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Get me married Nerves and lies
GENESISJordan frowned at me, his eyes flicking from my face to something, then back to my face and out again. He was nervous and I could see that he was. What could be so wrong to make him nervous? Because the Jordan I knew had never been so nervous.“Jordan…” I called out again to him. But he slowly took a step away from me, leaving me the coldness that came from his absence. I hated the distance easily and felt a dreadful feeling at the pit of my stomach when I recalled all the feeling that came with his departure for the past two weeks. Strangely, I suddenly became scared, that he was going to disappear again and I would no longer be able to feel the warmth from me.“Jordan...”I started towards him and wrapped my hands around his waist. Not really meaning to persuade him to tell me what was making him nervous but because I hated the distance. Only when I perceived his scent and when the warmth of his body caressed my skin, did I feel somewhat better.Better now…“Now, what is wro
Last Updated : 2024-10-29Get me married Trapped in a deep hole
I jammed my lips together the moment I realized what I had done. Did I just lie to him? why would I lie him? how could I lie to him like that? I must have been stupid, but I panicked.I still hadn’t told him who Nate was to me earlier before our marriage and I was terrified to. What if he saw me differently because I left his brother for him? We both found out about the condition of our marriage and how terrible we had been manipulated, true. But I was super scared, so scared, I was not willing to lose Jordan.“Hmmm” he hummed behind me.“I thought he was here.”“Yes…” I blurted out and hated myself the next minute.“Genesis…” he called out and made me turn around so I could look at him, which was hard. How could I look at those eyes of his and still lie?“What is it?”“nothing” I entered, too quickly. He frowned and stared at me curiously with those brown eyes of his that I thought would bore a hole inside me. Maybe I should tell him, but what would happen after that?“Why are you so
Last Updated : 2024-10-29Get me married Interruption
Jordan said nothing to me after the very awkward moment that lasted for a while. We just remained quiet inside the studies while he relaxed his head on my back. I still wondered what got him so angry and questioned if he knew the truth that I was trying to hide so much from him. The silence was gloomy and tiring and though the air wasn’t as tensed, I didn’t like the silence and since he decided to hug me from behind, I could not see his face, I could not understand what he was truly feeling at that moment.“Jordan…” I decided to break the silence.“Hmmm,” once he responded, I thought it to be a good thing. I mean, he was not going all silent on me but I didn’t know what I wanted to say to him anymore.“Hey…Genesis…” Someone suddenly called from the door, to my luck. I sighed in relief and made to get up from where I had been sitting on Jordan’s legs. But my husband saw it nice to have his hands wrapped around my waist and tightened them around me.“Jordan…”“I thought you hated being
Last Updated : 2024-10-29Get me married Husband meets ex
“Genesis…would you come out already.” Tiana’s voice continued harshly. I glared at the door as well while panting heavily, hating the very interruption.“Go…and wave them a goodbye today. I wouldn’t want her doing this again,” Jordan entered coldly, I shivered. I turned to him and found his eyes were still as dark and the way he looked at me especially when he trailed his eyes to my breast, which he was still holding in his finger made me want to shake my head. But in time, he took his hands off me and I sighed heavily. Way to go Tiana.I got up from where I sat comfortably on his thighs and noticed that my wetness had gotten to his trouser. My cheeks heated up and I looked away, picked up my bra and turned to the door, but Jordan held my hand, stopping me.“Why don’t I hold on to this?” he took the bra off my hand. I widened my eyes at him and thought of just ignoring Tiana and staying back, but with how angry Jordan had been and her constant rudeness and disrespectful ways, I had to
Last Updated : 2024-10-29Get me married Dying
JORDANI glared at Nathan the moment I badged in and saw him fidget under my gaze. However, I didn’t see that as an expression of fear because if he actually feared me, he would never have attempted to do this, in my house.“Jor…” he stuttered and moved further away from me. His voice sounded scared, however I knew this was all pretense. Because we had been together for a while. I might have not known him so much, we only just met months ago because my mother hated her sister and they broke whatever ties that they had. They knew absolutely nothing about each other till I found him, or rather still, he came to me. “I’m…. it’s not what you….” He stuttered and tried coming closer to me. But I was so angry, all I could feel was anger, rage and what seemed to be a betrayal. Just like his mom betrayed my mom, he was doing the same thing to me. What was I thinking? That we could be brothers, that it was going to be fine just as it had been with me and the twins. I must have been stupi
