QUINN
I wiggled my way into the skirt of the white two-piece I chose to wear. The top was a sleeveless turtle neck, embellished with silver lace appliqués. Only a sliver of my tummy showed before the skirt started with its flowy chiffon material that was set in layers. A short skirt lay under so no one could see the world down there. This was the perfect dress for me and I was glad that Delphine had already kept it aside for me, predicting that I would hate the dress my mom chose.
Delphine had even chosen the perfect mask. It was pearl white with silver and gold designs and covered most of the top half of my face, only leaving my stunning blue eyes and pouty pink lips on display. That worked in my favor since word of me being at the ball got around very quickly. Everyone wanted to see the face of Theo Harper's daughter. They wanted to see how I looked to criticize me in the next freaking issue of PEOPLE magazine. I so desperately wanted to go out there and tell them that they could suck my toes!
Snorting at the thought, I twirled a curl of hair and let it fall to the side of my face. The rest was up neatly with crystals placed in different points of the bun. Although no one could see my face, I went heavy on the makeup just in case Gunnar caught me without the mask on. Maybe, if I were lucky, he would recognize me with the makeup on. You may call it catfishing, but I called it saving my ass from the devil's wrath.
"Are you ready?" Came Danny's muffled voice from the other side of my bedroom door, "the party's already begun so you're fashionably late, little sis."
"I'm thinking of not showing up at all at this point," I yelled in reply, biting back a giggle so I could sound serious enough for him to believe me, "I mean, would mom notice if I didn't attend?"
Without warning, my room door burst open and my fuming brother entered, ears red at the tips and chest heaving, "Don't you dare leave me alone with these cluster fucks!" He spat but then paused when he allowed his eyes to sweep down my figure. He pointed to the bit of skin showing on my belly, "Sis, I think Delphine ran out of material when making your dress. Might want to take it back."
Rolling my eyes at his overbearing nature, I grumbled, "It's showtime. Remember, keep me as far away from Gunnar and Katie as possible."
"I'll think about it," he taunted, draping an arm over my shoulders, "you've got to deal with me all night in that case because I don't plan on following dad around like a lost puppy so he can show me off to his friends."
"It's his way of showing you he's proud of you," I chastised, playfully swatting his chest, "but, yes, I'll be at your side the entire night. By the time the night is up, everyone will think we're conjoined."
He scrunched his nose and narrowed his eyes until they turned to slits, "Look, I love you but you can't follow me into the john, sis. That's a sacred sanctuary for men only."
"Every day you find a new way to show me how weird you are," I shook my head at him to which he chuckled.
He led me out of my room, allowing me to hook my arms with his as he helped me down the stairs to the first level of the house. The ball was taking place in the backyard inside a massive tent they had set up. A red carpet from the front of the house leading to the back was laid for the elite guests who were in attendance. Unfortunately for the press, they couldn't make it past the large gates and the amount of security we had hired for the night.
"How many people have showed up already?" I questioned in a whisper as we entered the backyard through the glass doors, evading the red carpet altogether.
"Too many to count on my fingers and toes," I caught the groan of irritation that vibrated at the back of my brother's throat, "it's going to be one long night."
We walked the stone path through the garden that led to the entrance of the tent. The orchestra was playing a tune that I didn't recognize but I quickly took notice of the couples waltzing on the dance floor situated in the center of the tent. Mom kept the color scheme of the party according to the scheme she had for her wedding — a way to reminisce on the good old days. Minks and whites bathed the place with white fairy lights.
"I guess mom outdid herself this year," I murmured loud enough for my brother to hear.
"That she did. I think it's the reason I decided to be decent this year," he pulled a black mask out of his pocket and placed it over his eyes, "let's get this shit show on the road, shall we?"
"We shall," I giggled, and entered the tent alongside him.
It was completely bothersome how every set of eyes landed on Danny and me. None of them cared to even blink. An eerie feeling of being watched came over me, and how could it not when every single person in the room was watching my every move. They couldn't see my face but having my presence here alone was enough to leave them in awe. It was the first time they had seen Quinn Harper since the age of seven.
