QUINN
Entering my apartment, I made sure that my double locks were on. When my father told me he would be getting me an apartment I had not expected said apartment to be in the Bronx. However, I had to play the part of a struggling teenager trying to get a job. Unlike other teens, I wasn't working in a coffee shop as a barista or a book store — a place I'd much rather be. No, I was the overachieving eighteen-year-old trying to pull off being the personal assistant to one of the biggest dickheads in the history of dickheads.
My dad truly did have everything planned out for the day of my interview. He paid every person attending to leave, which left me as the only option to be chosen. Gunnar wasn't all too happy with that. My interview went to shit as well. It was one thing practicing in front of my father and a completely different thing when in front of Gunnar Astor. He wasn't only a brooding, arrogant, billionaire CEO but he was also handsome to the point he could probably be a God.
He was probably one of those arrogant Greek Gods in his spare time.
Two months into working with the idiot and I still hadn't a clue about him. Whenever he called upon me I still stumbled over my words and tripped over my feet. I had to quickly adjust and learn how to be his PA. It was a lot more than just getting the boss' coffee. I had to do his minutes, organize his meetings, keep people away when he wanted to be left alone. Assistants got paid too little for the work they did. Honestly, we deserved more credit.
Or maybe that was the eighteen-year-old in me talking.
Venus, my cute corgi, came padding toward me with her pointy ears perked. I walked into my quaint apartment and headed straight into the tiny kitchen. It was rustic, just like the entire place but I had to keep reminding myself that this would be over soon. Two months in was making me highly doubt that but it was what allowed me to sleep at night.
Venus barked, pointing her nose toward the clock that hung on the wall. It was time for her walk but Mr. Astor had worked me to the bone today. I was too tired to even make it up the stairs to get to my apartment. The elevator was forever out of order which left me no other choice but to walk up to five flights of stairs.
"Not today, Venus," I bent down and petted her soft head, "Mommy's tired. I promise we will go tomorrow and I'll even give you an extra hour."
I was proud to call myself a dog mom. No matter what anyone said, Venus was and will forever be my first baby. She was single-handedly the only reason I hadn't gone insane yet. We knew one another so well. She could be demanding at times but when she could sense my irritation and fatigue she always backed off.
Opening the fridge, I grabbed a bag of carrot sticks and made my way to the couch. I was trying to be healthy but I was too lazy to make food. Living off a rabbit's diet for one night didn't seem half bad. Venus hopped up onto the couch with me and curled into my side. I had Lucifer on — Netflix and chill was the only activity besides sleeping I was prepared to do. If I could, I would quit this stupid job. Everyone else did. Gunnar Astor was a royal pain in the ass.
"Maybe he will choke on his dinner tonight and die," I murmured to Venus, biting down on a carrot stick and petting her head. She looked at me and whined, then did this thing that made her look as if she raised a condescending brow at me. I sighed, kissing her on her head, "You're right, that's too much to ask for."
My personal phone ringing was what drew me out of the conversation between Venus and me. I had to have two phones. One for work purposes and my personal one that held all my contacts. The work phone only held one number, Gunnar's. My father's name lit up the screen and I groaned.
"As if I didn't have enough to deal with today?" I grumbled and watched Venus snuggle further into me. She never liked my father, always hiding from him whenever he paid me a visit. I swiped the screen to answer and placed it on speaker, "Father?"
"Quinn, how has your day been?" He asked curtly, showing that this was just a formality he needed to get out of the way before getting to the point.
"I do not wish to talk about it, father," I sarcastically said, glaring at my phone.
"He hasn't warmed up to you yet?" I could hear the disappointment tainting my father's voice.
"No, and I'm pretty sure he's still trying to find a replacement for me," I pointed out uselessly. My father would never let him find a replacement until my job was done.
"You know not to be bothered about such trivial matters," he grunted in annoyance before saying, "your information about his meeting with Asher Holdings came in handy. I managed to get a team to pitch a presentation to him and the board today. I think they might hire us to design the resort instead of Astor Architecture."
