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Goodbye, My Despicable Billionaire Ex I can’t get over him
Helen’s POV "What are we having for breakfast today, mummy?" Ethan's voice wafted into my ears as I opened the refrigerator.We had both woken up two hours ago and I had been too lazy to get up and look for what to eat, despite my stomach panging with famish.It was only when Ethan's stomach started to rumble that I decided to leave the comfort of my bed."I will whip something up, sweetie," I muttered. "Mummy forgot to pick up some groceries yesterday."How could it have slipped out of my mind?Yesterday before leaving for work, I had mentally noted to stop by at the mall to get some groceries but somehow, I had forgotten to do so.I had initially planned to spend that weekend at home binge watching some soap operas while ignoring the way my heart tugged with an inexplicable feeling for Fernando.After going to his office yesterday, a funny feeling slithered into my chest and ever since then, I couldn't stop thinking about him.Luckily, I managed to find some beef, spices, some pota
Goodbye, My Despicable Billionaire Ex I can’t believe this
Fernando’s POV "I'm going home soon, Fernando," Roman spoke from the other end before inhaling deeply. "I don't intend to relocate permanently to America though, I just want to mend things with our mother."Sitting up on my chair, I replied. "That's good. So when are you going?""In a month," He said. "I'm taking Hilda along with me. She really wants to visit America.""Alright then, that's good," I uttered. "Your phone is now working properly right?""Yeah, it is."Two months had passed since I had last spoken to Roman.Everytime I called his line, it was always unreachable and I had been so worried that I had dug up his old email account and had sent thousands of emails to him, yet he still remained unreachable.So I was quite relieved then his call came in earlier that day, and he apologized for going off the grid.His phone had developed some faults after it got stolen by some people that broke into his apartment.And they had also taken his laptop and ipad, so there was no way h
Goodbye, My Despicable Billionaire Ex Baby don’t cry
Fernando’s POV "Where are you right now?" I asked as I shrugged my jacket on before slipping my feet into a pair of slides.I was working on an important document when Helen's call came in.She sounded so mad and vulnerable at the same time, and her tear-stricken voice broke me into pieces."I hate them so much. You were right about him, Fernando. You were right about him. He's a fucking manwhore and I hope he gets an incurable infection one day. I really shouldn't have agreed to date him. I brought this upon myself the moment I started dating him. He's such a terrible person. But y-""Hey, hey," I said gently as I climbed into my car. "Take a deep breath and relax, okay?""I-I can't," She hiccuped, and my already-broken heart dissolved into powder."Please try to do it for me, baby," I was so worried that I didn't realize that the pet name had slipped out."O-Okay, here I go," She gritted out as her breathing gradually steadied into a soft rhythm."Are you good now?" "Yes, thank yo
Goodbye, My Despicable Billionaire Ex Getting dicked down
Helen’s POV Our tongues twirled in an erotic dance, with no fight for dominance as Fernando's hands reached lower to grab my ass, which caused me to moan in his mouth."Ethan?" He asked, after breaking the kiss."At kindergarten camp," I mewled, grabbing at his arms impatiently. "Just kiss me.""I'm sorry, milady," He chuckled before scooping me up from the floor, and drawing a stunned yelp out of me.Wild flames of desire burned within me as he claimed my lips once more while kneading my ass like dough.My hands raked through his tresses as I grinded my heavily on his awakening boner.I was as wet as an oasis and I was more than ready to have Fernando bend me over and fuck the living daylights out of me.But first I wanted to feel his warmth in my mouth.So I made it known to him by biting his bottom lip and giggling into the kiss when he smacked my ass, with a smirk creasing his lips."I want to suck you off," I whispered.Raising a brow, he asked. "Are you sure about that?""Of co
Goodbye, My Despicable Billionaire Ex Date and sex
Helen’s POV I gazed at my reflection in the mirror with a wide grin mauling my lips as I thought about yesterday.Fernando and I had fucked throughout the evening till dawn.In one instance, he had even held me up against the wall with my limbs tucked into a door strap while he pounded my pussy hard and heavy.Gosh, just thinking about it almost had me frothing lustfully at the mouth.I wanted a rerun of last night's wild sexcapades.The dick was so good that I temporarily forgot all about Lucy and Lucas.It was only when I came back to my place this morning and stepped into the bathroom that the horrifying images of them fucking had slipped into my mind.The blazing hatred that I felt toward Lucy had dimmed to a dull ache in my chest, and as for Lucas, I still felt nothing toward him.I had also blocked Lucy's number after waking up to two hundred missed calls from her.Her negativity and betrayal wasn't needed in my life."Okay, let's stop thinking about them," I muttered to myself
