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Four days into October and I've been texting Owen since last week about wanting to meet him. Requesting to meet him. I even called him multiple times but none were answered, it's obvious he's avoiding me.

But I can't email him, because then we'll have to involve our lawyers. That means jeopardising the four days I have with Pao. So no, I need to talk to him without them.

I have no choice but to ambush him that Tuesday afternoon when I went to the school just to catch him in time picking up our daughter. Fine, I actually have been waiting here since an hour ago, afraid if I'd miss him so the moment I see him walk into the school compound, I ditch my stalking spot and tail him for an encounter.

"Mama!" Pao calls me cheerfully the mo

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