"So you're stealing his clients now instead of the other way around?" I quizzed. As Gunnar's assistant, I had to be present during his presentations. I had seen his design for the resort, took pictures of the model and the blueprints, and then sent them to my father. Asher, a man with timeless taste, hated Gunnar's modern eye and lack of emotion. If it wasn't for me being present in the meeting my father would have never known that. He would have never pitched the idea of a resort with a modern style mixed with some dated designs that still managed to pull in the interest of everyone.
"Something like that, Ladybug," he chuckled, finding this win for him and his company amusing, "this is all thanks to you."
At least he had the decency to show a shred of thanks.
"I don't really have anything else to share with you. His meetings haven't changed and I don't think he's heard of his rejection by Asher Holdings just yet," I informed, biting down on another carrot stick.
"I know, he will hear of it by the morning but that's not the reason I called," he softened his voice, turning business mode off and switching to dad mode, "you know your mom's and mine anniversary is coming up. She wants you to get away so you can attend the ball she's throwing."
"I bet mom invited everyone she could, including Gunnar. How can I attend when he will recognize me instantly?" I wasn't one for mom's parties. Any reason to get out of one I would grab with open arms.
"We've thought of that. It will be a masquerade ball, either that or your mother could lend you one of her wigs," he snickered, showing me his softer side, "I doubt he would recognize you, no one's seen you."
"Yeah, but he's going to ask why his assistant somehow snagged an invite to one of the most elite parties of the year," I grinned, knowing that I'd probably skip out on the party to have another night all to my lonesome self. It was better than socializing with stuck-up snobs, "and if you begin to introduce me as your daughter it would cause quite the stir."
"You've never attended any one of your mother's parties after you turned seven. People are beginning to ask whether you're dead or alive."
"Well, let them be stupid I say," I quipped, "of course I'm alive. It's not like you murdered me. I'm just not like Danny. I like my private life remaining private. And anyway, my lack of social presence is proving to be an advantage."
"I cannot deny that," he sighed, "he will not recognize you and you will attend. I'm leaving you with no other choice. You also get a plus one so bring that friend of yours."
"Who, Miranda? She's probably in Bali tanning on a beach. Exactly what I should be doing!"
"I know, I know. Just a little longer, Ladybug."
"Yeah, I know," I yawned, stretching out my muscles, "I'm exhausted and I have an early day tomorrow. Talk soon."
"Goodnight, Ladybug." With that, he ended the call.
Rolling off the couch, I trudged my way I into my tiny bathroom. Venus followed me, my personal bodyguard. She never left me alone, following me even when I needed to poop. I placed my hands on the edges of the washbasin and looked in the tiny rectangular mirror stuck on the wall. My blue eyes shone with tiredness, dark circles rimming them. I had my strawberry blonde hair tied in a neat bun at the nape of my neck. The white blouse I wore hid my figure, one that was too curvy for my liking but it did little to contain the massive puppies sitting on my chest. My high cheekbones made my face look slim and made my entire body look asymmetrical.
Why did diets take so long to work?
Stripping from my clothes, I dumped them I into the hamper and then shrugged into my pajamas. The loose top had a picture of two avocados and on top, it was printed 'I Avo Crush On You'. It was corny and adorable and just my style.
"Venus, time to go to bed," I said, making my way into the bedroom. She followed behind me, heading straight to her bed in a cozy corner of the room, "Goodnight V..." I drawled, crawling under the covers and switching off the light.
Tomorrow Gunnar would find out about Asher's choice of choosing my father's company over his. I could already imagine how work would feel. Only one word came to mind: Hell!
