Briar
I couldn't stop thinking about what Quinn said. I think I may have offended him when I called him a loner, but when he said introvert I started thinking about myself. The way I forced myself out of my shell when I got to college. I made myself talk to people, go to parties, join clubs, even dated guys that I probably wouldn't have before. I started wondering if maybe I had more in common with Quinn than I thought. That maybe I thought I was growing, maturing by doing these things when in reality, I was just forcing myself to be someone I'm not.
I fell into a fitful sleep in my unfamiliar sorroundings. I never sleep well on my first night in a new place and Brad wouldn't stay with me, saying he had early morning practice. Not that it would have been any easier with him here. He hogs most of the bed, feels like a fucking furnace and thinks it's sexy to wake me out of a dead sleep for sex.
Newsflash fellas: It's not sexy. It's annoying.
So when I woke up the next morning with a text from Brad that he couldn't make it to our prescheduled run because practice was running late I was even more annoyed than I already had been. But I didn't want to get out of the habit of running in the morning, so I forced my ass out of bed and dressed before standing on our little porch to stretch. Just as I was about to hit the pavement, Quinn's door opened. I smiled when I saw Hank, the large beautiful dog looked so graceful as he bounded through Quinn's front yard, waiting for his owner to catch up. Hank made it incredibly obvious that he thought Quinn was going much too slow.
I plop down the couple of stairs on our porch and walk towards them, waving at Quinn. He took out one of his earbuds and looked at me expectantly.
"Good morning!" I say as cheerfully as I can muster. Quinn scowls at me a little but I don't let that deter me.
"Do you mind if I join you on your run? Brad can't make it and I don't really like to run alone." I say and Quinn's scowl deepens.
"What, he too busy pounding protein shakes and raw eggs?" He asks sarcastically and I bark out a laugh.
"Football practice, actually." I say and he scoffs.
"Figures." He mutters and I'm getting the vibe he doesn't like Brad. Not that I can blame him, Brad was kind of an ass to him.
"Sure. Let's go." He says, popping his ear bud back in.
Guess we're not going to have a conversation then.
He takes off at a steady pace and I stay with him easily. Hank runs between us, his head swiveling from side to side as he looks from me to Quinn. After awhile, Hank pulls out in front of us and Quinn lets him take the lead. Hank is obviously very well trained, much better trained than the dog I had growing up. But Scooter was still my best friend.
I get a little lost in the memories of my favorite childhood dog and don't realize we're coming up to an intersection. I go to jog out into the street when I hear Quinn yell at me. He grabs my arm and Hank barks, blocking me from running out into the busy street. I trip over him and land awkwardly, my ankle bending at an unnatural angle. I cry out, hissing in pain as I reach down to cradle my ankle.
"Ah, fuck. What were you thinking? Didn't anyone teach you to look both ways before you cross the street?!" Quinn asks, obviously irritated. I scowl at him as the pain laces up my leg.
"I wasn't thinking. Obviously." I shoot back and Quinn grunts in annoyance, holding his hand out to help me up.
"You're lucky Hank was paying attention or you'd be splattered across the road by now." He says and my stomach sinks at the thought. The adrenaline wears off and my body begins to shake. I try to stand, but my ankle hurts too much to put any weight on it. I sink back to the ground and feel tears threaten my eyes. Hank, like the good boy he is, shoves his face in my neck. I wrap my arms around him and a few stray tears fall, wetting his fur.
"Thank you, Hank." I say quietly, pressing a kiss to his snout. He huffs a little at the move and I smile.
"Why are you crying?" Quinn asks, standing with his hands on his hips.
"Because that was scary." I say back, sass coloring my tone. He rolls his eyes a little and sighs heavily.
"Can you walk?" He asks and I shake my head.
"I don't think so." I say, testing my ankle again. The pain flames even more and I grit my teeth to keep from crying even more. Quinn lets out a frustrated groan and before I can realize what's happening, he leans down to scoop me into his arms. I let out a surprised squeak, my arms going around his neck as he turns and starts walking back towards our houses.
"What are you doing?" I ask incredulously, my body going rigid at the unexpected close contact.
"I couldn't very well leave you there." he says. "Hank would never have forgiven me." He says with a smirk and I scoff at him, relaxing a little in his arms.
"Well, thank you." I say shyly and he shrugs.
