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2021-02-25 04:52:46Meg raised an eyebrow. “What do you mean? See whom?”
He pursed his lips together, as if he wasn’t sure whether or not he could tell her. “I mean a specific sort of doctor who specializes in this sort of thing.”
Her other eyebrow shot up. “You mean… a psychiatrist?”
He nodded. “I know it might sound desperate. It’s only… I don’t know what else to do. I don’t want anyone to think I’m crazy….”
“A psychiatrist would be the one to say that, though, wouldn’t he?”
“Possibly,” Charlie shrugged. “I think I’m sane enough to stay out of an institution. I hope I am anyway. But I’ve been reading, and some of the techniques these doctors have come up with might help me. Have you read anything by Freud? Or Jung?”
She had heard of Freud but not that other person. “I don’t know much about psychia
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