"You look gorgeous," my mother gushed, cupping my face in her hands and kissing the small bit of my cheek that wasn't hidden under the mask.
"Persephone, you're smothering her," my father chuckled, pulling my mother away from me, "ladybug, thank you for coming. I know this kind of stuff makes you uncomfortable so you showing up really means a lot to us."
"No stress, dad," I breathed, making note of how the music had even stopped, "might want to get your party started up again because everyone seems to have come to a standstill."
My father waved his hand, brushing my comment off just as everyone else in the tent found a new person to gawk shamelessly at — or should I say a new couple. There, at the entrance, stood Gunnar in all his dipshit glory. Yes, I said dipshit glory. My reason for saying so was because of how delicious he looked in the silver suit he wore. He looked almost edible with the way the fabric hung off every curve. And yet, admiring his outward beauty only made me realize what a dick he was on the inside. He gave the saying 'Don't judge a book by its cover its meaning.
Next to him stood Katie in a fully embellished silver gown that fitted her hourglass curves. I was jealous of her figure. She was thin in all the right places and I resembled a potato. Luckily, everyone loved potatoes. It didn't bother me though, I still showed off the little figure I had, even if my stomach wasn't as flat as it should have been. There was nothing wrong with being on the curvier side of life, that didn't mean I didn't try keeping to my diet.
Both Gunnar and Katie wore identical black lace masks which barely hid their faces. Even if I weren't the one that chose their attire for the night, I would have easily recognized them. Murmurs filled the quiet space, most of the guests shocked that Gunnar had the guts to pitch up at this event but he was invited after all. I thought the guy had moxie. Maybe, this made me respect him a little more than I did.
"Do your best to stay clear of them the entire night," my brother whispered into my ear.
I nodded in agreement, "Yeah, but I bet everyone here is dying to get a chance to speak to me. It's the first time in ages people have seen my presence."
"Well, be a social butterfly and talk to everyone but him, Quinn. He spends a lot of time with you, he will recognize your voice if you two decided to have a conversation," my brother had a point. Although I hardly spoke to Gunnar out of pure fear, the few times I did would have made him accustomed to what I sounded like.
"Come, we will start the evening together," my mother gleefully chimed, gesturing us to the front of the tent where a stage was set up. On either side of the stage was the orchestra.
"No," I reluctantly shook my head, looking back at Gunnar who apparently had his eyes set on me. My body stilled when our eyes locked, green-brown eyes darkening as they quickly swept down my figure. With a huff, I turned to mom, "that's not such a great idea."
"Ladybug, don't worry. He won't recognize you and all you have to do is stand beside us," my father assured, moving toward the stage.
My brother settled his hand at the small of my back, ushering me forward, "You know better than to piss off the old man, little sis. Just get it done and over with and keep your head down."
This was all way too stressful for the average eighteen-year-old. Nonetheless, I did as I was told, squared my shoulders because I was Quinn Harper and not the shy assistant of Gunnar Astar — Daniella Quinzel. Who was I kidding, I was shy either way and this fake it till you make it shit could only take me so far. I practically held my breath as I claimed my position at my father's side on stage.
"Good evening ladies and gentlemen, if you could all take your seats," my father announced into the microphone and everyone scurried to their assigned seats, "I'd like to thank you all for joining us this evening. My wife and I couldn't be more happier with the turnout. You all already know my son, Daniel Harper, but many of you have been asking about my daughter. She still exists and she stands living and breathing beside me."
My eyes nearly bugged out of my head at my father's introduction. That was one way of putting me on the spot alright. I gave the crowd an awkward salute, then cursed myself for saluting because what kind of eighteen-year-old girl does that? My eyes were still downcast but I could hear the applause that filled the room.
After that, my brother and I quickly took our seats as my father proceeded to give his speech. Telling the crowd the story of how he and my mother met. I had heard it many times. Dad was still in school, studying the architecture in Venice and mom was on vacation. It was love at first sight if you believed in that kind of stuff.