"It's fine, but I don't think we should jog together anymore." He says and I feel a pang of hurt go through me.
"Sorry I ruined your morning." I say harshly, annoyed that he's being so mean to me, but he just chuckles at me.
"I meant we must be distracting to you, it may not be safe for you to run with us again." He says gently, almost affectionately and I feel a little guilty for my unnecessary outburst.
"I just got lost in my thoughts. Wasn't paying attention." I say with a little sigh. He nods and walks a few more minutes until our houses come into view.
I see Brad's car out front and internally groan. I so don't want to deal with him right now. But, as if he was summoned, he comes barreling out of the front door and stomps down the sidewalk. His face is pinched in anger when he sees me being carried by Quinn.
"Why the fuck are you carrying my girlfriend?" He asks and I recoil at his aggressive tone. Quinn's hold on me tightens a fraction and somehow the movement relaxes me.
"Maybe if you hadn't blown off your plans with your girlfriend this morning, she wouldn't have asked to jog with me and she wouldn't have tripped and hurt her ankle." Quinn replies cooly, seemingly unaffected by the large man trying to intimidate him. Brad grunts in annoyance and goes to grab me, but Quinn takes a step back. I look at him curiously and he shrugs.
"He seems angry. Will he hurt you?" He asks and my heart does a weird little flutter at his concern.
"What the fuck? I'd never put my hands on her, you fucking dick." Brad seethes and reaches for me again.
"Hank, protect." Quinn snaps and Hank takes a defensive stance in front of us, snarling and baring his teeth. Brad lets out a little shriek and takes a few steps back. I look over at Quinn, who's watching the scene with a smile. He chuckles a little and sets me down gently, keeping an arm around my waist so I don't have to put any weight on my ankle.
"I'll be fine. You can call off your dog." I say with a little smile.
"Do I have to?" Quinn asks quietly and I can't help but laugh, earning me a scowl from Brad.
"Yes, please." I say and Quinn grunts.
"Hank, heel." He says, snapping and Hank is instantly at his side. I reach down to pat his head when Brad takes a step closer.
"Don't touch that dog, Bri! He's obviously dangerous." Brad seethes, but Quinn continues to stare him down.
"He's only dangerous to people he doesn't like." He murmurs quietly, almost like a threat. I decide to end the stand off, reaching out for Brad to help me.
"I hurt my ankle. Can you help me inside?" I ask and Brad walks over to scoop me into his arms. I roll my eyes and push away from him.
"I can walk. Put me down." I murmur but he shakes his head.
"No. I'm getting you away from that weirdo and his psycho dog." He says cruelly and I gasp, pushing away from him even harder.
"Don't say shit like that. Quinn isn't weird and his dog is amazing." I seethe. He just grunts in response and my eyes flit back to Quinn over Brad's shoulder. He's standing stock still, his arms across his chest and an angry expression on his face. When he sees me looking, he motions for Hank to follow and he walks away, not sparing me another glance.
QuinnHank and I head into the house and I shower, still annoyed with the way that guy treated Briar. I can't stand when guys act like they own a woman. It's a red freaking flag if I've ever seen one. An obvious sign that a man is predisposed to violence. And yet, he called me weird.Fucking weird.How old is that guy? Twelve?I huff at the thought. I've been called worse things in my life and name calling really doesn't bother me, but the way Briar defended me had my shriveled heart warming for her a little. She's a sweet girl, it turns out, and I hate seeing her with a jerk like that. But it's her choice who she dates, so I'm not going to worry about it. I'll just stay away from her, despite how good she looks in tiny little running shorts.Hank and I go a whole week without seeing any of the new 'birds' as my mind has started refering to them. But then Saturday night rolls around and our street is inundated with cars and drunken college students.Fuck me.Loud music blares from the
BriarI wait anxiously for the day of the doggy paddle, trying to leave Quinn alone so he doesn't get annoyed with me and cancel on me. I had never heard of such a thing until I moved here for school and my first two years I was so jealous of everyone with a dog that got to go. It sounded so fun, taking your dog to make new friends, getting to swim with them in a pool.When the day finally arrived, I dressed in my bikini, opting for the one with a little more coverage, and threw a towel and some sunscreen in my bag before walking over to Quinn's. I knock on the door and hear Hank bark before it swings open to reveal Quinn. I take in his appearance, feeling like something is off. It takes a moment for it to click into place."Where are your glasses?" I ask, and he scowls at me a little like he's annoyed by my question."We're going swimming, right?" He asks and I nod. "I put in my contacts. It's hard to see with wet glasses." He says and I mentally facepalm myself."Oh. Yeah. Obviously
BriarIt had been a couple of weeks since the doggy paddle. I had seen Hank and Quinn a few times. I played fetch with Hank in the backyard, went on a couple of jogs with them, but I had been so busy with classes and Brad that I was starting to go through Hank withdrawals.I was sitting in my room, typing out a paper when I heard a knock on the front door. Izzy was out in the living room so I let her get it, but my interest was peaked when I heard her talking."Oh, hey Quinn. What's up?" She asks in her usually perky voice. I smile a little imagining how much that must grate on Quinn's nerves."Hey, Izzy. Is Briar here?" He asks and I stand from my desk to walk out."Oh. Sure." Izzy says, sounding disappointed. "Briar!" She turns around and yells directly in my face, not realizing I was right behind her. "Sorry." She says with a smile and sneaks off into the other room.I smile over at Quinn, but he looks really tense and agitated."What's wrong?" I ask, foding my arms over my chest.