QUINN"Miss Quinzel!" Came the booming voice of my wonderful boss, Gunnar Astor. He had just gotten off the phone with Asher which put him in a foul mood.I flinched, nearly spilling the hot coffee I was about to sip on. Everyone on the floor looked at me with sympathy glazing over their eyes. They all knew not to come within a mile radius of Gunnar when he was in this state. Unfortunately, I couldn't duck for cover like the rest. I had to face the raging storm head-on and hope it didn't eat me up and spit me out before I had the chance to say one word.With a sigh, I placed my coffee onto the table and covered it with a coaster. I wasn't paranoid but growing up with a brother like mine taught me not to leave things unattended, or at least not to leave them open. Rising to my feet, I ran a hand over the soft material of the blue dress I wore to smooth out the creases. One of Gunnar's many issues was people no
QUINNQ. That was what I requested everyone to call me. They attempted to call me Daniella but I was never responsive when they did. I still wasn't used to the name. They even tried calling me Danny which made me cringe. It reminded me too much of my brother. So, I told them to call me Q - since my last name was meant to be Quinzel. Father did one thing right. Q was something I actually responded to since my brother had called me that since birth."Q, you can't let him use you as his verbal punching bag or as a literal one. I swear, if he touches a single hair on your body he's a dead man," my brother made a sound at the back of his throat that sounded awfully similar to a growl. His protective instincts always controlled him, "what if that mug had hit you? What would you have done?"I looked at my twenty-eight-year-old brother on the screen of my laptop, thinking over his question. He looked a lot like our f
QUINN "Shit, shit, shit, SHIT!" I exasperated, hopping on one foot while I tried to fit my other foot into my black heeled pumps, "He's going to kill me dead!" Venus gave me that look, the one that looked as if she were raising a condescending eyebrow at me and then barked, sitting down on her hind legs and watching me intently. "Don't look at me like that," I chastised, finally getting the shoe on. Squaring my shoulders, I ran a hand down the maroon dress I wore and sighed, "I'm not being dramatic. This asswipe could kill me and bring me back to life if he wished. I have a feeling he and the devil are tight as—" I paused, looking at my corgi's perked ears, "well, they're tight, let's leave it at that." She barked again, padding her way out of the room so she could get to her food bowl in the kitchen. I was exhausted. When I didn't want to sleep, it came easily but when I was in
GUNNARA woman who hadn't raised her voice or spoken out of line to me during her two months of working here somehow managed to tell me off and storm out of my office, leaving me flabbergasted. The day she came for her interview was the day I knew I would hate the stupid girl. Because she was exactly that, a girl. An eighteen-year-old girl, fresh out of high school who wanted to be my PA. And as luck would have it, no one else wanted the position so I had no choice but to hire her.Two months down the line and she was still here. Besides Katie, she was the only girl that lasted this long. Everyone else quit in a matter of days, maybe two weeks at most. I had a temper, that wasn't unknown to anyone. Taking out my anger on the first person I saw was generally the way I dealt with that temper. And the first person I usually saw was always my assistant who all happened to be girls that could not handle me.I thou
QUINN"No way!" I gagged to emphasize how disgusted I was by my mother's selection of dress and mask for the ball. The world would have to be ending for me to wear the nasty pink, girly frock she picked out and my brother was right, the mask was way too revealing, "Mom, how about I pick something to wear."She narrowed her blue eyes in on me. My mother's blue eyes were much different from mine. Her's held a green hue around the pupil before subtly fading into a murky blue, "You better not use this as an excuse to back out of the ball." She warned in her pixie voice which I couldn't take seriously.My mom was short and adorable in all sense of the words. Her strawberry blonde hair was cropped short and left in natural waves, and her button nose and pouty lips made her look like she belonged on a cast of Tinkerbell. She had laugh lines etched along with the corners of her lips which was expected since she was a
QUINNI wiggled my way into the skirt of the white two-piece I chose to wear. The top was a sleeveless turtle neck, embellished with silver lace appliqués. Only a sliver of my tummy showed before the skirt started with its flowy chiffon material that was set in layers. A short skirt lay under so no one could see the world down there. This was the perfect dress for me and I was glad that Delphine had already kept it aside for me, predicting that I would hate the dress my mom chose.Delphine had even chosen the perfect mask. It was pearl white with silver and gold designs and covered most of the top half of my face, only leaving my stunning blue eyes and pouty pink lips on display. That worked in my favor since word of me being at the ball got around very quickly. Everyone wanted to see the face of Theo Harper's daughter. They wanted to see how I looked to criticize me in the next freaking issue of PEOPLE magazine. I so desper
