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Chapter 191

Author: Adam Carlos
last update Last Updated: 2025-02-26 17:15:42

The night air hit Matthew as he descended the stairs, his boots echoing against the pavement.

He reached his motorbike, throwing a leg over it and adjusting his gloves.

For the first time in a long time, he didn’t feel trapped.

Cassidy had set him free.

And there was only one place he wanted to be.

With Masahiro.

Revving the engine, Matthew sped off into the night—straight toward Masahiro’s house.

The night air was cold, but Matthew barely felt it as he sped through the streets, the wind cutting against his skin. Fifteen minutes. That’s how long it took before he pulled up in front of Masahiro’s building.

He passed through the gate, his mind laser-focused on one thing.

He wasn’t thinking about Cassidy.

He wasn’t thinking about the past.

He was only thinking about Masahiro.

And when Masahiro opened that door?

Matthew knew.

He had made the right choice.

Yet, as he swung his leg off the bike, something unexpected settled in his chest.

It wasn’t doubt. It wasn’t regret.

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