I couldn't believe what I had just heard, Laura's words echoed in my ears like a thunderclap. I could feel my chest growing so tight that it became difficult for me to breathe.
“You left me and married him, claiming he was the love of your life, so right now I don't care if you got divorced because of me or not.” Jason retorted, his voice laced with bitterness.
Every word felt like a needle piercing my heart.
“I was young and confused Jason. I'm sorry for the hurt I caused you back then. I thought I loved him but I never did, it was after I married him that I realized I left gold for bronze. Jason, it's you my heart beats for.”
Laura sobbed, tears streaming down her cheeks.
I was breathless, eager to know how Jason would react to the pitiful Laura in front of him, but I was also afraid that his answer would make me a complete loser in our marriage.
“It's too late Laura, I'm married.” Jason declared.
I watched in a daze, hoping for something. I wanted to see Jason break free from Laura’s grip and tell her that he had nothing to do with her anymore.
If that happened then our marriage could still have a chance of survival.
Laura's voice trembled as she asked the question that haunted me.
“Do you love her?” Her eyes searched Jason's for a definitive answer.
My heart ceased to beat.
I wasn't sure if I wanted to know the answer. From dating to marriage, Jason has been considerate to me in every way, but I have never heard him say he loves me.
I thought those three words "I love you" were not that important, and our marriage was still happy without them.
But now, I have never been so eager to hear a positive answer from him.
“Whether I love her or not has nothing to do with you.”
He evaded a direct answer.
It was hard for me to judge whether this answer was good or bad for me. I felt a bitterness in my heart and had to open my mouth to keep breathing.
Laura pressed on, her voice tinged with desperation. “Do you still love me? Please tell me the truth.”
The silence that followed was deafening. Jason's reluctance to answer spoke volumes, leaving me stunned and unable to comprehend what was happening.
My cold palms were sweating and black spots began to appear in my vision. I couldn't stand steadily. It felt like I was stepping into a quagmire and was about to lose my balance.
In that moment of tense silence, I stumbled back, losing my footing for a brief moment and making a small sound unintentionally drawing their attention.
“Who's there?” Jason stood and rushed over to the door.
I turned and fled, tears blurring my vision.
My steps stumbled, but I tried my best to keep my balance and kept running forward.
“Ava please wait.” He pleaded, his voice filled with urgency.
I ran as fast as I could trying to escape but my legs failed me. His long legs caught up to me and he grabbed my hand, pinning me to a wall.
My eyes were drenched with tears as I struggled. “Get your filthy hands off me, Jason.”
“Ava please it's not what you think. Let's go home first, I'll explain everything.” Jason pleaded.
I used the back of my hands to wipe the tears off my face glaring at him intensely.
“What do you want to explain Jason? The fact that you can't answer a simple question of whether you love me or not or the fact that I saw another woman in your arms, the same woman you gave my position to and went on a date with on our anniversary?”
“If you didn't love me, why then did you marry me?” I blurted out, my eyes all red and puffy.
“We've been married for three years.” he continued trying to reassure me.
“Please believe me.”
I wanted to believe him, to trust that our marriage could withstand this storm, even though I didn't hear him say that affirmative word. So I nodded reluctantly, giving him a chance to explain.
But just as a flicker of hope ignited within me, Jason's phone buzzed.
I kept praying in my heart that this message was not sent by Laura.
But when Jason's phone lit up, I felt my throat close up.
Laura had sent him a picture message showing her injured wrist. Panic flashed across Jason's face and he turned to leave without hesitation.
I stopped him, my voice sharp with hurt and frustration.
“Where are you going? Aren't you coming home with me to explain?” I demanded, and my heart sank with each passing second.
“It's an emergency. Laura hurt herself, she is bleeding profusely.”
I snatched his phone and glanced at the photo. The wound on Laura's wrist was very shallow, avoiding the artery. It posed no real danger at all, it was clearly a ploy for attention and sympathy.
“Babe why don't you head home first, once I check on her I will come home and explain everything to you.”His words were full of urgency.
He loved her so much that he couldn't bear to let her get hurt in any way. Once again, he was going to leave me for her.
Somehow, I wanted to take a gamble.
I wanted to take a gamble on whether this marriage was still worth my nostalgia, and whether this man was still worth my deep love.
“If you go to her, I won't listen to a word you say ever again.” I threatened.
“Ava, when did you become cold-hearted?”
He stared at me like I was the villain. His questioning look hurt me like an icy blade.
“Can't you see that the wound is shallow, she is trying to gain your attention and you are falling for her petty tricks. I didn't know you to be this easily deceived Jason.” I yelled, clenching my fist tightly.
“Don't be heartless.” After giving me a reproachful look, he rushed away, leaving me standing alone with my shattered heart.
A sudden jolt of electricity coursed through my veins leaving me momentarily stunned as I watched him walk away. My mind is swirling with doubts about our marriage.