QUINNBeing crowded all evening was an introvert's worst nightmare. I was said introvert and currently, I was being asked so many questions by so many people that it had my head spinning. My brother tried making a run for it the moment mom and dad had their backs turned but that did him no good. He ran into Braxton — mom's sister's eldest son and our cousin. Braxton never left his side after that. I guess it was a good thing that Danny and Braxton were close or else Danny would have been really annoyed.I found my escape when the tent's lights dimmed and mom and dad took the floor to dance to the song they danced to on their wedding day — their first dance as husband and wife. Everyone's focus temporarily shifted to them which finally gave me the breather I needed. Using the distraction, I exited the tent and made my way down the stone-paved path in the garden.We had a beautiful garden because mom had hired
QUINN Squaring my shoulders, I waited for the elevator to ding open on my floor. I returned to my apartment Sunday morning, ignoring everyone at home since they refused to give me the answers I was looking for. That was a given though. They wouldn't be straight with me because I wasn't privy to their little secret. Or, by the looks of it, not so little secret. The elevator doors finally parted and I inhaled sharply. For this to work, I needed to pretend as if I knew nothing about the brawl that took place Saturday night. If I slipped up, the devil would figure out that there was something amiss with me. We didn't need that. Facing his wrath was something I wanted to postpone as long as possible — or until I got the answers I was looking for. I strode with my head held high, my handbag in one hand and a tray with two coffees in the other. My mind kept replaying the events of that night, wondering how I c
QUINN"He's in a meeting at the moment but he should be done soon," Priyanka informed me while we both shot Gunnar's secretary a glare that could kill.She was getting on my last nerve. I had been trying to get into Gunnar's office for the past half an hour and she refused to let me in. Since she wasn't part of the meeting, I figured that it had little to do with Astor Architecture and a lot to do with another arms deal. Gunnar had told her not to let anyone in while he was busy but I was almost certain that didn't apply to me."He won't mind if I go in but I'll wait since I'm apparently not permitted entrance," I sarcastically muttered, propping my hands on the curve of my hips."Forget it. Talking to her is like telling a brick wall to move," Priyanka snarled but that quickly turned into a grin when she turned to me, "you've got to tell me everything. Did you finally get that Vitamin D t
GUNNARThis was the last place I wanted to be, the last place I expected to be. I had to exercise every bit of my restraint. Last night I had let Quinn down. I wasn't about to do it again. She would completely hate me if I decided to make my way down the hall to do to her father what he had done to mine. But I couldn't take it. Knowing that he was only meters away from me had my palms itching with vengeance. He deserved everything he had coming to him and more. So much fucking more, and I wanted to be the one who delivered his punishment. I wanted to deliver him to his maker so he could suffer for the sins he committed.Quinn shuffled beside me. She had been tossing and turning for the entire night. I had returned to find her asleep and decided not to disturb her by waking her up. She may have been asleep but she was restless, mumbling incoherent words in her sleep while tears slipped out of the corner of her eyes. I manag
QUINN I looked into Mickey's dimming eyes and then dropped my gaze down to the blood coating my hands once more. My entire body felt cold, every hair standing on end. I watched Mickey open and close his mouth but I couldn't hear anything. Matter of fact, I couldn't hear anything past the ringing in my ears. The ringing began to dull down and someone's deep, frantic voice cut through. They were clearly shouting my name but it sounded muffled — so far away. Someone's rough hands tugged my body away from Mickey's. Another gunshot sounded, causing the ringing to pick up yet again. The bullet entered Mickey's skull, blood splattering everywhere. A scream filled with utter terror ripped from my lungs and — because of my reflexes — my hands flew to my mouth, smearing blood all over my face. "Shhh..." The person behind me cooed in an attempt to calm me but he was failing. Hot
