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2023-07-03 00:00:53Leah's POV
"No, Lucas. Don't..." I shouted, trying to push him away.
"Leah, my love. You're so naughty today." Lucas said as he ripped my skirt off. "You like it rough today, don't you? I feel like playing it rough today. Let's play it rough."
I could feel his hot breath on the nape of my neck, his hands gripping my hips with a force that made me gasp.
I tried to push him away, but his strength was too much for me.
I could feel his hardness pressing against me, and I knew what he wanted. But I just didn't want to give it to him.
Not now. Not like this.
I wanted to use my Lycan force, but when I opened my mouth, my voice was gone.
I tried to push Lucas away, but my arms and legs became noodles.
In despair, I closed my eyes.
"Leah, stop protesting. This is your destiny." A voice appeared in my mind.
It was the same voice I heard when I was floating in the ocean.
"Moon Goddess. Are you there? Why'
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