My head ached as different questions popped into it. Why does Laura have this much effect on him? Could it be that he's in love with her?
As I stood there the weight of uncertainty crushed me. I realized that with Laura around, my happiness with Jason was at stake.
With a baby on the way, I faced an impossible choice whether to fight for our fractured love or prepare myself for a future alone. I realized my choice would affect not just my future but the future of my unborn child which Jason is yet to know of.
Tears streamed down my cheeks and I wondered if our love could survive the storm that is threatening to tear us apart.
If our marriage is unhappy, should I still give birth to this baby?
The house was quiet as I slowly woke up, the soft hum of the morning light filtering through the curtains. I noticed the other side of the bed was empty and showed no signs of Jason coming in last night. I felt a pang of sadness within me as different wild thoughts ran through my head.The silence of the atmosphere was interrupted by a burst of laughter.I frowned, as I slipped out of bed and followed the sound, the laughter grew louder and mingled with the clinking of dishes.Pushing open the kitchen door I met a scene that stung more than a slap. Jason and Laura were standing at the counter their movement in perfect harmony like they had practiced this routine a thousand times.Laura leaned closer to Jason her hands brushing his as they worked together.Jason who always seemed so reserved was laughing at something Laura said. His laughter was so rich and genuine, a sound I hadn't heard often.A pang of jealousy pierced my heart."Good morning, Ava." Laura noticed me and showed a sw
The days that followed Laura's departure were strange. Jason became more loving and attentive towards me. He cooked for me, bought me flowers, and even took a leave of absence from work to spend quality time with me.It felt like the early days of our relationship. I felt that he was trying to compensate me for all the agony I had undergone during these past recent months. He could not have been more successful.After getting home from work, Jason changed his clothes and went to prepare dinner.And I rested on the couch and watched him busy in the kitchen.He was tall and handsome, and the sunset shone on him through the windows, creating a light halo that removed some of his coldness.He lowered his eyes slightly, and his hands with distinct bony fingers handled the ingredients skillfully.This scene gave me a feeling of peace.“What’s wrong?”He turned around and asked me in a gentle voice.“Babe, will you be able to accompany me to the hospital tomorrow for a check-up?”I decided t
I regained consciousness in a hospital bed feeling dazed and confused. The room was well-lit, and the clean scent of disinfectant overwhelmed my senses, almost suffocating me.My pulse quickened as the accident flashed back into my memory, vivid and harsh.The baby was my first concern. Fear took hold of me as I touched my belly, dreading the worst.“Hey, easy there,” came a familiar voice breaking through my racing thoughts.It was Sally sitting beside my bed. Her presence gave me a bit of comfort, but I got more anxious when I remembered I hadn't told her about my pregnancy. The weight of keeping this secret felt like a big rock was stuck in my throat.She saw the fear in my eyes and helped me lie back down on the bed, putting her hand on my arm. “Don't worry. The baby is fine," she said in a calm and reassuring voice, but I could tell she was worried too.Her words brought me relief but also made me feel guilty. I hadn't planned to reveal my pregnancy like this to her, especiall
I stared at my reflection in the mirror and was finally satisfied. After what felt like hours of frantic searching, I had finally found a dress that would perfectly complement the earrings. Yes, those earrings – the ones I discovered hidden in Jason's pocket this morning.A pair of delicate and luxurious pearl earrings adorned with diamondsIt was created by my favorite designer, Kokichi Mikimoto, one of only five such earrings in the world. Jason is so thoughtful that he would secretly buy the jewelry I like and give it to me as a surprise on our wedding anniversary.Yes, I was sure he would give this gift to me tonight.I kept checking my dress and makeup in the mirror, and couldn't help imagining how stunning I would look in those earrings.My hands smoothed down the fabric of the dress, which clung to my body in a way it hadn't just a few weeks ago. I turned to the side, my eyes drawn to the slight, but unmistakable curve of my abdomen. A secret I had yet to share with anyone,
Liar.He said he would be back soon, but I was alone in the empty room all night.I couldn’t stop thinking about this as I dragged myself to Devine Corporation where I work. The company is owned by Jason's family and Jason is the CEO and my boss.Each step felt heavy as I walked through the corridors that once felt comforting. Now they seemed filled with echoes of unanswered questions.My best friend and colleague Sally Grey greeted me with concern as she entered my office right after me. “Ava, are you okay? You don't look well.”Forcing a smile, I nodded. "I'm fine, just tired."She eyes me skeptical but decides not to press further. “Well, you'll be pleased to hear that today they're announcing the new design director. It has to be you, Ava. You've worked so hard for it. Congratulations in advance babe.”“Thanks, Sally. I appreciate your support.”I am somewhat calm because I knew the position would be mine. Jason had assured me and I was ready to take on the responsibilities of t