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Goodbye, My Despicable Billionaire Ex Let me help you
Fernando's POV "What's up, Roman?" I asked. "How are you doing? How's everything over there?""I'm alright and everything's good. How are you?" He inquired. "Have you managed to sort things out with my sister in law yet?"Scrubbing my face with my hand, I replied. "I'm just here. And by the way, she's not your sister in law anymore, Roman. Did you forget everything that happened?"My brother scoffed. "Of course, I didn't. I have an inkling that she will become my sister in law again very soon."I suppressed the urge to smile and only shook my head, while inwardly hoping that happened soon.But I knew the probability of a snail winning a marathon was far higher than Helen ever marrying me again.Hell, three days had passed since she resigned and rushed out of my office.Although I really wanted to visit Ethan at the hospital to at least know if what was wrong with him was serious, I held back from doing so, because I didn't want to worsen the already sour relationship between Helen an
Goodbye, My Despicable Billionaire Ex I don’t need your help
Helen's POV The moment I saw Fernando, my eyes widened theatrically into the size of saucers.I opened my mouth to utter a word but nothing but air came out."Helen?" He uttered, shock tinging his voice.Fuck. I thought, as I fiddled with my fingers.Why the hell was the deity never on my side?Why did I have to encounter Fernando at the damn club?Now, he was definitely not going to back down until he found out what I truly needed money for.Earlier that day when I had gotten an email stating that I had gotten the female bartender job, I had been so elated and relieved that I wouldn't have to bump into Fernando and be asked baseless questions.I guess I had forgotten that nothing in my life never went the way I wanted it to.And based on the way he had spoken earlier that day, it seemed like he was beginning to have some suspicions about Ethan's paternity.Calmly, I wiped my hand on my apron and spread my lips in a smile."Good evening, sir. What would you like to order?" I asked ag
Goodbye, My Despicable Billionaire Ex Fine, you can help
Fernando's POV "Good day, boss," Paolo's voice boomed into my ear from the other end. "I've gotten the information."Last night, after the whole fiasco with Helen, I had called Paolo and asked him to find out about Ethan's sickness."Good," I said. "So what is wrong with him?""He has aplastic anemia and needs a bone marrow transplant immediately. Both Miss Crawford and her friend tested negative, so neither of them can donate their bone marrow to him." He divulged. "His condition keeps dwindling as the day goes by." Running my hands through my hair, I sighed as I thought about the kind of agony the poor boy was probably in.And yet, Helen wanted me to stand by and watch our son wither into nothing.God forbid something bad happened to Ethan while I was still alive and breathing.My mind was made up now.I would help Ethan whether Helen liked it or not.Right now, the most important thing was for our son to get well. After that, Helen and I would iron out our issues."Okay, thanks f
Goodbye, My Despicable Billionaire Ex Finally some good news
Helen's POV "Thanks." I said, as Fernando held the car door open while I entered."It's my pleasure." He smiled, before shutting the door and going over to the driver's sideAfterward, he stepped on the gas and we got moving.Fernando and I were currently on our way to the hospital where he would get tested to see if he was a match for Ethan..I had no idea what to think of our relationship anymore because when he pulled me into a hug earlier and I felt the enticing warmth of his chest, I had almost moaned.Yeah, you heard right.I had almost fucking whimpered at a mere hug with the man who had tossed me away like refuse at the mere sight of his ex-girlfriend.His scent hadn't changed; he still smelled of white musk and sandalwood tinged with cinnamon.And although it was quite hard for me to admit it, I had truly missed it.I had missed burying my nose into the crook of his neck and whimpering sensual melodies while he thrusted deeply and slowly inside me.The lascivious thought sud
Goodbye, My Despicable Billionaire Ex The surgery
Helen's POV "How many hours has it been since the surgery started?" I inquired from Lucy, my gaze fixated on the "surgery in progress," that was displayed above the door of the operation theatre in red digital letters.The day of the transplant had finally come and although I was anxious about the whole ordeal, something inside me told me that everything would end well."It's been two hours, forty five minutes, and thirty seconds." Lucy muttered."The doctor said the surgery will take three hours max, so they should be out soon." I mumbled to myself, while frantically nibbling on my bottom lip.Before the surgery began, Fernando had reassured me that he would take good care of Ethan like he wasn't also getting operated on.It was probably the sedatives that had been talking. I thought, my lips spreading in a small smile.Then, the "operation in progress" light went off and I stood up abruptly.Doctor Nicole walked out first, her mask lowered to her neck, and her hair disheveled.Imme