Goodbye, My Despicable Billionaire Ex Date and truth
Fernando’s POV "You are welcome to our restaurant, sir and ma," A young waiter beamed as he came to our table. "Would you like me to take your order now?"Flipping through the menu pad, I nodded. "Sure," before steering my focus to Helen whose face was currently contorted in a confused frown.The similarity between her and Ethan suddenly struck me as I watched her adorable frown.Ethan may have my face but he definitely had Helen's expressions."Are you ready to order, baby? Or should he leave?" I placed my hand on hers."No," She said, looking up from the menu. "I would like to have some pasta with creme fraîche garnished with lettuce and cauliflower.""I will have medium rare steak and mushroom sauce." I uttered. "And for dessert?""Baby?" I gazed at Helen and she grinned happily before clearing her throat."We will have some cheesecake and chicken pie," "Is that all, sir?" The waiter questioned."No, bring us a bottle of scotch whiskey and another one of grape wine. The finest g
Goodbye, My Despicable Billionaire Ex Picnic date
Helen’s POV "This atmosphere is quite refreshing," I sighed, running my hands through my hair which had been cut into a shoulder length bob. Two days ago I had spontaneously decided to visit the salon and get a haircut, simply because I felt like it.I had also dyed my hair into an onyx color."Yeah, both you being here makes it even more refreshing for me." Fernando threw me a smile before he bit into his hamburger.We were currently out on a picnic date at a park, with many families sitting around us on blankets.The atmosphere was really lively and filled with pleasant aura.The last time I went on a picnic date was with Lucy and Ethan for Lucy's birthday.Gosh, thinking about still made me livid with anger, but to an extent.Although a tiny part of me badly wanted to forgive her and settle things, thinking about how she had told me that I was trying to ruin our friendship irked me even more.Lucy was nothing but a fucking snake who felt that she was right.She was a horrible per
Goodbye, My Despicable Billionaire Ex Regret
Lucy’s POVI was a bad person.No, bad was an understatement.I was a horrible creature who didn't deserve to live.If there was an award for the most stupid and useless friend in the world, I would be the one and only recipient of that award till eternity.Sleeping with Lucas had never been part of my plans and now that I thought of it, I couldn't help but feel terrible.Ramming my head into the nearest wall sounded like a weak punishment for me.What I deserved was to be buried alive.Hell, I couldn't even bear to think about what Ethan would think of me when he grew up and found out that I had fucked his mother's boyfriend.I had ruined a decade old friendship just because I was horny.Fuck, I could have slept with everyone else but Lucas, how could I have been so dumb?Now, both Lucy and Ethan would hate me forever and I would probably die miserable and alone, without getting my best friend's forgiveness.Sniffling, I reached toward the nightstand for a tissue and sighed in despai
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Goodbye, My Despicable Billionaire Ex Our happily ever after
Helen’s POV "Oh my days, Helen," Anita squealed as the makeup artist put a finishing touch to my glammed up face. "You look so beautiful. Fernando is so gonna be smitten when he sees you. I mean more smitten cause let's face it, the man is so obsessed with you."I suppressed a smile as I stared at myself in the mirror, with a satisfied nod. "Thanks babe. Ethan's with his grandmother, right?""Yeah," She responded. "Do you want me to go get him?"The makeup had some exactly what I had instructed her to do; not a loud makeup but one that was minimal yet would turn heads when people saw me.Especially Fernando.Gosh, Fernando.Just thinking about him made my pussy wetter than a puddle.After sneaking back to my room last night, I couldn't fall asleep no matter how hard I tried and eventually had to stealthily trek to the bathroom to finger myself to an orgasm which wasn't as gratifying as the one Fernando usually have me.But at least it had kept me sated coupled with the thought that I
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Goodbye, My Despicable Billionaire Ex Pre wedding lust
Helen’s POV I sighed for the umpteenth time that night as I burrowed into the blanket.Tonight was the night before my big day. And by big day, I meant my wedding day.Earlier that night, my bridal shower had taken place and it had been a really fun affair.However, two days had passed since I last saw Fernando and boy was I desperate to get dicked down by him.Due to some superstitions that Agnes had about it being bad luck for a bride and groom to be to see each other before their wedding, I had been forced away from him ever since we got to Paris two days ago.As if being apart from him wasn't bad enough, our rooms were located on different floors.With his being on the third floor and mine being on the first floor.It also didn't help that Agnes was making Roman's wife, who I fortunately got along with quite well, sleep in my room to prevent me from caving into the temptation of seeing my fiancé."Quit sighing and start sleeping, Helen," Anita yawned, from the king-size bed that
