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Chapter 88: First Love

Author: winglessbee
last update Last Updated: 2023-01-05 14:02:44

Silence ensued once again. And Sebastian's chest was pounding hard as negative thoughts were flashing over him.

He just said to himself to fvck everything, but he can't help thinking and worrying that she possibly be mad at him after telling her everything that about him.

He couldn't even look at her for he was terrified to see her reaction over the truth he had just spilled, and he was not fvcking ready to see her getting angry at him.

However, he would rather have her shouting at him than giving him her deadly silent treatment and cold shoulders just like the time when he fvcked up.

“I'm sorry for keeping it, Sandra. I've been thinking of telling it to you, but everytime I got the chance, I always got terrified and just back out"

He burried his face on her neck.

“I'm actually scared that you won't forgive me once you learn that I'm your annoying secret admirer” he mumbled as he burried his face on her neck.

“Why did you think I won't forgive you?” Sandra finally spoke.

“Becaus
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