When the formalities of the evening were completed, that was when the slightly fun stuff began. My brother was always excellent at the waltz and so was I. We were both trained classical dancers from a young age and we both had to learn one instrument. My brother chose the triangle — because that was the hardest instrument to learn; note the sarcasm. I was more reasonable and chose the clarinet.
"We should probably dance," my brother said, eyes glued on Gunnar who in turn stared right back.
Gunnar's hard glare hadn't left me all night which irked me. It almost looked as if he was waiting for the right moment to come up to me and bombard me with questions. And me being me, would do anything to avoid that, "Fine, but we can't dance forever."
My brother gave me that crooked grin when he always had a mischievous plan in mind. He was probably plotting on ways to escape this ball the moment mom mentioned it. We easily blended into dance floor with the other couples, following their footsteps and rhythm.
When the song ended, however, there was someone already waiting for me, showing me his evil smile as he asked my brother, "Could I possibly get a dance with your sister?" Gunnar was polite to the point it looked and sounded fake.
"As long as I get to have a dance with the stunning lady accompanying you tonight," my brother answered with the same bitter politeness and it didn't take a genius to figure out that the two were barely containing themselves.
Placing my hand on Danny's shoulder, I squeezed reassuringly and nodded that I would be fine. I was not going to be fine but my brain decided it would be better to lie and say that I would. With that, a new song started and Gunnar all but shoved Danny aside, placing one hand firmly on my hip and taking my hand into his free hand.
I shivered at the feel of Gunnar's rough hand greeting my bare skin. It had me arching myself into him for more contact. I wasn't sure why, but having him this close was both intimidating — as usual — and exhilarating. Maybe it had a lot to do with the fact that he didn't really know who I was. The mask gave me a sense of false security and maybe I could use that to my advantage.
"Quinn, is that right?" He asked, his feet moving effortless and leading me with elegance on the dance floor.
I simply nodded my head, letting my eyes hold his.
"Haven't seen you around, where's Theo been hiding you?" Gunnar cooed in a sultry tone that had my heart dancing for joy in my chest.
I made my voice high and tweaked my accent slightly, giving it a British feel, "He hasn't been hiding me, I choose to stay away from this."
His brows shot up, "Been in England then?"
I visited England many times so I could positively answer the question with confidence, "You could say that."
"You're eighteen?" He quizzed, seemingly interested in every detail he could get out of me.
"The last time I checked, yes."
"Working for your father?" His questions were curt and to the point. He caught the sight of my brother watching us to which a smirk curled his lips upward. Purposely, he moved his hand from my side, gliding across the skin to the small of my back before tugging me forward into him.
I yelped and I would have pushed him away if my body let me but right now I was concentrating on the feel of his skin and trying not to mess things up by losing concentration, "I have no interest in my father's business."
"Then what do you have interest in?" He asked with a coy grin forming on his face.
"I have an interest in not pissing off my brother, Mr. Astor," I scowled, making sure to keep my fake accent up. This facade was going to grow tiresome really quick.
"You know who I am?" He sounded genuinely surprised by that which perplexed me.
"I don't live under a rock," yeah, this mask sure was giving me some false confidence, "everyone knows who you are and I think it would be best for everyone if a man like you minds his own business and stays away from a girl like me." With that, I forced myself to pull away from him and exit the tent completely.
