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2024-12-21 20:30:39Matthew paced nervously in the small apartment.
Time was crawling forward, and he knew that as the clock inched towards eight, it would soon be time for Masahiro to take his medication. Matthew had seen to it before, but tonight, something felt off. He reached for his phone, dialed Masahiro’s number, and listened to the ringing tone. After four rings, it went to voicemail.
“Damn it, Payne,” he muttered, an involuntary frown etching his handsome features.
He left a message, his voice dripping with irritation.
`Get your ass back here; you need to take your pills. ´
With a sigh, he hung up, wondering if he should wait or do something about it.
Deciding to take action, he called Yumi. As upon leaving, Masahiro said was going to her house.
“Hey, Yumi, may I talk to Masahiro? He’s supposed to take his meds.”
“Matthew?” she replied, her tone confused. “He is not here.”<
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