saw her last… after what happened in his condo that New Year’s Eve.And as usual, they ignored each other. But deep inside, she was affected by the other woman’s presence among Harman’s relatives. She seemed to be at home and was indeed very welcome there.Alodia was beside him at the table the whole time during dinner. But when the time for dancing came, she was left behind as he danced to a popular manele song
It was summer when Harman brought Alodia along with him to Vaslui to introduce her to his family. However, not everyone was happy to see or meet her. She could see their enmity and coldness. Only a few were sincerely happy for Harman in tagging her along to his original home.“Don’t mind them,” one of his aunts, Fairuza, said. She was quite voluptuous and wore the traditional Gypsy clothes, long colorful skirt and printed blouse. She wore some fashion accessories like dangling earrings and many bracelets. Probably some of her bracelets were made of real gold though. She had really no eye for what was real or not but she just guesstimated.They were in the kitchen at the time while Harman was out in the living room to catch up with his cousins.“It’s… not so easy to do that,” she admitted with a bitter smile.Just as she said, Flavie, Harman’s cousin walked into the kitchen with a cordless phone in her hand.