QuinnI hang up the phone with Briar, my body tingling with the knowledge that's she's in my bed. Or in my tub.Naked.I groan at the thought as my cock swells in my boxers. Why did she have to do that to me? I was doing so well thinking of her in a strictly platonic way. I reach down and squeeze my cock over my boxers, letting out a little groan at the sensation, but then I realize what I'm doing so I pull my hand away and force my erection to deflate thinking about the what a dissapointing Batman Ben Affleck was and imagining the death of Betty White.That may have gone too far.Now I'm depressed.I sigh and throw my arm over my face, trying not to think about my hot neighbor in her little pajama pants snuggled into my sheets with my dog and manage to fall into a fitful sleep.I try to keep the communication with Briar to a minimum over the next three days. I don't need to know what she's doing in my house, as long as she's not having sex with that asshole boyfriend of hers in my be
BriarI wake up sometime later, but I can tell the sun is shining. My brain aches and I don't open my eyes, but hear voices from the direction of the front door on the other side of the room."Why the fuck is my girlfriend sleeping on your couch?"Ugh. Brad."I think the better question is why were you at a party when your girlfriend was throwing her guts up?" Quinn says quietly, as if to not wake me, but I can still hear the vemon in his tone. Brad scoffs in response and I can tell he's getting agitated."I didn't know she was that sick." He says and I nearly scream at him. I told him exactly how sick I was.He just didn't care."She threw up all night. Twice while she was unconcious. She could have choked on her own vomit. She could have fucking died." Quinn seethes and my stomach drops. I don't even remember throwing up those times. Brad sighs and growls a little in frustration."Whatever. I'll take her home." He says and I peek my eyes open just a little and see him trying to push
BriarIt had been a couple of weeks since the stomach bug fiasco. Brad had apologized to me and started making more of an effort in our relationship. It was nice, but it just didn't really feel the same anymore. I didn't trust him like I had before. Izzy was clueless to the whole situation, always off in her own little world and Sadie had been colder to me lately, basically ignoring me. I wasn't sure what that was about but I also didn't really care. Quinn had told me what she said when they left for the party and it pissed me off, so I ignored her back.Very mature. I know.But Quinn had turned out to be a surprise friend. He took me to his Sunday Dungeon night and I actually had a great time. The other guys seemed a little lost on how to handle a woman in their midst, but they did a good job of explaining things to me and I told Quinn I'd go again if he let me. He seemed surprised I had enjoyed it so much, but didn't tell me no. Otherwise our communication had been strictly related
QuinnI spend the rest of the day and most of the next week in a shitty mood after my run in with Briar. The way she assumed I had a one night stand pissed me off, but it was the way she seemed jealous about it. Like she had any right to be. We aren't in a relationship and if I want to sleep with someone I can.I mean, I don't want to.But I can.I can't even get hard without her face popping into my head and it's really annoying since I'm desperately trying not to have these feelings for her. And then she just ghosts me. Well, not really ghosts me since I haven't made any attempt to see her either, but usually not a day goes by without her asking to see Hank, or sending me a picture of some sweater she thinks he'd look cute in or a toy she thinks he'd like. I had broken my own fucking rule and went and gotten attached to someone who is very much so not available.I groan in frustration at the thought as we go on nearly a week of no communication. I know she's seen Hank, I've watched
BriarI go to Quinn's house every day for the first few days after we found Hank just to check on him. I bring him treats and toys, much to Quinn's frustration. He says I'm rewarding his bad behavior. I say I'm making my baby feel better. I'm so busy with school and my daily visits to Quinn, I don't even have time to miss Brad.Or else I just don't miss him, which is entirely possible.A week after finding Hank, I push myself out of bed and get dressed before wandering into the kitchen for a much needed cup of coffee. I stop in my tracks when I realize there's a man in nothing but his boxers standing in front of the fridge and I roll my eyes at my roommates bringing home guys."Excuse me." I say and the guy turns around. I have to blink a few times to make sure what I'm seeing is real."Oh. Sorry, Bri." Brad says and my mouth drops open."What the fuck are you doing here?" I ask and he shrugs unapologetically."I hooked up with Sadie." He says and anger flares deep in my gut."Are you