Goodbye, My Despicable Billionaire Ex A family moment
Fernando's POV I watched Helen exit the room, with a torrent of emotions coursing through me.Had what I thought happened really happened?Or had I imagined it?Had Helen really fluttered her eyes shut and pucker up her lips for a kiss?No, it couldn't be.The doctor had already educated me earlier that the anesthesia could cause me to hallucinate and envision things that hadn't happened.But then again, how else could I explain Helen's pleasant citrusy scent that still clung to my nostrils like a leech?I couldn't have possibly imagined that too, or could I have?"Damn, I'm going crazy," I chortled mirthlessly as I flapped my MacBook pro open.Opening the device brought back the memory of how soft Helen's hands had felt against mine.They had been as tender as freshly-baked bread.I wondered if they would smell as heavenly as freshly-baked bread if I had kissed them.The mere thought caused blood to swirl from my gut to my crotch, as the salacious imagery of Helen's hand wrapped aro
Goodbye, My Despicable Billionaire Ex A mixture of feelings
Helen's POV I quietly stood by as Fernando walked painstakingly in front of me while holding onto his IV stand.Although a part of me wanted to assist him, I paid it no mind and decided to just wait.Helping him would only lead to an unwanted closeness, which could lead to us almost kissing again.No matter how hard I tried, I just couldn't get the jarring image of my foolish self flickering her eyes shut and waiting for Fernando to kiss me torridly."We are here," Fernando looked back at me when we crossed the hall to Ethan's room."Yeah," I hummed, opening the door for him. "You should go in first."Nodding, he trudged inside while I followed behind him.Oh, no. I inwardly groaned, when I saw Lucy inside the room, feeding Ethan some egg custard.My best friend couldn't stand Fernando, which was understandable, given everything he did to me in the past.But the fact that Fernando's personality had tremendously improved and he was even vying for her approval definitely touched someth
Goodbye, My Despicable Billionaire Ex She doesn’t care
Fernando's POV Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.That was the only word that kept ringing in my head like a cursed mantra as Helen slammed the door shut.What the hell had I been thinking when I let Mandy into my office?"Get out of my office, this instant!" I spat at her, and she just grinned manically at me. "But I love you, sir. I've been in love with you ever since I laid my eyes on you. Why can't you see my heart and accept my love for you?" She rambled out like a deranged psychopath."Take your love and shove it down your throat because I don't give a fuck about it," I spat as I yanked her by the arm."And one more thing, you are fired!" I barked, before throwing her out of my office."Damn it!" I cursed, raking my hands through my locks frantically.How would I even get Helen's trust now?Although her face had seemed expressionless, I knew she probably felt hurt when she walked in to behold the vile sight of me holding Mandy against the bookshelf.Earlier that day, Mandy had come to my offic
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Goodbye, My Despicable Billionaire Ex Our happily ever after
Helen’s POV "Oh my days, Helen," Anita squealed as the makeup artist put a finishing touch to my glammed up face. "You look so beautiful. Fernando is so gonna be smitten when he sees you. I mean more smitten cause let's face it, the man is so obsessed with you."I suppressed a smile as I stared at myself in the mirror, with a satisfied nod. "Thanks babe. Ethan's with his grandmother, right?""Yeah," She responded. "Do you want me to go get him?"The makeup had some exactly what I had instructed her to do; not a loud makeup but one that was minimal yet would turn heads when people saw me.Especially Fernando.Gosh, Fernando.Just thinking about him made my pussy wetter than a puddle.After sneaking back to my room last night, I couldn't fall asleep no matter how hard I tried and eventually had to stealthily trek to the bathroom to finger myself to an orgasm which wasn't as gratifying as the one Fernando usually have me.But at least it had kept me sated coupled with the thought that I
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Goodbye, My Despicable Billionaire Ex Pre wedding lust
Helen’s POV I sighed for the umpteenth time that night as I burrowed into the blanket.Tonight was the night before my big day. And by big day, I meant my wedding day.Earlier that night, my bridal shower had taken place and it had been a really fun affair.However, two days had passed since I last saw Fernando and boy was I desperate to get dicked down by him.Due to some superstitions that Agnes had about it being bad luck for a bride and groom to be to see each other before their wedding, I had been forced away from him ever since we got to Paris two days ago.As if being apart from him wasn't bad enough, our rooms were located on different floors.With his being on the third floor and mine being on the first floor.It also didn't help that Agnes was making Roman's wife, who I fortunately got along with quite well, sleep in my room to prevent me from caving into the temptation of seeing my fiancé."Quit sighing and start sleeping, Helen," Anita yawned, from the king-size bed that