QUINN I had watched many movies where the protagonist found themselves in life-threatening situations. Usually, they would watch their life flash right before their eyes. But of course, it was different for me. I just blankly stared down the barrel of the gun Mickey had pointed at my chest. My warning bells weren't ringing anymore. I simply took in a deep breath, feeling as calm as the ocean before a storm. Honestly, if I knew this was how things were going to play out, I would have probably not gone along with Eddie's plan. All I was meant to do was seduce him, the way I was meant to do with Gunnar. I figured I could play the part. Once he made his move, I was fully ready to off the son of a bitch. It would have been self-defense. According to Eddie, Mickey had cameras all over his home. If that was where we ended up, then this night would have played out differently. Mickey would have been dead and I would have had foo
GUNNAR I glared at the man sprawled on the floor with my brother's foot lodged against his throat. Crouching down beside him, I gave him more incentive to follow my instructions by pressing the cool metal of my gun into his temple, "Call your men off on my brother." "Vaffanculo figlio di puttana," he sputtered, trying to push my brother's boot off his throat. The bastard's face began to turn bright red, beads of cold sweat tricking down his hairline. I shook my head. Pathetic. This was a waste of my time but I had to make sure Jericho was safe first before I could take another step. He was my priority at the moment because I knew Quinn was safe — for now, at least, "Kill him." I rose to my feet dismissively, engaging the safety on my gun and tucking it into my waistband. My psychotic middle brother grinned, excitement lighting up his hazel eyes when he pulled the trigger. A loud bang r
QUINNReflecting on the past, actually thinking about the majority of my childhood, I was slowly beginning to realize that my brother had prepared me for this life as best as he could without actually giving anything away. When I was young he used to play-fight with me and while doing so he taught me how to throw a perfect punch and a few kicks.When in doubt, always aim for the crotch.That was the advice he had given me on multiple occasions. I never thought that any of that information would come in handy but things always worked out in the most unexpected ways. In all fairness, I really wished I had more training to deal with what lied ahead. Maybe some knife-throwing classes. I had good aim so I could see that working out.It was dark and there was a distinct chill in the air that had goosebumps littering the exposed flesh of my arms. I wore a spaghetti strap body con dress that ended
QUINNI watched Venus run around in the garden. It was early. The morning sun kissed my face as it rose into the sky, offering it an orange-red blend. I inhaled the crisp air, the breeze carrying sweet notes from the flowers surrounding me."You're out here by yourself?" Ace sat down beside me, draping an arm behind me on the wooden bench. He sounded a little surprised by me being alone."Your brother is asleep," the corner of my lips twitched upward at the thought, "I didn't want to wake him." I turned to Ace, looking him up and down for a quick beat before saying, "you just came home?"He hummed in response, mouth opening into a massive yawn. Ace blinked his eyes, trying to hide his fatigue but he was failing, "I've been busy," he brought two fingers up to his lips, tracing the seam in deep thought, "I'm doing a job for Gunnar, and let's just say, I need to be thorough with my recon beca
GUNNARI couldn't concentrate. Not on one fucking thing. The entire day was a waste. Every meeting I had was a blur, my thoughts constantly going back to this morning. I wouldn't have minded the thought of fucking Little one senseless replaying itself in my mind on a constant loop. But it wasn't. It was our conversation afterward. She wanted to see her father. Deep down, I knew I couldn't stop her. She had a right to see her family. I just wished I knew what bullshit he was feeding her.Ace was with her so I knew she would be safe. I trusted my brother not to let me down. He knew how much this meant to me, how much she meant to me. I was done trying to understand it — done trying to convince myself that I felt nothing for her. All I knew was that I slept better at night with her in my arms. I could breathe easier knowing that I would be going home to her. My heartbeat thrummed a little harder knowing that she was saf
QUINNI had never felt so intimidated before, that too, at the sight of my own home coming into view. Part of me wanted to turn back, run for the freaking hills, and then some. Another part knew I deserved the answers I was searching for. If there was a chance for my life to return to anything close to normal, I needed this."Remind me again why I'm here?" Miranda scowled in the back seat of the SUV. Ace had the driver's seat and I took the passenger seat, "I'd prefer to be miles away from this guy," she pointed her finger at Ace's head."Don't look at me," I shrugged a shoulder but offered her a sympathetic smile. Miranda honestly shouldn't have been here, "I'm not the one who brought you along.""No you weren't," she huffed in agreement, "it was this tyrant of a man that dragged me out of bed and brought me here," Miranda shoved Ace's head but he barely even flinched."I