12 Years Later...HankI lift my heavy eyelids and take a deep breath, watching the flames in the fireplace as their warmth permeates my fur. Laying on my bed in front of the fireplace is my favorite place to be.Except in bed between Mom and Dad.I hear the patter of feet rushing through the house, but I'm too tired to lift my head. I can tell it's Stella though.My oldest pup.She comes into the living room and smiles when she sees me. My tail begins to thump in joy as she kneels beside me, pressing her forehead to mine like she always does.She's the goodest girl.I lick her cheek and her sweet laughter rings through the room. She runs her little hand along my body, feeling my fur. She gets a worried look on her face and I don't like it so I whine a little."Mom!" She calls out and a few moments later Mom comes in the room."Yeah, Stel?" She asks and Stella looks back down at me."Hank looks tired, Mom." She says and Mom comes over to kneel by me too. My tail thumps some more as sh
QuinnI rushed us to the vet, ignoring the pain in my hand because, well, it was fucking worth it. The look on that smug bastard's face when I broke his nose was priceless. Even if the feel of the bone breaking against my hand was cringey.Briar reaches for me and I hold her hand firmly, grateful that she seems to understand that sometimes touching her is the easiest way for me to communicate. I have too many feelings swirling around in me to say them out loud.We reach the office and we're through the door in the next moment. The receptionist seemed to be expecting us because she said the vet would be out soon. I started pacing again, but tried to stop since I know it's my anxious habit and I hate the way Briar sits all curled in on herself while I do that. But when I turn to her she gives me a knowing smile.She gets me.The doctor comes out and she stands next to me, holding my hand while we wait for answers."He's gonna be fine." The doctor says and we both let out a breath of rel
QuinnI rushed us to the vet, ignoring the pain in my hand because, well, it was fucking worth it. The look on that smug bastard's face when I broke his nose was priceless. Even if the feel of the bone breaking against my hand was cringey.Briar reaches for me and I hold her hand firmly, grateful that she seems to understand that sometimes touching her is the easiest way for me to communicate. I have too many feelings swirling around in me to say them out loud.We reach the office and we're through the door in the next moment. The receptionist seemed to be expecting us because she said the vet would be out soon. I started pacing again, but tried to stop since I know it's my anxious habit and I hate the way Briar sits all curled in on herself while I do that. But when I turn to her she gives me a knowing smile.She gets me.The doctor comes out and she stands next to me, holding my hand while we wait for answers."He's gonna be fine." The doctor says and we both let out a breath of rel
BriarI watch Quinn storm into the living room and put his shoes on and panic begins to grip me. Surely, he wasn't serious about that whole killing thing?"Quinn, what are you doing?" I ask, walking up to him with my arms crossed in front of me. I don't want to make him angry; he's already upset enough as it is, but I can't watch him make any stupid decisions either."I'm going to his house." He says firmly, shoving his keys in his pocket. My concern ratchets up a few notches and I stand between him and the door."No, baby. That's not a good idea." I say and he narrows his eyes at me."Why?" He asks. He stands to his full height and I never realized how intimidating he can be when he does that."His father is a judge." I say gently, taking a step towards him. I cup both of his cheeks in my hands and his eyes soften slightly. "If you do anything he won't hesitate to press charges. I can't lose you too." I say, choking on a sob.Quinn sighs heavily, letting out a frustrated growl. He gr