Goodbye, My Despicable Billionaire Ex Moving forward
Helen’s POV"Thanks a lot for honoring my invitation," Fernando's mother uttered as the three of us stepped into opulent sitting room.Just like the one at our place, it looked luxurious yet minimalistic.The dark brown coupled with notes of a creamy pastel color complemented each other really well.A grand piano was at the right corner of the room, with a black and white picture of Fernando and Roman hung above itThe both of them looked really cute in the picture and couldn't be more than seven and ten years old respectively.Seeing the picture made me realize how our son had a striking resemblance to him, even though he still had most of my facial features.You could say Ethan was a perfect blend of Fernando and I.I wouldn't lie though, the whole atmosphere was so awkward as I shifted my weight from one feet to another."It's fine, ma'am," I managed to smile as Ethan tugged at my hand."Are you her friend now?" He whispered but in the quietness of the room, it was loud."Ethan, be
Goodbye, My Despicable Billionaire Ex A second chance
Helen’s POV "We were all created from dust and onto dust we all shall return," The priest preached as he poured a small amount of earth on the caskets.Today was my sperm donor and his wife's funeral.Yes, he still didn't deserve to be called my father even in death because he hadn't exactly behaved like one.He had been the most insufferable father to me.He had also been a deadbeat, a brute, a heartless scum and all sorts of things one could think of.While his wife had been a Jezebel's incarnate.Hell, I could still remember one occasion while I was in middle school.That day had been out results collection day and as usual, I had topped my grade.However, I had scored slightly above average in a zero unit course, and she had flung me into the bathtub and poured hot, scalding water on my legs to punish me for daring to "almost" fail the course.As if that wasn't enough, later that day when my sperm donor got back from work, he had also beaten me to the point of unconsciousness wit
Goodbye, My Despicable Billionaire Ex Unexpected news
Helen’s POV "Come here, baby," I muttered, whisking an angry Ethan away from sperm donor before he could lay his filthy hand on my son.It wasn't like I would stand by if that happened though, I was merely taking safety measures."I see you got a miniature bratty version of yourself, huh?" Janet spat, and that sparked a bomb in my head.I was done being calm and composed.I was done with both my sperm donor and his wife's entitled selves."Get out," I spat. "And you have just three seconds to do so, before I call security to fling you out, you shameless hags. You've never cared about my wellbeing once in your lives yet you have the fucking audacity to come here and try to make it seem like I'm the bad guy here, huh?""Mummy said a bad word," Ethan squeaked, but I ignored him.Now wasn't the time to play along to his call out."You heard her, right? Or are your ears just for decorating your head?" Fernando bellowed from beside me, as he intertwined our hands together."Even you Fernan
Goodbye, My Despicable Billionaire Ex Proposal and unwelcome visitors
Helen’s POV "I could live here forever," I said, twirling on my heels, so that my eyes roamed across the vast grape and berry trees."Well, I hope you're ready to get bitten by ants then,," Fernando scoffed, grabbing my hand and twirling me around again, which made me giggle happily.Ah, life was so nice.There was no Bethany or Agnes disturbing my peace.After the whole thing was revealed, Lilian told me that Bethany had secretly moved to Malaysia via a cargo ship as she was so broke that she couldn't even afford an ordinary ship ticket.I guess karma really had a way of getting wrongdoers.Five months had passed since I moved back home and apart from the whole Bethany incident, everything had been moving smoothly.Roman and his woman had finally managed to work things out. According to Roman, they had even gotten married, some months ago in a low-key ceremony that was attended by just their friends.I had been quite saddened by the fact that I couldn't attend but seeing the loved u
Goodbye, My Despicable Billionaire Ex DNA Test
Helen’s POV Today was finally d-day.As in the day that the real truth would come to light.The day I would know if Ethan was getting a step sibling.And I was more than anxious.Hell, I was on the verge of a great panic attack as I sat in front of my dresser mirror, my hands clammy with sweat and tremoring with trepidation.Fernando was currently in the bathroom while Ethan had gone to school.Roman had traveled back to Italy to work things out with his beloved, two days ago, which meant that I had no one to rant to.Despite the fact that Fernando had reassured me on multiple occasions that everything would turn out well, I just couldn't help the sinking feeling of uncertainty that had built a home in my heart.I hated the feeling so much.I hated feeling so lost and scared like a sick puppy.Fernando didn't say it but the way he stared at me with so much sadness in his eyes nowadays, made me feel so pathetic.But I guess I just couldn't help my feelings."Petal, are you coming with
