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11 ~ Just A Stroke To Let Go Of My Restraints

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Right as I was about to tell him to go to hell, he leaned in and sealed our lips together.

The moment our lips touched, all the air left my lungs.

I couldn't breathe.

I felt dizzy.

But when I opened my mouth and tasted the salty tanginess of his tongue, I knew everything was going to work out just fine.

I could feel his hand on my jaw as he moved me to lie back on the bed.

As if reading my mind, he removed his own shirt and started running his fingers through my hair.

"Seojin... I don't think you're thinking straight," he murmured against my neck.

I felt the heat of his breath on my skin.

"You only think of me as a friend, yet here we are touching each other like lovers," he whispered.

I heard the rustle of fabric as he untied my shoes. He freed my feet, then knelt down beside me and started undressing me.

"Are you sure I can't persuade you?" he asked.

I looked away from him, unable to answer.

"I believe I already told you that I won't force myself upon you. No matter how much you try
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