Adara walked out of the airport terminal in Dublin feeling exhausted. She hadn’t slept on the plane. Her eyes were swollen and red rimmed from crying. She was so confused. She missed Kiran and walking out that door had been so hard, yet he hadn’t tried to stop her.She was convinced that if he really did love her, he would’ve stopped her. She had hoped he would turn up at the airport, but he hadn’t. He had told her to go be happy somewhere else, her soul ached as she had realized that not once had he told her that he loved her or asked her not to go.On the other hand, she also missed Declan when she wasn’t around him. He had awakened something in her. He made her laugh and she felt as if she was living in an alternate universe where only he existed.Declan hadn’t wanted Adara to go back to Seward alone but Peter and Claire had convinced him that it would be highly inappropriate for him to accompany Adara amidst the turmoil that they were experiencing, so she had gone alone.In Seward
Adara went upstairs to shower after Declan had parked in front of the house. She used jet lag as an excuse to go to bed early. The truth was, she was hurt and angry and lonely. She just wanted a moment alone and Declan had looked at her in such a way that she knew he wanted to have her naked underneath him.Even though she was in love with Declan, sleeping with him made her feel guilty. She wasn’t sure why she felt guilty, they were basically engaged and Kiran didn’t love her anymore. She shouldn’t feel guilty at all, but she did, so she made excuses not to be intimate with him.Declan had told her that he would speak to Peter and Claire and announce their plans to marry. He had told her not to worry about a thing. He would get everything sorted out so that she could use this time to concentrate on her powers and to just enjoy being engaged to him.“No Declan! I won’t do it!” Peter Gillian’s voice rose an octave.They were alone in his study and what Declan was requesting was lunacy.
I sat on the bed holding her ring and I felt the drowning sensation of loss. I listened to her footsteps go down the stairs, the front door open and shut again. I wanted to run after her, stop her, beg her to stay.She had made her decision though. She wanted Declan and Ireland and I pushed my feelings to the back of my soul. I took the ring and put it in the drawer of my bedside table, not wanting to stare at it anymore.I called James in response to his text that he was back in Fairbanks and I told him that Adara had chosen Declan and that she was going back to Ireland. I held my emotions in check because I wouldn’t break in front of any of them.“Are you okay? Do you want me to come back?” I smiled sadly at James' question; he meant well.“I’m fine, actually. You need to concentrate on your studies and work on making me godfather to your future child!” I joked with him instead and he laughed.“Yeah, that can wait a while. Listen, don't do what you always do. Call me and I’ll come b
I stepped out of the small office and I saw a young woman on the beach, struggling with a canoe. I walked up to her and started to laugh. She turned around and my breath caught in my throat. She was exotically beautiful and I was aware that I was staring.“Let me help you with that.” I picked up the canoe, getting my bearings straight and put it face down on the beach. “I hope you’re not planning to go out on the water in this thing, are you?”“Thanks and actually I was, it’s so beautiful here.” She smiled at me, even her voice was beautiful and I smiled back at her, she had that type of smile, one you couldn’t resist.“Not such a good idea, the wind’s going to pick up and you don’t want to get caught out there when it does, you’ll flip over.” I was intensely aware of the sweat in my hair as she gazed intently at me.“Right … and you are?”“I’m sorry… I’m Kiran.” I stuck my hand out like an idiot but she smiled as she shook my hand and we both pulled our hands back at the spark of ele
I parked the Jeep on the grass next to Beach Road and got out. I could see the bonfire on the beach and hear the music and voices. I had to stop myself from knocking on every cabin’s door in search of her so instead I walked towards the bonfire.“Superstar!” Sam yelled as he saw me approach.I smiled as he called me by my old nickname from school. We met halfway and we hugged briefly. She turned around and her hair glimmered blue in the light of the fire. I stopped breathing as I looked at her. Was it possible that she was even more beautiful than she had been that morning?“Where’s your other half?” Gustav asked me as I sat down on a chair across from where she stood. She was on the other side of the fire, looking at me and I felt the sexual tension sizzling between us.“Fairbanks.” I kept staring at her. She broke eye contact and laughed at something that Jasmine was saying. She was looking at me too.“What’s he doing in Fairbanks?” Sam asked as he handed me a beer and took my two b
She walked past me and her hand lightly touched mine; I turned around and followed her as she walked towards her cabin. Faintly in the background, I heard Sam shout something but I couldn’t care less what it was about. She unlocked her door and walked inside, leaving the door ajar. I pushed it open and walked inside and closed it as she turned to look at me.I forgot about work, I forgot about Jessica and I even forgot about Adara. I picked her up as she stood against me and we were kissing. All I cared about was her, right here, right now. I felt obsessed, addicted even, her smell, her taste, it was all about her. She was clawing at my shirt and I put her down on the small kitchen counter.I blinked and we were half naked and she wrapped her legs around me. I walked with her to the bed and she clung to me as we fell on top of the covers. Before I knew it, I was inside her and she was matching my rhythm; there was no tomorrow, no next week. There was only now, the sex, urgent and amaz
