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48- A Fair Deal
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2024-10-29 19:42:56After pacing around he came to me. He bent on his knees, tears were brimming in his eyes as he put his hand over my laps and finally looked at me with his profound gaze of tears, distress, pain and grief.
“Let me be completely honest, Avery...” He gulped, his voice was husky but filled with sorrow, with a deep inhale, he continued, “I needed you… badly. Every inch of this body does. The core of my body is fucking burning to mark and mate you but I can’t do it because my heart is not convinced of my urges. My heart cannot love you but it doesn’t want to reject you either. Maybe it’s because of the mate-pull that I hold lust for you but there is no love for you and it hurts me sometimes to do this to you and not being able to liberate you from this dilemma of mine.
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