QUINNBeing crowded all evening was an introvert's worst nightmare. I was said introvert and currently, I was being asked so many questions by so many people that it had my head spinning. My brother tried making a run for it the moment mom and dad had their backs turned but that did him no good. He ran into Braxton — mom's sister's eldest son and our cousin. Braxton never left his side after that. I guess it was a good thing that Danny and Braxton were close or else Danny would have been really annoyed.I found my escape when the tent's lights dimmed and mom and dad took the floor to dance to the song they danced to on their wedding day — their first dance as husband and wife. Everyone's focus temporarily shifted to them which finally gave me the breather I needed. Using the distraction, I exited the tent and made my way down the stone-paved path in the garden.We had a beautiful garden because mom had hired
QUINN Squaring my shoulders, I waited for the elevator to ding open on my floor. I returned to my apartment Sunday morning, ignoring everyone at home since they refused to give me the answers I was looking for. That was a given though. They wouldn't be straight with me because I wasn't privy to their little secret. Or, by the looks of it, not so little secret. The elevator doors finally parted and I inhaled sharply. For this to work, I needed to pretend as if I knew nothing about the brawl that took place Saturday night. If I slipped up, the devil would figure out that there was something amiss with me. We didn't need that. Facing his wrath was something I wanted to postpone as long as possible — or until I got the answers I was looking for. I strode with my head held high, my handbag in one hand and a tray with two coffees in the other. My mind kept replaying the events of that night, wondering how I c
QUINNIt was Venus' howling and her jumping on top of me that eventually woke me up. I groaned, running my fingers over her soft fur, "Quiet down, Venus. If they hear you they're going to kick you out," my neighbor's were a pain in the ass and looked for every reason to complain about me so I gave them nothing to complain about.She whined, nudging my face with her snout and running her prickly tongue over my cheek. Venus was never this persistent to go out and she never needed to do her business at night. I trained her well, taking her out every night and then making sure to let her out every morning."Venus, stop, please. Let me sleep," I chastised, pulling the covers over my head and turning to the other side.That was when I heard it, the pounding on my door and my name being called in what sounded like an angry growl. Well, it wasn't my name. It was the name he knew me as. The thought of
GUNNARThere were many uncertainties in this world but there was one thing I knew I could bet my life on and that was coming here to protect myself. They wouldn't dare to do anything as long as she was involved. If I kept her close to me at all times, my life would be safe. I didn't care if that meant using her and I could put up with occasionally flirting with her just to elude her. However, I was tethering on a mighty thin line. Just one look into those innocent blue eyes nearly had me revealing everything. I almost said too much.It sickened me. She really thought that she could fool me with her less than brilliant accent. Her age matched, her distinct hair color and eye color did too. If that wasn't enough proof, the fact that Daniella Quinzel had no social presence whatsoever was a major telltale that something was up. I couldn't dig up any important information on her when I tried. The little information I did find loo
QUINN"Stupid Gunnar," I yelled, throwing a blouse into my suitcase, "asshole, dickhead, cactus of a man," I cursed, throwing a few more items of clothing into the bag, "he's such an ungrateful, pompous fool," I complained, facing Venus who had her ears perked in my direction, "I should have let him bled out. No loss to mankind.""Then why didn't you?" Ace quizzed, glaring at me with interest shining in his hazel eyes that had stunning flecks of green swimming in them. I had almost forgotten he was here. He sat so perfectly still and silent.My eyes caught the sight of his glock tucked into his waistband and I gulped. I couldn't reply to him, not when he was intimidating as Hell. It pissed me off that he took away my phones and other devices, daring me to fight him for them with a stupid smug grin."You grow awfully quiet when someone speaks to you," he murmured, voice too slick and charmi
QUINNWe arrived at the hotel late last night which meant I didn't get a chance to speak to Priyanka or Jaxon. Gunnar made sure not to give me a chance to speak to them anyway, keeping a close eye on me the entire flight. He had even gone to the extent of escorting me to my room, leaving me with one last warning and a glare that probably could have turned Medusa to stone.On the brighter side of things, the room he had me in was built for comfort. The place was washed in warm colors — royal red wallpaper, brown bedposts, and beige decor. It smelt like fresh flowers on a spring morning and gave you a sense of bliss. It was a five-star establishment so I expecting nothing less from the place.Dinner had been brought up to my room. If it wasn't obvious, it was Gunnar who ordered the meal — a piece of steak cooked medium rare with a side of fries. I allowed myself to eat it even though I was on a strict diet beca