Adara would wake up in the mornings and stick out her arm and then remember that Kiran wasn’t there. She was in Ireland and he was in Seward and he didn’t love her. Her heart would ache as she showered and got dressed.She would go downstairs for breakfast and Declan would be waiting for her with a flower or a poem and slowly Kiran would fade from her thoughts. At night she would dream of Declan and then Kiran would replace him.She felt tired when she woke up as if she’d been struggling all night long. She tried to remember her dreams but most days they wouldn’t reveal themselves to her. She had lost weight and didn’t have an appetite. It was as if her body and her spirit weren’t in harmony and were fighting each other.The more time she spent with Declan the more she seemed to wane. When she was with him, she felt happy and in love. At night though, when she was alone, she felt more alive but sadder because she thought of Kiran then. She was lost in a web of confusion that she felt
Adara struggled to sleep, she felt dizzy and nauseated. She got up and wandered through the house. The bed seemed strange, big and empty. She went down to the kitchen and got some water. She concentrated on her own spirit, healing herself. After a few minutes she felt a bit stronger and slightly better.She sat in the living room all through the night, staring out of the window. She tried Malachi’s phone a few times, but it went to voicemail. She wished Karani was still alive. She needed her so much. Karani would know exactly what to say. She missed her so much that it hurt.“Adara.” Adara’s head snapped up because the voice that had spoken to her belonged to Karani.“Am I dreaming?”“I’m right here with you.”“I’ve missed you so much, Karani.” Tears were flowing freely over Adara’s cheeks as Karani gripped her hand tightly.“What are you doing, Adara? This isn’t your home.”“I don’t have a home anymore. You were wrong, Karani, Kiran doesn’t love me.” The words were choked sobs and Ad
Adara and Kai were discharged the next morning, and I was eager to take them home. Her healing had kicked in and they were both doing really well. The baby room had been ready for weeks and my sense of duty and responsibility toward them came naturally.Our first night at home was spent in Kai’s room. Adara and I stood by his crib and just watched him as he slept. He was absolutely perfect.“Thank you, Adara. I hope he got the best parts of both of us,” I said.“I’m sure he did,” she said softly.I kissed her and kept my arms around her. She yawned and I nudged her toward the door. She needed sleep more than I did and she sighed with contentment when I pulled her against me after we got into bed.“I’ll always love both of you,” I whispered.The pack had gone overboard with their congratulations and Malachi had instant love in his eyes the first time he held him. I could only imagine how he’d felt the very first time he’d held me.It was a love so instant that it scared you, the fear w
Life was as it should be. Normal and boring. I finished up in the study that Malachi had now handed over to me, but it felt odd to say that it was mine. It was almost midnight as I checked the doors and windows. I did this every night, it still bothered me how Bryan had so easily entered our house, twice.I climbed into bed next to Adara and she automatically moved towards me. I put my hand on her stomach and I felt little bumblebee kick in response. I smiled as I closed my eyes. I must have slept for three hours when something woke me.I sat up in bed and listened. The house was quiet. I got up and ran to the bathroom and vomited into the toilet. My head pounded and I felt dizzy. Something was wrong somewhere. I sat on the bathroom floor and after ten minutes the nausea went away. I splashed water on my face and went back to the bedroom. I was just getting back into bed when Adara sat up, she was in agony.“What is it?” I asked her suddenly.“The baby… it hurts!” She screamed loudly
John looked disapprovingly at me and Malachi was in my head instantaneously. “What the hell did you just do?”He was anxious and nervous. I looked around me, the whole den was quiet, and everybody looked at me because I had killed a man that had tapped out. John walked into the circle.“Kiran! Do you care to explain? He tapped out and still you killed him!” John’s voice was stern as I still stood over Alexander’s body.“Wolf law nine, no claim shall be made on an Alpha’s position without due cause.” Malachi frowned slightly as I spoke to John.“That’s your excuse? An unlawful claim?” John shook his head as I smiled.“Subsection nine point twelve, any unlawful claim proven to be false shall be reverted back to the original pack with immediate effect without the Alpha having to defend his position, should a claim fight be the result, it shall be a fight of dominance.” John started laughing.“Quite right, that law hasn’t been used in many years.” John stated, and looked at me.Bryan look