Last Updated : 2024-10-29Get me married Far away from Nate
I started through the hall way towards the right wing where I believed Genesis to be. I found Tiffany and Tiana heading towards me. I glared at them, remembering that they had hid Nate in their room just to lure Genesis to him. They lowered their gaze as I walked past them, but just at a second thought, I stopped moving and turned to them.“Tiana, Tiffany,” they stopped in their tracks and slowly turned to me.“You have done well to take care of my wife when I was not here. I truly appreciate you for helping her when she needed someone.”“But I think you both have exhausted your welcome here,”“By morning, you both should be out of here.” I said grumpily and turned to the direction of where I was heading. But I stopped again and turned to them, wanting so much to say more.“And I don’t know what you plan to gain from this, but Genesis is married to me and I will be damned to let her go,”“If you pull this stunt again, I will forget that you are her best friends, if you actually are,”
Last Updated : 2024-10-29Get me married Craving and hunger
I pulled her closer, placing a kiss on her head while she relaxed on my shoulder. But I had other thoughts, nasty thoughts, however, before they were pulled through, her stomach grumbled. I chuckled, hating this exact moment, but she was hungry. That didn’t stop me from stealing a kiss, which I regretted because all my hunger returned and I wanted so much more. Yet, I had to restrain myself and pull away. She frowned at me and suddenly straddled me, pushing me down on the bed while taking my lips and my hands went to her butt. She kissed me back fiercely and I kissed back as much, but her stomach grumbled again and I could not continue with the torment. So, I pulled away and smiled at her.“Let’s go eat…” I tapped her butt and could not help but squeeze it gently while she groaned. I chuckled, liking this part of her even more. She sat down, still in a straddling position and I sat with her and wrapped my hand around her.“Time will come,” I pecked her lips.“When I would feel every p
Last Updated : 2024-10-29Get me married A bath with you
GENESISJordan lips grazed my lips, heating my body up so much, even under the running water, all I could feel was the feel of his warm lips against my nipple. My hands roamed his back, his hair and his shoulders as he sucked on my breast and played with my nipple. My moans were beginning to fill the bathroom, signifying how much I wanted this man. It was so tormenting and heart breaking to want so much of this man but I did and I could not restrain myself from giving in to this this thing that would devour me and him alike. I tried to remember that his chest was a no area and tried my possible best to avoid going to that part of his body. My hands roamed his body, his back, his hair, his face and my breathing hitched. My chest rose and fell heavily while I battled for air, yet I didn’t stop. His lip was sweet, intoxicating and enticing, I did not want to let go. He slammed me against a wall and lifted me up so I could straddle him while his hand tore off what was left of my gown like
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GENESISEven in my unconsciousness, I could feel that emptiness inside of me. I could feel the hole, the empty, painful hole that was once filled with life, I could feel the vacuum there. I knew that something was different and I feared what it was. When I opened my eyes, the first sight I wanted to behold was my beloved husband. His scent was the first thing I wanted to caress my nostrils, his warmth the next feel I wanted to feel against my cold skin. But he wasn’t there as I had hoped. And that had shattered whatever was left inside of me. He had threatened to leave me, maybe he did.The fear of such possibility had made me fear and panic especially when I didn’t see him around me. It scared me but the familiar faces gave me a little bit of comfort. They were family and ones I loved. They had such effect on me. Not till I recalled what happened, how I fell. My hands had voluntarily found its way to my stomach where I wanted to feel the life inside of me. I was in a hospital for sur