QUINN After my phone call, Gunnar didn't allow me to leave. He had the audacity to make me wait until he had a shower, strolled out in nothing but a towel, and made me watch him get dressed. Well, he didn't make me. I could have turned my head or closed my eyes, but looking came free and I had to appreciate a masterpiece when I saw one. I had to keep reminding myself that one: he had Katie and two: I just couldn't stroll down that road because it was a collision course, one that obviously would not end well. He wasn't good. He was far from it. But the attraction between us was there. We weren't blind to it and we could obviously feel it. With every touch, with every breath, each time I found myself wanting to be near him no matter how much his presence pissed me off. Even as a complete asshole, he still managed to draw me in. I hated him, but I craved him. His touch from earlier still lingered on my che
GUNNAR I was livid as I watched Eddie and Mickey leave the room. All I could see was red, enraged by what I had just heard. I hated losing. Whether it be in my day job or this, losing never sat well with me. My father didn't raise a failure and yet all I seemed to be doing recently was failing, all thanks to the Harper fucking name. My arm burned as it tightened around her. The mere sight of her had my blood simmering. The very second the door shut, I pulled away from Quinn. With a menacing growl, I picked up the crystal glass and sent it flying across the room. From my peripheral, I caught the sight of Quinn wincing as the glass shattered against the far wall — the sound reverberating through the room. I had no healthy way to deal with my anger besides taking it on the people around me verbally. But a single glance at her had my jaw locking. I had never seen such raw fear grace someon
QUINN"He's in a meeting at the moment but he should be done soon," Priyanka informed me while we both shot Gunnar's secretary a glare that could kill.She was getting on my last nerve. I had been trying to get into Gunnar's office for the past half an hour and she refused to let me in. Since she wasn't part of the meeting, I figured that it had little to do with Astor Architecture and a lot to do with another arms deal. Gunnar had told her not to let anyone in while he was busy but I was almost certain that didn't apply to me."He won't mind if I go in but I'll wait since I'm apparently not permitted entrance," I sarcastically muttered, propping my hands on the curve of my hips."Forget it. Talking to her is like telling a brick wall to move," Priyanka snarled but that quickly turned into a grin when she turned to me, "you've got to tell me everything. Did you finally get that Vitamin D t
GUNNARThis was the last place I wanted to be, the last place I expected to be. I had to exercise every bit of my restraint. Last night I had let Quinn down. I wasn't about to do it again. She would completely hate me if I decided to make my way down the hall to do to her father what he had done to mine. But I couldn't take it. Knowing that he was only meters away from me had my palms itching with vengeance. He deserved everything he had coming to him and more. So much fucking more, and I wanted to be the one who delivered his punishment. I wanted to deliver him to his maker so he could suffer for the sins he committed.Quinn shuffled beside me. She had been tossing and turning for the entire night. I had returned to find her asleep and decided not to disturb her by waking her up. She may have been asleep but she was restless, mumbling incoherent words in her sleep while tears slipped out of the corner of her eyes. I manag
QUINN I looked into Mickey's dimming eyes and then dropped my gaze down to the blood coating my hands once more. My entire body felt cold, every hair standing on end. I watched Mickey open and close his mouth but I couldn't hear anything. Matter of fact, I couldn't hear anything past the ringing in my ears. The ringing began to dull down and someone's deep, frantic voice cut through. They were clearly shouting my name but it sounded muffled — so far away. Someone's rough hands tugged my body away from Mickey's. Another gunshot sounded, causing the ringing to pick up yet again. The bullet entered Mickey's skull, blood splattering everywhere. A scream filled with utter terror ripped from my lungs and — because of my reflexes — my hands flew to my mouth, smearing blood all over my face. "Shhh..." The person behind me cooed in an attempt to calm me but he was failing. Hot
