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2024-10-29 19:42:56GENESIS
I couldn't stop smiling at Ava, I didn't believe that she would be in my house, I never even thought that would be possible in the nearest future, considering how terrible my relationship with Jordan was.
"You have to stop beaming at me like that" Ava pulled me out of my thought while using a pillow to hit me.
"I am sorry, I am just so happy to see you," I said and dragged the pillow away from her.
"Jordan has to be amazing to have brought me here just to make you happy" Ava responded and my smile quickly disappeared. Thinking about Jordan and his little surprise made me wonder what kind of man he was and what would have prompted his changes.
I remembered that I had woken up early noon and felt my bones and body had refused to wake up with me. So I lay on the bed for a long time till I started getting hungry and went to the door. The guards
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