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64- His Fears
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Avery POV:-
“Promise me tonight will be the start of our relationship, the end of your hatred.” I asked as Blaze was holding me, mindless, with tears gimmering beautifully in his orbs, wanting to hold me and give a chance he would crush the very instant, hurting himself more. His grip on my hand loosen when I put the condition to gather his fragmented pieces- breaking my heart.
“You can’t do this. And it will hurt you that’s why please.. Stop. Don’t give yourself more pain.” Scattered and merged with the darkness of his gaze, I let go of him, taking a step back, not crying but passing him a faint smile. It was clear on his face if he spoke further the only sound which escaped his lips would be a sob.
I turned my back, holding my tears back and walked away without saying anyth
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