QUINN I had watched many movies where the protagonist found themselves in life-threatening situations. Usually, they would watch their life flash right before their eyes. But of course, it was different for me. I just blankly stared down the barrel of the gun Mickey had pointed at my chest. My warning bells weren't ringing anymore. I simply took in a deep breath, feeling as calm as the ocean before a storm. Honestly, if I knew this was how things were going to play out, I would have probably not gone along with Eddie's plan. All I was meant to do was seduce him, the way I was meant to do with Gunnar. I figured I could play the part. Once he made his move, I was fully ready to off the son of a bitch. It would have been self-defense. According to Eddie, Mickey had cameras all over his home. If that was where we ended up, then this night would have played out differently. Mickey would have been dead and I would have had foo
GUNNAR I glared at the man sprawled on the floor with my brother's foot lodged against his throat. Crouching down beside him, I gave him more incentive to follow my instructions by pressing the cool metal of my gun into his temple, "Call your men off on my brother." "Vaffanculo figlio di puttana," he sputtered, trying to push my brother's boot off his throat. The bastard's face began to turn bright red, beads of cold sweat tricking down his hairline. I shook my head. Pathetic. This was a waste of my time but I had to make sure Jericho was safe first before I could take another step. He was my priority at the moment because I knew Quinn was safe — for now, at least, "Kill him." I rose to my feet dismissively, engaging the safety on my gun and tucking it into my waistband. My psychotic middle brother grinned, excitement lighting up his hazel eyes when he pulled the trigger. A loud bang r
QUINNReflecting on the past, actually thinking about the majority of my childhood, I was slowly beginning to realize that my brother had prepared me for this life as best as he could without actually giving anything away. When I was young he used to play-fight with me and while doing so he taught me how to throw a perfect punch and a few kicks.When in doubt, always aim for the crotch.That was the advice he had given me on multiple occasions. I never thought that any of that information would come in handy but things always worked out in the most unexpected ways. In all fairness, I really wished I had more training to deal with what lied ahead. Maybe some knife-throwing classes. I had good aim so I could see that working out.It was dark and there was a distinct chill in the air that had goosebumps littering the exposed flesh of my arms. I wore a spaghetti strap body con dress that ended
QUINNI watched Venus run around in the garden. It was early. The morning sun kissed my face as it rose into the sky, offering it an orange-red blend. I inhaled the crisp air, the breeze carrying sweet notes from the flowers surrounding me."You're out here by yourself?" Ace sat down beside me, draping an arm behind me on the wooden bench. He sounded a little surprised by me being alone."Your brother is asleep," the corner of my lips twitched upward at the thought, "I didn't want to wake him." I turned to Ace, looking him up and down for a quick beat before saying, "you just came home?"He hummed in response, mouth opening into a massive yawn. Ace blinked his eyes, trying to hide his fatigue but he was failing, "I've been busy," he brought two fingers up to his lips, tracing the seam in deep thought, "I'm doing a job for Gunnar, and let's just say, I need to be thorough with my recon beca
GUNNARI couldn't concentrate. Not on one fucking thing. The entire day was a waste. Every meeting I had was a blur, my thoughts constantly going back to this morning. I wouldn't have minded the thought of fucking Little one senseless replaying itself in my mind on a constant loop. But it wasn't. It was our conversation afterward. She wanted to see her father. Deep down, I knew I couldn't stop her. She had a right to see her family. I just wished I knew what bullshit he was feeding her.Ace was with her so I knew she would be safe. I trusted my brother not to let me down. He knew how much this meant to me, how much she meant to me. I was done trying to understand it — done trying to convince myself that I felt nothing for her. All I knew was that I slept better at night with her in my arms. I could breathe easier knowing that I would be going home to her. My heartbeat thrummed a little harder knowing that she was saf
QUINNI had never felt so intimidated before, that too, at the sight of my own home coming into view. Part of me wanted to turn back, run for the freaking hills, and then some. Another part knew I deserved the answers I was searching for. If there was a chance for my life to return to anything close to normal, I needed this."Remind me again why I'm here?" Miranda scowled in the back seat of the SUV. Ace had the driver's seat and I took the passenger seat, "I'd prefer to be miles away from this guy," she pointed her finger at Ace's head."Don't look at me," I shrugged a shoulder but offered her a sympathetic smile. Miranda honestly shouldn't have been here, "I'm not the one who brought you along.""No you weren't," she huffed in agreement, "it was this tyrant of a man that dragged me out of bed and brought me here," Miranda shoved Ace's head but he barely even flinched."I