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Chapter 59

Author: Presha
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Things didn't get any better. Jacob continued his daily life of showering Shontell with compliments in front of my face. I felt so ugly. The inner feeling of nothingness. I started to doubt my worth. I felt that there was something wrong with me for him to not even compliment me anymore. As my stomach got bigger, he paid less attention to me. He only communicated when he needed to be pleased.

I hated having s** with him. I was already eight months pregnant and every time I did satisfy him, I had medical problems afterwards.

It was gross enough that he was sleeping around, but to put me at that risk. I guess he didn't care.

Some say maybe it's a s** demon.

I spent my entire pregnancy sharing my husband with his mistress.

He claimed they where just friends but I knew better.

A year later, I really thought he would change after our son. I still had medical problems after pleading him. I know if I didn't, then I had no problems. I tried to keep him, I really tried so hard to satisfy him s
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