I didn’t tell James or Adara about what had transpired in the kitchen in the late hours of that night. I wasn’t even sure that I believed it myself. Could it really be possible to get our pack status back?Malachi had also kept quiet and nine days later we received the summons to gather our pack at the den. John had informed Malachi that The Council would be present at this claim and that he would take charge of it himself.This time Adara and Shoran and Christian went to the den with us. Our whole pack gathered with us there and I was nervous. I hadn’t told her yet that I would be the one to fight Alexander and become Alpha of our pack. I didn’t think anybody besides us four in the kitchen that night knew.We stood in the den as Bryan brought in Alexander. He wasn’t pleased at being brought in by The Council. John Whitcombe and the other members were seated behind a table pretty much in the same way they had when we had been accused of murder. The difference this time was that we wer
Malachi had returned to work and there was a new energy around him. He smiled more until I had to sit him down one evening and have a talk with him. Adara had read Christian his story and they had both fallen asleep in his bed. I had carried her to our room when I went to check on Christian.Now I sat in the kitchen and waited for Malachi to return. It was eleven pm when his car finally drove into the garage. He walked into the kitchen and looked at me and I nodded at the chair next to me.He sat down and started laughing. “Why does this seem so familiar?” I laughed as well as it brought back memories.“I want to talk to you about drafting a will for me.”“Yes, it’s a good idea to make sure everyone is cared for should something happen to you.”We’ve had too many run ins and one day my luck would eventually run out and I wanted everything to stay in the family. I wanted to ensure that the children especially were looked after.“We should do it as soon as the baby is born.”“Thanks, Da
Jessica was good for his soul. Malachi found that he really liked her, all of her. She didn’t block anything from him and she was brutally honest. They spent as much time together as they could and after two months Malachi realized that they were a couple.“You do realize that technically we’re a couple.”They were laying in her bed one afternoon as Malachi played with her hair. Jessica laughed and turned her head to look at him.“Dude, we’ve been a couple since that day in your office.”She made him laugh and she made him feel good about himself without asking anything of him in return. She was just there, and he started laughing as he realized that he was in love with her.“We should tell Kiran.” Malachi sat upright in bed and checked his phone. It had been on silent the whole afternoon.“Why? Do we need his permission?” Jessica licked her lower lip and Malachi smiled.“No.”Jessica pushed him back down on the bed and bit his earlobe. “You are way too serious, Malachi.”“Why hide it
Malachi and Jessica held hands all the way back to Seward and she directed him to her house. He stopped the Navigator in front of the house and Jessica turned towards him. Malachi wanted to kiss her, undress her and touch every inch of her skin.“I like you, Malachi, but there is one more thing I have to tell you.” Jessica swallowed nervously.“It can’t be that bad.” Her nerves had him on edge. She didn’t come across as someone fearing anything but he knew whatever she had to tell him, it was important and likely to change things between them.“I slept with Kiran.” She watched Malachi’s face intently for some sort of reaction.“Okay…”“We were seventeen, he had just broken up with Sarah. We were both wasted and it just happened.”Malachi looked at her, listening; it was the truth he heard. Jessica’s mind was so open and she hid nothing from him, certain things were off limits, he could sense it and he didn’t delve deeper than what she was ready to tell him, but what she did show him w
Malachi smiled as he walked out of his office and found Jessica leaning against the front of the Navigator, looking care-free and young. She was young and he wasn’t so young anymore. She was also beautiful, intriguing and intelligent. She was still too young for him.“Took you long enough.” Jessica removed her sunglasses and smiled.“You are something else.” Malachi unlocked the doors and Jessica climbed into the passenger seat.“You can take me to dinner or a late lunch or whatever you want to call it.” She made herself comfortable in the seat and put her safety belt on. Malachi felt at ease, calm and happy. That emotion shocked him a little because he never thought he’d feel that again.Malachi could only smile as he drove out of the parking lot and headed towards the highway, heading out of Seward and in the general direction of Sterling.“Where are we going, handsome?” Malachi laughed as Jessica winked at him.“You know, I’m much too old for you.” Malachi glanced at her. She was d
Malachi sat in his office and thought of the events that had happened the last two weeks. He still couldn’t believe that they had escaped unscathed. If George Haynes had been a different Alpha, he and Kiran would both be dead.Malachi wiped a hand over his face. He had wanted to die that night; he’d wanted to die ever since Karani had died. She had been the other half of his soul and he saw no reason to go on without her.Even though he was an outcast now he knew that their pack would always remain intact no matter what status they had. He didn’t want to die anymore and he didn’t want to be Alpha either. He only regretted that Kiran would suffer the same consequences. He would’ve made a terrific Alpha.“Sorry Malachi.” Tim Oakes had been on his phone, leaving Malachi alone with his thoughts.“No problem. We can finalize the contract next week and you’ll be the proud new owner of the beach front cabins.”“Thank you. I really appreciate all the hard work you’ve put in.”Malachi and Tim