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I could hear my baby crying in my ears. Screaming in pain and asking me why I did what I did. I could imagine the judging, hateful look those blue eyes would give to me once she opens her eyes and the pain that would show itself in those eyes of hers. The pain was enough to consume me, to burn me, to torment me. With heaviness in my chest, I looked away from her unconscious body, lying on the bed with families around her. I could not bare to look at her, I could not dare to even think of going close to her, not what after I had done.I should have been more patient, more careful, more tolerant, I should have attempted to listen to her. But I didn’t. It was not her fault and I would have accepted my own child. She came at a time that our world was dark and I was about to lose my life, she came way before I decided that I didn’t want to have a baby, and like a miracle, she survived. How I snuffed the life out of her.I would forever live with this pain, wouldn’t I? This guilt, the memor
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JORDANThe scream….The screams…The scream of my wife and the staff was what it took me to stop. Fear engulfed me and swallowed me whole, leaving every anger, betrayal and pain I felt earlier. I snapped my gaze back to the direction I had come from, knowing that her scream came from there.“No…” I screamed, seeing her rolling down the stairs. I could feel life leaving me at the sight of her. My legs started towards her as fast as I could just as everyone else. She came to a halt at the edge of the step and my heart died at her position. Then the blood.“Oh God! No…no…no….”“Get the car,” I screamed, feeling tears burn my eyes while I slowly placed her head on my thighs. She was bleeding and still fucking naked with just that robe.“Get the car,” I cried at the top of my lungs, fearing for the worse. I immediately checked for her pulse, praying, hoping, wishing that it would not come to that. I might as well die if it did.We rushed her to the hospital and the doctors immediately plac
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JORDANI ended the meeting and shook the hands of the Russian investors. In a polite tone and a business manner, I thanked them and watched them leave the restaurant before I left. I got to the car and thought of what was left for me to do before I returned home.The thought of home made me smile, yet it made my heart ache. I had been away for five days and things had still not changed between Genesis and I. she was hiding something from me and I was losing my mind. I picked up my phone and stared at my wallpaper for a while. It was a picture of her, sleeping, and it was the most beautiful I had seen her. But again, she was beautiful in all ways, especially when she had her blue eyes opened. My heart ached and still longed for her.Just in the nick of time, she called and my heart leaped inside my chest. I picked it up quickly because I had missed her, I missed her voice, her face, her warmth, I missed being close to her. I simply missed her.“When are you coming home?” her whinny voi
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“What happened?” Tiffany pulled me into a hug the moment I walked into the house and once again, I broke down before her. She took me to the sitting room where I sat down and cried my eyes out while she soothed my hair and simply allowed me cry.I recalled the pain in my husband’s eyes when I told him that I could not tell him the truth. I recalled the hurt, the pain, the fear I saw within those gazes, it burned my chest. I had looked him in the face and told him that I could not tell him the truth. What kind of wife was I? I was breaking all the promises we made to each other and keeping this, this preciousness away from him.“What happened to her?” I heard Tiana voice as her footsteps followed too.“She came in this way,” Tiffany answered and rubbed my back gently. None of them said a thing and simply comforted me while I cried till, I could no longer do that anymore.I drank a cup of water after which and I relaxed into the couch with the heaviness of the world on me.“I still can’
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Days went by with nothing much happening. Jordan was constantly busy with work or simply being a loving husband while I grew lazier by the day. It was a good thing I had subordinates to handle my business, I would have totally been thrown into the dust with the rate at which my laziness grew. I slept more, ate more, slept more again, ate even more. My taste buds were also acting different, making me want something entirely different and hating things I love too. Margaret would usually get me what I want no matter how it got and she paid even closer attention to me now.I suspect she knew exactly what was going on with me, but had not said a thing, so I was happy about it and relaxed with her. However, I tried to sleep less and control myself when my beloved husband was available.It was burdening and aching my heart as the day goes by. But what was I supposed to do? I still hadn’t found a way to tell him what it was that was going on and I still didn’t have the boldness to speak out l