Goodbye, My Despicable Billionaire Ex Moving forward
Helen’s POV"Thanks a lot for honoring my invitation," Fernando's mother uttered as the three of us stepped into opulent sitting room.Just like the one at our place, it looked luxurious yet minimalistic.The dark brown coupled with notes of a creamy pastel color complemented each other really well.A grand piano was at the right corner of the room, with a black and white picture of Fernando and Roman hung above itThe both of them looked really cute in the picture and couldn't be more than seven and ten years old respectively.Seeing the picture made me realize how our son had a striking resemblance to him, even though he still had most of my facial features.You could say Ethan was a perfect blend of Fernando and I.I wouldn't lie though, the whole atmosphere was so awkward as I shifted my weight from one feet to another."It's fine, ma'am," I managed to smile as Ethan tugged at my hand."Are you her friend now?" He whispered but in the quietness of the room, it was loud."Ethan, be
Goodbye, My Despicable Billionaire Ex A second chance
Helen’s POV "We were all created from dust and onto dust we all shall return," The priest preached as he poured a small amount of earth on the caskets.Today was my sperm donor and his wife's funeral.Yes, he still didn't deserve to be called my father even in death because he hadn't exactly behaved like one.He had been the most insufferable father to me.He had also been a deadbeat, a brute, a heartless scum and all sorts of things one could think of.While his wife had been a Jezebel's incarnate.Hell, I could still remember one occasion while I was in middle school.That day had been out results collection day and as usual, I had topped my grade.However, I had scored slightly above average in a zero unit course, and she had flung me into the bathtub and poured hot, scalding water on my legs to punish me for daring to "almost" fail the course.As if that wasn't enough, later that day when my sperm donor got back from work, he had also beaten me to the point of unconsciousness wit
Goodbye, My Despicable Billionaire Ex Unexpected news
Helen’s POV "Come here, baby," I muttered, whisking an angry Ethan away from sperm donor before he could lay his filthy hand on my son.It wasn't like I would stand by if that happened though, I was merely taking safety measures."I see you got a miniature bratty version of yourself, huh?" Janet spat, and that sparked a bomb in my head.I was done being calm and composed.I was done with both my sperm donor and his wife's entitled selves."Get out," I spat. "And you have just three seconds to do so, before I call security to fling you out, you shameless hags. You've never cared about my wellbeing once in your lives yet you have the fucking audacity to come here and try to make it seem like I'm the bad guy here, huh?""Mummy said a bad word," Ethan squeaked, but I ignored him.Now wasn't the time to play along to his call out."You heard her, right? Or are your ears just for decorating your head?" Fernando bellowed from beside me, as he intertwined our hands together."Even you Fernan
Goodbye, My Despicable Billionaire Ex Proposal and unwelcome visitors
Helen’s POV "I could live here forever," I said, twirling on my heels, so that my eyes roamed across the vast grape and berry trees."Well, I hope you're ready to get bitten by ants then,," Fernando scoffed, grabbing my hand and twirling me around again, which made me giggle happily.Ah, life was so nice.There was no Bethany or Agnes disturbing my peace.After the whole thing was revealed, Lilian told me that Bethany had secretly moved to Malaysia via a cargo ship as she was so broke that she couldn't even afford an ordinary ship ticket.I guess karma really had a way of getting wrongdoers.Five months had passed since I moved back home and apart from the whole Bethany incident, everything had been moving smoothly.Roman and his woman had finally managed to work things out. According to Roman, they had even gotten married, some months ago in a low-key ceremony that was attended by just their friends.I had been quite saddened by the fact that I couldn't attend but seeing the loved u
Goodbye, My Despicable Billionaire Ex DNA Test
Helen’s POV Today was finally d-day.As in the day that the real truth would come to light.The day I would know if Ethan was getting a step sibling.And I was more than anxious.Hell, I was on the verge of a great panic attack as I sat in front of my dresser mirror, my hands clammy with sweat and tremoring with trepidation.Fernando was currently in the bathroom while Ethan had gone to school.Roman had traveled back to Italy to work things out with his beloved, two days ago, which meant that I had no one to rant to.Despite the fact that Fernando had reassured me on multiple occasions that everything would turn out well, I just couldn't help the sinking feeling of uncertainty that had built a home in my heart.I hated the feeling so much.I hated feeling so lost and scared like a sick puppy.Fernando didn't say it but the way he stared at me with so much sadness in his eyes nowadays, made me feel so pathetic.But I guess I just couldn't help my feelings."Petal, are you coming with