QuinnBriar and I drive home in an oppressive silence. I'm not really sure what to say or how to reassure her because I'm barely hanging on myself. I always knew I'd have to deal with Hank's death eventually. I just never imagined it would be under these circumstances. He should have years left on his life, he's barely even two years old. He's been my best friend for most of that time and I'm not exactly sure how I would function without him.I look over at Briar after I park the car, her eyes downcast and a worried expression on her face. I let out a little sigh, wishing there was something I could do, something I could say to make her feel better but if she's feeling anything like I am, the only thing that will make this better is having a healthy Hank back at home."Come on, sweetheart. Let's go inside." I say quietly, getting out of the car and rounding it to the other side. I open her door for her and her eyes pop up to mine like she didn't realize we were home already. She takes
BriarI wake up sometime in the middle of the night with a feeling of dread wound tight like a rock in my stomach. It's still pitch dark out and I feel Quinn's arm wrapped around my waist, his even breathing against my back. I readjust in bed and try to relax to go back to sleep, but my body won't calm. I sigh a little and reach out for Hank. He's next to me and I run my fingers through his fur. He lets out a strange, strangled sound that immediately puts me on edge and I bolt up in bed. I've never heard him make a sound like that."Hank?" I say his name, but the only reaction I get is his ear twitching. Concern billows through me and I reach over to flip on the lamp. Quinn stirs behind me, but my focus is on Hank.I look at him and realize he's thrown up on the bed, something else he's never done. Usually my voice or the light turning on would have him bouncing around, but his body is eerily still. I go rigid as I watch him, his breathing coming in unsteady pants."Briar?" Quinn says
BradWhy the fuck did I come back here? I knew Briar was gone with that psychopath and his cujo wannabe dog. It's not like I actually like Sadie. She's eager to please in bed, but she's so fucking annoying. I mostly just like to make Briar jealous. The way she dropped me so easy was fucking bullshit.For a dog.I scoff at the thought as I drink a cup of coffee looking out the front window, just in time to see Briar leaving that psycho's house. I watch with horror as he grabs her and sticks his tongue down her throat. Fucking whore bounced back quick. She's already fucking the guy when she said she cared about me. Fucking liar. The only person Briar has ever cared about is herself.I tighten my hold on the coffee cup and watch her smile at him, the same smile she used to give me when I did something nice. Sure, I didn't get the smile as much lately but I already had her. Once you have a girl you don't have to put in so much work. I mean, when you look like me they all fall at your feet
QuinnI hated sending Briar off to school for the day. I started to seriously consider her idea of us staying at the cabin forever, but I knew that wasn't logical. She has her own dreams, aspirations, things she wants to accomplish, and I don't want to stop her from that. Who knows, with her business degree we could even do something together professionally in the future. She's smart and responsible. I can see her succeeding in whatever it is she chooses to do.With her gone, I feel an unfamiliar new kind of anxiety. Similar to the kind I used to get from being around people for too long. I guess I've gotten used to having her around me, in my space and now it feels wrong for her to be gone. I sigh heavily and dress in running clothes, deciding to take Hank on a run. He didn't get as much exercise as he usually does at the cabin.Even though Briar and I did.I clip his leash and we start to jog when I notice Izzy grabbing mail from their mailbox. I roll my eyes and avoid looking at he
BriarThe next few days passed much too quickly and soon it was time to go home. That didn't mean I was in a hurry though. Oh no. I laid my ass in bed until Quinn started nudging me. I huffed at him and pushed him away, but he just laughed as he ran his hands over my naked body. The cool air hit me in contrast with his warms hands and I shivered a little, scooting closer to him and tucking my face into his neck."We gotta get up and get ready to go, sweetheart." He murmurs, kissing my head and I let out a grunt of protest."No we don't. We can stay here forever. Just the three of us." I say with a pout. His low chuckle makes my body come to life despite the soreness between my legs from all of our activities over the last few days."You have school tomorrow." He reminds me and that just makes me groan louder."I hate school." I pout like a child. He laughs louder and runs his thumb over my bottom lip."Come on. Let's get ready to go." He says and slaps my ass gently. I groan and tilt